Confrontation ch. 4 (Kagehina)
Yoo i'm back!
Contains the usual: Adult themes, and homosexual love
I own nothing but this story
Depending on how next chapter goes length-wise, I may split it in half, so our lovebirds will get their sex soon lol. Seriously I just imagine since their young adults, sex is on their mind atleast 12 times a day. anywayy I didn't believe in myself at the beginning of writing this story, but your guy's support and compliments of the story really help me out! Thank's for reading !
The sun rose proudly over the horizon, enveloping the teens in bed in a light of warmth that all to easily pissed the raven haired off. An ache spread itself through the boys body, his drinking was much excessive from the night before. Rubbing his temples he heaved himself up on the bed. 'If he wakes up remembering yesterday and admitting he felt something to the kiss, then I'll tell him that I-" his thoughts were stopped when a small hand found its way to his own, and rubbed itself softly on his, almost as if identifying who's hand it belonged to. with small groans and a light stretch the boy unconsciously pulled at the nearest arm he could feel, and pushed himself towards it, making himself more comfortable than before. Kageyama sighed indulgently. He loved the little things the orange haired boy did unconsciously. He studied the young one's face, taking in every detail he adored. He slowly slid himself down, much closer to Hinata's face, wishing he could lovingly kiss him like if they were already in love and devoted to one another.. but they weren't. Kageyama's thoughts became dreadful reminding himself of their reality. He contemplated their few nights they shared already, and how he was completely avoided most of the time at the party. The raven haired, felt an annoyance and clicked his tongue while staring at the innocent sleeping boy in front of him.
'Damn kid. I'm not some pillow he can hold on to, i'll show him if he keeps touching me' a long stare ensued on the youths tender face. long eyelashes fluttered briefly. A slight puffiness could be seen on the boys cheeks. 'Ramen an alcohol always make your face swell.. dumb Hinata drank too much.' Bending down farther, he meets closed eyes and as he closed his own, Kageyama did something strangely unlike himself. leisurely his long fingers guided him around the others mouth, down his neck, and rested themselves back up the orange mane of fluff. He felt a sort of Deja vu.
'Fuck, did I touch him last night?.. I can't quite remember but, I definitely have felt this feeling..' The youth's breathing became quicker and his eyes twitched suddenly. Kageyama knew then.
"Oi I know your awake brat." His hand cupped Hinata's lips and squeezed them tight making him look like a fish.
"Oww quit it Baka!" The teen rose quickly and huffed angrily while rubbing his now tender lips. Kageyama adored the way his skin flushed so easily, hues of pink and red swelled in the boys body, no matter if it was just a simple pinch, or a smack to his head with a volleyball, the boy really loved that quality of his. Said boy hummed in amusement.
"Why were you pretending to sleep?" He tried to remain cool, sitting up again slouching on his bent knees while ruffling his bed hair. Yawning, he searched his side table for the water bottle he always kept for times of thirst, but alas, his drunken self must had drank it all.
"ahh well, I felt you touching me and I sorta froze haha.. it's weird to do that yknow!" Hinata became nervous. He didn't know whether to mention their steamy make out session from the day before, or to pretend it never even happened, either way, he was much too conscious of himself now.
"Your'e the one that grabbed me first." Kageyama held the same thoughts as the orange headed one. Though he seemed calmer, he really didn't know what to do. His body suddenly became hot, 'dammit am I really starting to sweat over this.'
"Gah, I was still asleep!"
"How did you know you grabbed me if you were asleep then dumb ass?" Annoyance rose from Kageyama's mouth. 'God just admit you like me.'
"urgh" Hinata felt sick and annoyed all of a sudden, like his body was fore coming the end of this conversation.
"Whatever it's no big deal.. listen I want to tell you something." Kageyama began to speak.
"aaAAHH look at the time! I need to shower and get lunch started.."
"HINATA!" Kageyama grabbed the boy's shirt in time to catch him from running away, but to their dismay, they both tumbled off the bed and onto the cold floor. The raven haired took his last chance.
"Dammit just listen to me!" Kageyama pushed himself on top of Hinata and grabbed his hands over his head, immobilizing the teen.
"y-your scaring me Kageyama, quit it.." He began to feel the heat between their bodies, and sweat beads started forming.
"Like hell i am, just listen to what I have to say and I'll let you go, GOT IT?" The teen quivered underneath, but nodded eagerly. The boy pulled the one beneath him by his arms, and they sat perfectly criss-crossed from each other in the middle of their room. A soft chime clinked in the distance. Hinata gulped loudly, he dreaded confrontation. Not letting go of Hinata's arm, Kageyama stared intently at the other.
"I-I.." He couldn't. The words weren't coming out for some reason. He tried once more.
"IIII L-ik-DAMMIT, I can't say it.." Hinata noticed the reddening of Kageyama's ears and nose. 'oh no is this what I think it is..' the boy bit his lips hard.
"Look, can I just show you instead of saying it?"
"eh, EH? what do you mea-" Suddenly, the boy's lips crashed in to each other once more. Hinata knew this was the end of his sanity. His body felt like melting, he knew this touch, this feeling, was all he needed to confirm Kageyama's emotions. As scared as he was, Hinata mustered the strength to enclose his body to the others. Almost molding itself onto his, like a missing piece of a puzzle. The kiss felt hotter, and more desperate than their last, almost as if they were saying goodbye. Tongue chased tongue, licks and sucks were shared on each-others lips. A bite here and there. Moans and gasps clashed fervently. It really did feel like a farewell kiss to the teen.
'Goodbye.. my friend Kageyama.' Hinata couldn't think clearly but it felt like it made sense. He gasped for air trying to understand where he was exactly. Now perched on Kageyama's lap, Hinata looked to find the rest of himself. His waist was held fiercely by Kageyama, hot hands groping into his tiny waist. Both his own hands pushed against the boys shoulders, his only proof of objection towards the man. Hinata's honey filled eyes glazed instantly at the slightest touch he felt.
'no no no no, I can't give in.. I like him too much, it scares me oh god.' Kageyama noticed the brief hesitation and he released the hard tension of his grasp. Hinata took his chance and leaped up, tumbling along the way out of the bedroom and to their shower.
"I-I cant do this Kageyama!" His heart was going to fall out, he felt like he was ready to burst. He stumbled into the shower and turned the shower head to it's coldest setting. Water poured over his steaming body. Hinata hadn't realized he left his clothes on.
'When did I change into my sleeping shirt and shorts?' Hinata's memory felt much too blurry, though he did feel a tang of jealousy when he recalled Kageyama and Tsukishima hanging around each other. Slowly disheveling himself he began his regular shower routine. Halfway through soaking and washing his hair. he heard a soft clink at the door. Hinata gasped out loud.
"He WOULDN'T." Hinata began to panic.. Kageyama wouldn't dare try and push himself onto the naked boy, not after their insanely heated kiss they just had. 'I'm too pure for this oh, I can't I can't I can't' Hinata grabbed the largest soap bar he could find, ready to use it as his weapon. He heard Kageyama open the door.
"H-hey I know it's awkward to tell you right now since your showering, but I'm heading out so I wont' need lunch. I'll be eating with Tsukishima and some of his colleagues so don't wait up for me for dinner either."
Relief struck him. Something also pinged at his heart but Hinata couldn't put a name to it. Without hesitation he yelled.
"O-OKAY, Uh I'll see you later, t-then." His stammering made him feel like an idiot but his mind slowly came at ease. .
He couldn't look, he didn't want to look through the slightly clear shower curtain at the boy across the room, but he felt the hesitation in Kageyama's voice. The door also took a minute to close fully. Hinata felt he needed to get out of the apartment, and get some fresh air. After his shower, He prepared himself for his day, clumsily putting his beige capri shorts and flowery t-shirt on. Hinata loved finding sales on everything and anything and He decided to venture out in Tokyo to find something to spend his budget money on. Grabbing his backpack he headed out the door. walking out with his bike that was locked away underneath their apartment stairs, Hinata caught sight of Kageyama. A nice silver car slowly drove up and rolled it's window down. It was Tsukishima snickering and telling a joke to Kageyama. Hinata hid a little behind the stairs eyeing the scene that was taking place. He couldn't help but stare at Kageyama's long slender body. He really looked handsome in anything, Hinata thought. Long legs were covered with regular grey gym pant's that scrunched below his knees and a white long sleeve shirt that was also scrunched upwards, revealing tan builded arms. His outfit accompanied matching sneakers and a slouched beanie cap, most likely hiding his tousled hair. Hinata loved the way he looked so relaxed all the time, even if others thought he looked scary and angry. He watched the boy get in the car, and zoom away from their home. Sighing he rode his bike towards the city heading the opposite way.
'This will be good, I'll call Kenma and hang out with him for a while.'
A tall glass of beer clanked and hit the table hard. Kageyama just finished drinking his 5th beer. Tsukishima and his friends left around his 3rd one saying they needed to head back to the dorms since it was getting late. He was offered a ride, but he declined and admitted he wanted to sulk at the bar for a while. Kageyama knew Hinata felt something when they kissed. Sighing loudly he ordered another Asahi beer. 'The percentage is pretty low, i'll be fine getting home.' The raven haired contemplated. He felt sick but not the usual drunk sickness. It hit him more in his chest than his stomach for an odd reason. Lifting the drink he engulfed it, he imagined swallowing all his annoying feelings. Grunting and sighing he closed his eyes and let the waves of drunkenness flow through him. in the dark litted bar he felt fearless. 'Is this what rejection feels like?' Kageyama decided it was time to head back, he looked at the clock near the exit and noted it was already 10 pm. He called a Taxi and soon arrived safely back to the apartment's. 'Kinda a waste of money since I got offered a ride but oh well.' He tried numerous times to punch in the pass code for the door's lock but kept entering the wrong code and he soon gave up. Annoyed that he couldn't get the door open, Kageyama banged loudly calling out to Hinata.
"Hey Hinata open up I can't get in dammit.. Oii are you deaf? Do you hate me that much? Open the door you asshole!" a couple of the neighbors opened their own door ajar and looked at the drunken mess in front of them. Gritting his teeth he tried again.
"Tch, why are you treating me like this you ass, WAS THE KISS THAT HORRIBLE? You really hate me huh!" The neighbors faces filled with dread as they realized they had stumbled upon their gay neighbors quarrel.
"Why would I hate you, you big Idiot!" A voice yelled from behind him. at the bottom of the stairs Hinata arrived with bags laid on the floor. They were filled with Video game figurines and Dvd's. Kageyama realized he was never even inside their apartment, but his pride got the best of him. "Why were you out this late dumb ass, just open the door, im too drunk."
"First Listen to me! I'm so confused because I.. I don't hate you but I want to because you gave me these feelings!...I'm scared OK?" Hinata's face flushed a bright red as he poured his emotions out in front of their neighbors, who know were very much interested in the drama unfolding.
"Why are you scared? AM I SCARY TO YOU?" Kageyama threw his hat on the floor in anger.
"You liking me isn't scary, I'm just scared I'll like you too much and... you'll leave me!" Hinata felt tears swell in his eyes, saying his feelings had a bigger impact on him than he thought it would. He began crying like a child, wailing with all his might at the dark blue sky.
"Honestly.." Kageyama sighed and noticed the glares he was receiving from the neighbors.
"Making him cry like that, what an awful guy." He heard them muttering. The raven head went into panic mode and ran down the stairs to embrace Hinata. The youth being held tightly hiccuped and sniffled in the boys arms.
"Your the one I should be afraid of.. You rejecting me scares me to death.. hey I'm sorry for forcing myself on you, I didn't know it really scared you."
"N-no.. I liked that you kissed me..." Kageyama kissed Hinata's forehead and held him tight in the breezy night, until the orange haired one stopped crying.
"We should go inside" Kageyama tried smiling at the teen, he did feel relief knowing his feelings weren't completely rejected. Hinata looked up at him and nodded, he felt a hand wipe away a remaining tear near his eye. The boy felt a spark within himself that gave him the courage to grab Kageyama by the shirt and give him a kiss. They received a couple of gasps and 'oohs' from the neighbors. as they held each other they heard a little girl clapping and showing her mom the two boys kissing in front of the apartments. They boys, out of embarrassment scurried back up the stairs and inside their home. Turning the lights on they both headed to the kitchen.
Hinata stretched out to get the ramen packages above the refrigerator but he couldn't reach. He felt the raven haired boy's frame behind him grasp the meals above him. Hinata's heart began thumping loudly, the other's face was right next to his. That brief moment of intimacy reassured the boy, he definitely wanted him. They ate comfortably on their kitchen counter and talked about their day.
"Mm when I mentioned I was scared, I just want to tell you I'm not only scared of being with you, I'm also scared of where I'll be in my future, I mean everyone that graduated already has jobs, and I still am figuring out what I want to do..."
"It's not a race yknow. Plus you'll have me supporting you no matter what, so don't be scared of the future... or me." Kageyama wasn't the best at comforting, but he felt the young one knew where he was coming from.
"Let's.. take it slow though. I still need to get use to the idea of going out with my roommate slash high school friend slash Nemesis." Kageyama chocked on a noodle at the last part.
"Uh since when was I your nemesis?"
"Well we use to be really competitive, so we were Volleyball Nemesis!" Hinata yelled enthusiastically, almost proudly. With that said, Kageyama busted in laughter and chocked once more on his meal.
"Ne lets go on a trip!" The carrot head chirped.
"Where to?.. I guess we can since the rent is payed and we have nothing to do but spend some money."
"You have free time at your job?"
"Yup, its summer, volleyball meetings at the Club in Uni don't start until next week."
"Let's go to an Onsen!" Hinata's eyes sparkled in excitement.
"Why not? We can definitely get closer with each other, there."
"Baka what are you thinking!" Hinata's face flushed scarlet. True they would be bathing and relaxing alot, and Hinata was curious on seeing Kageyama's sculpted body..
"ALRIGHT! lets do it! Onsen trip Onsen trip Onsen trip!" Hinata's excitement shown brightly on his face, and Kageyama sighed contently, he himself became eager for the trip. The rice cooker beeped signaling it was ready to serve. The night continued with the two laughing and making plans for their vacation away from home.
Kinda got stuck on how to end it- oh well just imagine a slow zooming out view of the boys eating as light jazz music begins to play faintly in the back. (bahahhhahaha)
Ok imma wait for your replies on what you think! Thanks for the love =3