hi all, sorry I haven't updated in like forever. I've had a lot going on at the moment and will do for a few weeks so updates may be slim. I have just come back from a 5 week trip to Australia and I have loads of college catch up to do. I have just had the real care baby doll which has set me back too. and i'm also going through a slight crisis, nothing major and I don't want to talk about it. however I will try and update, as this helps to keep me in a good place.

thanks for the patience, and sorry for any inconvenience,

Emma x

Being a nurse I carry a first aid kit in my car, so when I ran outside with my kids, I strapped them in and then attended to my nose, which was now pouring with blood.

"Defiantly broken," I sighed to myself, as I fixed it up enough to last until work tomorrow. I then got in the car, and turned around to see my 3 kids snuggled up together, crying.

"I don't like mummy," Evie cried.

"Look don't worry darling," I said trying to comfort her. "Daddy has a friend at work that will help us for a little while, until mummy leaves ok?"

The three of them nodded at me, and then we drove away, to the one place where I knew I would be safe for now. Tess's!

We arrived and I got the kids out of the car, and we all walked up the driveway towards her house. I knocked on the door, hoping that she would be in. surely enough Tess came down the stairs.

"Who is it?" she called out.

"Tess its Fletch we need some help," I shouted back.

"We, who's we?" she shouted as I heard her fumbling around for keys.

"The kids and I," I replied as she opened the door.

"Oh my god!" she cried as she looked at my face. "Did Nat do that?"

"Yes, that's why we've moved out! She's broken it!" I sobbed as I hugged Tess closely to me.

"Kids this is Tess," I said once we were inside. I knew instantly that I was in safety. "She is going to look after us,"

Ella ran over and hugged Tess. "Thank you," she said politely. "Please look after daddy, mummy isn't very nice to him," she said.

Tess bend down and hugged her back "Don't worry sweetie, I'll look after your dad. I promise!"