Sorry this story has been on hold.
"I know Hikaru but right now all she needs is friendship…I mean after that display Tamaki put on, I don't think there's any of her heart that's still in on piece"Kaoru placed his hand on Hikarus shoulder and gave a heartfelt smile. He knew his brother had never truly stopped loving her, the night after her and Tamakis wedding he drank himself stupid and went around breaking anything he could find then crying alone in the corner for the rest of the day. Even Kaoru still held feeling for her, but right now he couldn't think about that, all he knew that was Haruhi needed him to support her and Fumie.
Haruhi looked back at Fumies crib as she filled her looked down at her empty suit case. She had lied to Hikaru and Kaoru about having her things from the mansion brought over earlier that day, to tell the truth she hadn't been able to get anything from her old home, not even the picture of her mother she held so dear to her.
"Haruhi do you mind if I come in for a moment?"Kaoru asked from the open door way.
"Of course, it's your house isn't it?"Haruhi closed her suit case and placed it next to her bed side. Kaoru walked in slowly and sat down in the rocking chair placed near Fumies crib side.
"It's your house too Haruhi, your family to us, and Fumie too, she's family"Kaoru leaned over and looked down at Fumie, her little hands closed into fists as she made tiny mumbling sounds. A smile spread across his face, not able to think of a work to describe how adorable it was.
"Thanks Kaoru and would you… would you mind not letting my dad know? I know that you make some of his outfits and I don't think I'd be able to let him know what's happened"Haruhis fingers played with the fabric of her blanket thinking of her father, she couldn't imagine the pained look and worry on his face if he'd found out what happened to her.
"Whatever you want, I'm here for you Haruhi okay? If you need anything just ask me and I'll get it for you, please don't be afraid to ask"Kaoru walked over to Haruhi and kneeled down in front of her. His hand gently placed against her cheek. The warmth of her cheek was nice of his hand, he held Hikaru often but he couldn't remember the last time, he actually touched Haruhi. After their wedding he reframed from it and how long ago had that been? It seemed like a lifetime.
"Thank you Kaoru, you've always been a good friend to me"Haruhi leaned against his hand, enjoying the way he gently held her cheek. He felt his hand stiffen for a moment at her reaction.
"I'll go check on dinner, you want fancy tuna right? I'll go make sure there's a lot"Kaoru looked away hiding the slight warmth on his cheeks and got up. He walked quickly out the door and leaned back against the hallway wall. Placing his hand against his chest, the feeling of his throbbing heart beat making his hand tingle.
"Kaoru is everything okay?"Hikaru asked as he walked down the hall way carrying a tray of tea.
"Nothing I was just going downstairs for a moment"Kaoru straightened up and looked at Hikaru with a nervous smile
"Oh okay, I'm just going to give Haruhi some tea and get a bottle for Fumie"Hikaru walked into Haruhis room and closed the door behind him.
"Hey Hikaru"Haruhi was sitting in the rocking chair with Fumie now resting in her arms
"Hi, I brought you some tea and a bottle for Fumie, do you mind if I watch you feed her?"Hikaru asked as he placed the tray down and picked the bottle up from the tray. The maid had told him to test it first against his wrist, so he gently tabbed some to check.
"Hikarua re you sure you want to see me do that?"Haruhi questioned as she started to unbutton her gown to feed Fumie who was now holding her mouth open and making a little whining sound.
"Huh? Yeah why not? It'd be a good thing to learn"Hikaru kept his back turned to her rubbed the warm milk against his wrist and nodded feeling good about the warmth.
"Okay"Haruhi shrugged not feeling awkward about it, after all she knew Hikaru was 'getting some' regularly and it'd been years since Hikaru had confessed to her. She pulled her bra strap down and lifted Fumie up to her nipple and began to feed her. With a slight smile on her lips she couldn't help but enjoy the bonding experience of feeding her daughter.
"All right the bottle perfect so lets….."Hikaru turned around and took a step forward. The felt the bottle slip from his hand and the blood rush to his face. He covered his eyes and turned away immediately.
"Hikaru is something wrong?"Haruhi sat up holding Fumie close to her. She watched as Hikaru got down with his eyes closed and picked the bottle up.
"I didn't realize you breast feed her, so I got some of that formula"Hikaru explained as he stood up and opened his eyes slowly.
'Why am I so embarrassed? I mean this is.. I always wanted to see Haruhi like.. agh stop it!'Hikarus though bounced around confused in his head as he placed the bottle down. Keeping his eyes directly on her eyes he tried his best not to look down.
"Well I read that breast feeding was healthier for babies in their first few months, is everything okay Hikaru? You don't have to be scared it's okay if you watch, I always thought we were close"Haruhi sat back down in the chair and gently rocked back and forth. Hikarus eyes opened a bit larger and he looked at Haruhi with a surprised look.
"Haruhis? Do you mean…"Hikaru eyes softened as he had a sincere smile spreading across his face.
"Yes Hikaru, I've always thought of you as a brother, just like how you've always thought of me as a sister"Haruhi looked up at him and smiled. Feeling good about returning his brotherly love for her.
'Shit, of course'Hikaru took a deep breath feeling the disappointment sink in.
"Yeah, you've always been like family. I'll go let the maids know that we won't be needing formula" Hikaru smiled as he waved goodbye and closed the door behind him. He leaned back against the closed door and felt his heart sink.
"A brother?.. what else could I expect"Hikaru felt the knock in his heart tighten
-Kyoya's Main Office-
"So doctor what exactly made you come to the decision you made concerns child"Kyoya asked it, but it really wasn't a question, it was more of a statement. The doctor he had request was caught attempting to catch a flight to America a few hours ago but was stopped and brought here.
"Well sir.. the child..the child didn't cry and was..well.. she was.."The doctor stampeded trying to find an excuse
"Tell me doctor, how much did pay you? A million? Two million?"Kyoya stood up from his chair and walked towards his book shelf, letting his fingers glide across the books waiting for a response.
"A million sir, along with a home in the states and a job at a hospital he owned"The doctor lowered his head and clenched his fists
"Did you know that this is a sounds proof room? I had it done in order for me to keep business calls private"Kyoya returned to his seat and looked at his computer screen for a moment
"No sir I didn't know what"The doctors hand began to shake, feeling the nervousness starting to take over
"Do you ever think about death? As a doctor I assume you must, patients die every day and you have to sign their death certificate, it's a shame isn't it? A life taken away?"The sound of Kyoyas printer began to run before popping out a paper
"I…I…"The doctor closed his eyes feeling like his life was about to end
"You took away the life of a dear friend of mine, how do you expect to compensate me?"Kyoya removed the paper from his printer and placed it down on his desk
"Sir please!"The doctor got down on his hands and knees, and began to sob. Begging for forgiveness.
"I could never forgive someone like you, you've hurt someone I love.. I love very dearly"
-Tamaki's Mansion, dinning hall—
"Sir here's the papers you asked for"The butler placed a stack of forms in front of Tamaki who sat there staring out the window
"Thank you…have I received any word back yet?"Tamaki looked down at the forms and began to slowly flip through them, obviously not very interested in them
"No Sir, the young master Otoori's assistant has informed me that he does not wish to see you until you have righted your wrong"The butler removed a piece of paper from his pocket which held the exact words
"I see… and of the Hitachiis?"Tamaki placed the paper down not seeming surprised at all
"I spoke to the young master Hikaru and he stated to me that if you attempt to contact him again, there would be one less Souh in the world"The butler stated plainly feeling bad for his master who had made a terrible mistake
"And Haruhi? Where is she now?"Tamaki outside to see Kimi outside in the garden looking at what seemed to be a flower
"At the Hitachii's I believe, I had her things delivered there a few moments ago"And with that the butler turned away
"Wait.. tell me.. , you've been my butler for years. Did I make a mistake?"Tamaki looked at his butlers back, remembering how as a child he would play with him and how he had laid his clothes out for him everyday
"Young Master Souh, you have grown to be a wonderful man, in both business and in the general sense, however I cannot help but feel like your morals need some polishing"And with that he left
"Did I really.. make such a mistake"Tamaki watched as Kimi walked in through the arches hallway with a smile on her face
"Tamaki darling, look at these flowers? Aren't weird looking?"Kimi held up a bunch of funny looking green leafs that stained the white stain gloves she wore
"Kimi sweetheart that's posionious, put it down"Tamaki let out a heavy breath as Kimi sat down next to him
"Oh sorry, I don't know a lot about things like that"Kimi removed her gloves and put them down on the table
"Kimi would you like to some to the super market with me? We can look at the samples and buy some bentos"Tamaki smiled feeling a bit sad and attempting to pick up the mood. But he was met with an odd look on Kimis face
"What? Why would we do something like that? We'd be surrounded by commoners and you know how much I don't like getting dirty. If you're hungry I'll have the chef make you a snack"Kimi stood up and walked away towards the kitchen with a smile on her face.
Tamaki sat there, eyes closed as he felt his heart drop. His eyes began to water as he placed his head down, against the stack of papers in front of him.
"Was this even.. worth it?"