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"I don't want to lose you"Haruhis looked up at Kyoya, she could feel his hand pulling away from her.

"Do you think I'm that kind of man Haruhi?"Kyoya voice dropped as he pulled his hand away from her. He didn't feel right touching her if she was only doing this because she thought that's what it would take for him to stay with her. He loved Haruhi, and it may be frustrating to not be able to touch her in the ways he'd been craving, but he was willing to wait.

"When I was talking to Tamaki he told me things…..Kyoya I don't want you to be with anyone else"Haruhi reached out and grabbed the front of his pajamas, she had thought it was odd how he always seemed to wear the loosest pajamas to bed, but didn't really bother questioning him about it.

"Haruhi… is that what you think I've been doing?"Kyoya couldn't help but feel hurt by this, did she really see him as some sex pervert who just loved to sleep around with women. He covered her hand with his, letting her loosen her grip.

"I didn't expect you to not be sleeping with other women after all we never.. made anything official"Haruhi felt Kyoya pulling her closer, she laid there with her head against his chest, feeling like a scared child now.

"If it makes you feel any better Haruhi, I haven't slept with anyone since I began to take care of you and Fumie, so please don't think so poor of me. You don't have to force yourself to give me anything like this"Kyoya let his hands travel down her back, his hands taking in the feeling of her bare skin. It was so tempting for him, this was after all the perfect moment for him to make a move on her, but that was exactly the things he was trying to disprove to her.

'Why did I listen to that idiot'Haruhi listened to Kyoyas words as it set her mind at ease. Although they weren't exactly together, she didn't want him to be with anyone else. He thought of him holding someone else the way he was holding her right now hurt. Even Haruhi had to admit, she'd become very attached to him.

"I'll go get dressed now"Haruhi pulled away from him slightly and turned to get out of bed, keeping the blanket close to her body as she moved.

"Wait"Kyoya reached out and grabbed Haruhis hand as she sat there at the edge of the bed now, with the blanket wrapped securely around her body, even in the dark she was hiding her body from him. Haruhi looked back at him, not really sure what else he would have to say, her mind was already at ease.

"I love you Haruhi, and if this is too forward you can reject the offer"Kyoya loosed his grip on her hand and sat up so he would be closer to eye level with her. Kyoya kept his eyes on her face, although it wasn't the clearest he could tell that he had her attention.

"Can I see you? I give you my word I won't touch but I just want to look"Kyoya understood that he might be asking for a bit much, it had been over a year now since they had even kissed and now he was asking to see her naked? It was forward but he wanted to see her so badly that it was driving him insane now. She was so close and the way her bare skin felt against his hand was amazing.

Haruhi looked at him, her eyes trying to make out his expression through the shadows.

'That would be okay wouldn't it? I was willing to… give myself to him so just letting him see me should be okay'Haruhi thought as she gripped the blanket tighter and then nodded as she laid back down on the bed.

"Okay, but just looking right?"Haruhi looked over to Kyoya as she spread the blanket out from under her. She watched Kyoya move over to her, he slipped under the covers and was now hovering above her.

"Yes"Kyoya was had been hovering over her was now sitting between her legs, although she held her thighs together he was still there near her, making her nervous now. He removed the blanket from them and let it fall to the other end of the bed that was now empty. As Haruhi laid there motionless, her hands at her sides now, gripping the bed sheets a bit.

"Good enough?"Haruhi looked away from him, although the lights were still out she felt nervous having Kyoya looking at her. So when he reached over and turned the lamp on she covered her chest.

"Haruhi did you really not expect me to turn the lights on?"Kyoya asked as he saw Haruhi now in the light, her hands covering her chest as she pressed her thighs together. Her cheeks were flushed a bright red. Kyoya kept his hands on the bed sheets, trying to ignore the urge to touch her.

"I can't tell you how tempting you look Haruhi, you're even more perfect then in my fantasies"Kyoya watched as Haruhi looked over to him, she relaxed her hands a bit but still left them on her chest. She didn't know what to think, had Kyoya really been thinking about her like that for so long?

"Drop your arms Haruhi, I gave you my word I wouldn't touch"Kyoya words were smoothing but held a hint of lust behind it. Kyoya hands were gripping the sheets now, he began to wonder if just seeing her would be enough now.

'I need to control myself better, I can't touch her, I won't break her trust in me'Kyoya thought as he took a shallow breath. He watched her lower her hands back to her sides as she revealed her small breasts to him and that was almost enough to stop his heart

'Shit'Kyoya thought as he looked down at her, his eyes practically drilling into her. He had always worn the loosest pants to sleep after their incident last time, but now he knew that even his lose pants wouldn't soon be restraining him.

"Haruhi I want a better look at you"Kyoya reached down and placed his hands on her thighs, he lifted her thighs up quickly as placed them on either side of her. Ignoring the gasp of surprise as she laid there now exposed to him.

"Kyoya!"Haruhi let out a gasp of surprise as she looked at Kyoya, he was biting his lip and staring down at her. She could feel the cool area against her body, and with her legs spread now she could practically feel Kyoyas eyes staring down at her, making her face turn red and her heart beat pick up.

"Dammit Haruhi"Kyoya knew he was pushing it and would most likely regret it later but he reached out and pressed his fingers against her folds, gently opening her up to his lustful gaze. He had been fantasizing about her body, how wonderful she'd look and feel. But when she didn't yell or pull away from him, he didn't bother removing his hand from her.

'He's looking at me.. he's actually looking, why am I letting him do this!'Haruhi thought a she covered her face, feeling her cheeks burning from the blushing. She hadn't stopped Kyoya from opening her up for him to see, he wasn't really touching her after all. But part of her had to admit, she wanted him to touch her. With the way he was looking at her, she could tell he wanted her but was holding back for her sake.

"Haruhi I.. I"

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