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"I'll be right back Haruhi"Kyoya pulled himself away from her quickly and left the room. Leaving Haruhi there on the bed looking up at the ceiling now, confused. She sat up from the bed and moved over to her dressed to get a pair of pajamas out.
"Is he okay?"Haruhi thought as she began to button up her shirt and heard the sound of the bathroom door closing, followed by the sound of the water running in the bathroom. Her fingers tied the bow on top of her pajama pants while she looked over at the bed, where just moments ago she had been having quite the little scene with Kyoya.
'What's wrong with me…I'm acting like a hormone driven teenager'Haruhi signed at the thought, she could deny that by the time he had gotten that close to her, she did want him. But if it was for the right reasons she didn't know for sure.
-Ring
-Ring
Haruhi looked over at the clock and rushed to get the phone by her bedside before Fumie woke up.
"Hello?"Haruhi answered feeling slightly annoyed that someone would call so late, it was more than likely her dad or the twins since they never seemed to really care about what time it was.
"Haruhi are you alone again tonight?"
-The Twins—
"So do we break it?"Hikaru asked as they sat there with a paper a letter in their hands. They had been thinking about it all day at work.
"You can't break a letter Hikaru, but maybe we could read it.. just to check to see if it's be okay to give to Haruhi"Kaoru picked the letter up from Hikarus hands. It was in a white envelope with her name written shakily on the front.
-Kyoya and Haruhi-
"I'm hanging up Tamaki"Haruhi pulled the phone away from her ear, she had been fooled by him once and wouldn't let it happen again, if Kyoya wasn't so smart he'd have been hurt by her words, after all she had pretty much accused him of being some type of man-whore.
"Haruhi I love you! And I know you can still hear me so don't hang up"Tamaki yelled just as Haruhi was about to place the phone down onto the receiver.
"Hello Souh, I think it's time you go to bed, children shouldn't be up this late"Kyoya voice came in letting Haurhi know he had picked up the extra phone in the living room, no doubt on his way out the bathroom.
"Otoori you're still there? Don't you have home of your own to stay at"
"Goodnight Souh, Haruhi please hang up your end and get back to bed, I'll be there shortly"Kyoya placed the phone back onto the wall receiver that been placed in the living room. Although Haruhis home wasn't very large having more than one phone was good, since during a power outage the land lines normally still worked.
Haruhi hung the phone up and took Kyoyas advice to go back to bed, but she kept the lamp on and sat there waiting for him. She had always been a brave girl, but with Tamaki she had that underlining since of fear, and when he would catch her off guard her bravery would slip away, so having Kyoya there to back her up was always nice, and she appreciate him more now than ever.
"I apologize Haruhi, I need to cool off a bit"Kyoya opened the bedroom door, he had gotten fully dressed again but had a towel draped around his neck to catch the stray drops of water that fell from his hair. He moved over and sat behind her, assuming now would be as good a time as ever to talk.
"Are you okay now?"Haruhi asked a bit concerned, surely that wasn't really the best way to handle the issue he was dealing with, especially if he hadn't been doing anything intimate in the past year. Wasn't it healthy for men to have sex? Or at least to do things that involved it. Haruhi wasn't really sure about that, but had heard it once form the twins, which she really had to stop listening too about things that involved men.
"Yes, I just needed to collect myself, I'm not as patient as I had thought"Kyoya couldn't help but grin at that thought, he had come so close to having her that it was still on his mind now. He loved the way she looked beneath him, and he wanted to have her like that again doing something different. But he didn't want to push it, and his body hated him for that.
"Kyoya.. we can have sex if you want to"Haruhi was being honest, she really didn't mind the thought of having Kyoya be with her in that way, she had become very well aware of his physical needs lately, but then again she had been putting him in positions where he had to be touching her. So when Haruhi scooted closer to him and Kyoya didn't move she was unsure.
"Are you in love with me Haruhi? Because you know there's nothing in this world I love more then you, but Fumie is getting close to beating you in that department"Kyoya grabbed Haruhis hand but kept a distance away from her, since the image of her was still fresh in his mind he didn't want to get too excited by holding her close again, and risking anything.
"I do love you but I.. I'm not sure if I'm in love with you… but it can't be healthy do just freeze yourself have to death like that"Haruhi could feel how cold he was now that he was holding her hand, he might as well have been physically made of ice now. It was almost enough to make her hand shake. But she was being honest, she did love Kyoya, but in love with him? She wasn't sure yet.
"Then I wouldn't feel right about it Haruhi, having sex with you isn't what I want, as trivial as it may seem I'd much rather make love to you, I can't say I'd be gently but I would be very loving, and as for my lack of warmth don't concern yourself with it, if this becomes an issue I'll sleep in the other room"Kyoya wasn't ashamed to be softer around Haruhi, it had been over a year now and she was well aware of his feelings towards her. He loved her, so just having sex wouldn't be enough for him.
"Why don't you just… you know?"Haruhi asked as she pondered the thought, had Kyoya ever done that? She certainly couldn't ever picture him doing something so unrefined, but then again she also couldn't picture him whipping a babies butt or talking to her about what outfit would feel more comfortable for a baby to wear at night.
"If you're asking why I don't simply satisfy my own urges Haruhi, I have tired but it doesn't work very well"Kyoya knew where she was getting at and he was only human, he wasn't some sort of mechanical machine that just didn't think about doing something like that.
"Do you want me to…"Haruhi wasn't really sure where she was going with this anymore, after all she had never really done anything that directly involved touching someone like that, when her and Tamaki had made love it wasn't like there, she wasn't comfortable touching him in that way so he never asked her too. So why she was even offering now was strange to her, but with Kyoya she didn't feel as uncomfortable about the topic, maybe it was because he was being direct about it.
"Haruhi you haven't even allowed me to kiss you in the past year and you want to get straight to something like that? If you're really that eager to sleep with me I suppose I could make an exception"Kyoya knew he was playing on her nerves now by the way Haruhi was pouting now. She looked away from him and crossed her arms feeling offended.
"You can be a real jerk sometimes"Haruhi mumbled feeling a smile playing on her lips. She had missed this, being fun and playful. It seems they hadn't been doing that for the past few days, but then again a lot of happened.
"I just don't see why you'd be willing to do something so… intimate and not allow me to kiss you"Kyoya did have a point, it was an odd thing but Haruhi had only offered because she thought it would have actually helped him feel better, he's been caring for her for so long now, and she was actually causing him physical distress.
"When did you become so sentimental? Weren't you an evil demon lord?"Haruhi took Kyoyas words to heart, she understood what he wanted. But she was still worried.
"Haruhi I need to ask you something, can you answer me honestly"Kyoya wasn't in the mood really for any word play with her, there was something that had been bothering him, and he needed to know. Although her answer might hurt him, he needed to know.
"Hm? What is it?"Haruhi felt his hand pull away from hers. She watched as he stood up from the bed and walked over where he had placed his phone and wallet, he checked his phone and wallet then came back to her.
"It's actually two questions"Kyoya corrected himself as he moved to sit beside her, he legs were over the edge of the bed as he sat up with her. The cold night air seemed to become warmer. As he looked at her, his eyes were serious but yet still showed a love that Haruhi could only hope was unconditional.
"Haruhi do you still love him? Do you still love Tamaki? I need to know before we move on with our relationship"Kyoya knew that this was the question she hoped that he'd never ask. To put her on the spot and come to terms with her feelings. So when she just sat there at stared at him with an empty look in her eyes, he knew she was thinking of the answer, trying to find it deep inside her heart.
'Do I..Do I still love him? Do I like him? Of course not he's a jackass, but love? I… how did I even know I loved him to begin with?'Haruhi thought as she remembered back to the time when she first realized she was in love with Tamaki and then she thought about how she felt for him now. Over the years since that moment at passed.
"I don't hate him for what he's done to me, but I do think he's an idiot, and annoying, but he's not a bad person either, he still helps people he cares about, but he's self and arrogant, his personality makes everyone around him tired and I guess… I don't love him anymore, I don't know when I stopped loving him, maybe it was after he left Fumie and me, or when you started to take care of us, or maybe it was somewhere between now and then but no, I don't love him anymore… and it feels good to say that"Haruhi smiled, her heart felt free, she had been avoiding the thought that she might still be in love with him, not even giving herself enough time to think about it. But now, she felt good, she felt happy and free from him, like the last piece of her heart had finally come back to her.
"I have one more question for you Haruhi"
-Hikaru and Kaoru, at the Haninozuka mansion-
"Kao-chan you really got Hika-chan to go see him?"Huni sat there with them in his kitchen, after all what better place to sit and eat cake then your own kitchen and with Mori off with his fiancé Huni could eat as much as he wanted. So it was no surprise that Hikaru and Kaoru were also being forced to eat unusually large amounts of cake.
"Yeah, have you seen him yet Huni?"Kaoru asked as he poked his cake, it was already his third one and he was starting to feel sick. But Huni was no happy to have company he just demanded that they keep eating.
"No, but I did call him, Tama-chan was having this mental break down a few months ago, he called me thinking I was Haru-chan and just kept crying"Huni didn't really show any emotion besides joy, since his child had been born Huni had been under a lot of pressure to stop eating sweets since his wife didn't want their son to get a sweet tooth like his. It made him happy just to see his friends again, even if it wasn't under the best circumstances.
"Serves him right"Hikaru really was past even pretending to care about Tamaki for Kaorus sake. He understood that Tamaki was Fumies father and everything, he just didn't care and didn't like it. Part of him was still jealous about what had been going on with Haruhi and Kyoya, so he had been avoiding giving Haruhi the box from Tamaki and opened it himself, only to find the letter, which lead them to be here now with Huni eating large amounts of sweets
"Tama-chan was in a lot of pain, he even went through and explain how he ended up with Kimi-chan in the first place, and it was a long night"Huni explained as he sat back in his chair, remembering that night that Tamaki called him. At first he didn't want to answer but Mori told him that he shouldn't forgive him, but ignoring him wouldn't help either.
"Why didn't you just hang up?"Kaoru asked as Huni stared off into the ceiling while stabbing his fork into another piece of cake
"I don't know.. when I heard him crying and telling me the story I couldn't help but listen, it was so sad, but then he passed out from crying and hung up"Huni looked down at the envelope on the table addressed to Haruhi. It was crumpled and had shaky hand writing written all over it. But you could still make out her name.
"Are we going to open it?"
-Tamaki at the Souh Mansion—
"Master Souh, would you like me to request another guest for you?"Tamaki's butler pushed open the doors to his bedroom. It was dark inside and he was laying there on the floor in his outfit from earlier that morning.
"No.. please send them all away, I don't want to see them anymore"Tamaki waved away his butler but then found he only came closer to him. He was an old man, and had worked for Tamaki for many years now, in fact he'd been there since him and Haruhi first started dating.
"Master Souh, please get up sir you're get sick if you lay there in the dark like this"His butler kneeled down beside him and waited for Tamaki to get up, but he just stayed down
"I don't want to live like this anymore, please just let all this end"Tamaki covered his face with his hand, blocking out all light. He felt his butler move, no doubt to get the maids to help him. But Tamaki didn't care he just laid there on the floor covering his eyes.
"I don't want this, why can't we go back to when everything was perfect Haruhi, why can't I just see you again.. Why do I have to have such horrible thoughts of hurting you!"Tamaki heard the lights turn on as his servants walked into his room. He felt their hands pushing him back up as his arms fell to the side.
"Master Souh you must not do this to yourself, please come to bed sir"His butler kneeled down beside him as the maids got his bed ready for him. The fixed the pillows and opened the sheets so he'd be able to crawl under.
"Is Haurhi there?"Tamaki stared down at the cold floor beneath him, he could see his own reflection and he looked like he'd died and was brought back to life only to be unable to sleep.
"No I'm sorry master she's not.. but you must sleep sir, you're fall ill if you don't"And with that his felt his maids grab onto his arms and attempt to lift him up onto the bed but he just pulled away and fell onto the hard floor
"Then leave me here so die, I don't want to go anywhere without her! I want Haruhi! Bring me Haruhi! Bring her to me now!"Tamaki looked at his butler as he pulled away from his maids who had tried to force him down to bed. He was yelling but he didn't care, because he knew what was coming next. As he felt the split second pain of the needle in his arm followed by the relaxation of sleep.
"I'm sorry Master, but even we cannot provide you with that"
So for the 150 review mark I was going to post a 3,000-4,000 word chapter complete with whatever you want, from sex to love, to Tamaki getting the crap beat out of him. I'm getting close to that mark for this story so please review and pick which of these you want, I can even throw in a twincest thing if you want or maybe some more family time with Kyoya and Fumie? Anything you want really. Oh and please don't forget to guess what Kyoya will ask, it's not something simple.