Thank you all for the reviews, I apologize for this late update I couldn't figure out how exactly to do this. It won't be as sexual as my other stories, because this is going to be way more loving. This is part one.

"Hey Kaoru, Sayo said you took that "lovers" lingerie set from the workshop, what'd you do with it?"Hikaru sat there tapping his fingers impatiently against the wood of his arm chair. He watched Kaoru going through their closet to collect clothing for donation, after Haruhi got anger at them for always throwing their old clothing away they had started to donate it. Kaoru stopped shuffling his hands through the closet and looked back at his brother.

"You know what I did with it Hikaru, and don't give me that look"Kaoru tossed another pair of "old" pants into the pile of designer clothing that could have bought a car or two. Kaoru tried to ignore Hikarus now annoying tapping as he continued through the closet

"Why do you support them? Don't you love her too? And don't give me that bull crap about wanting what's best for her"Hikaru remembered when Haruhi and Tamaki first started dating, how his brother stepped aside like nothing and went on supporting them for the sake of Haruhis happiness. It sickened him to think that once again he and his brother had been rejected by the one person they loved so dearly.

"Hikaru when you love someone you have to let them go, that's what true love is, loving someone enough to put your own happiness aside, and that's how I know Kyoya really loves Haruhi….. he stood there as Tamakis best man and never once hinted his feelings to her for the sake of Haruhis happiness, so I'm okay losing her to him, because I know he really does love her"Kaoru stood there, his hands gripping the smooth fabric of a sweater that Hikaru had bought a few months ago, it hurt. But it was a good hurt.

'As long as Haruhi is happy, I can be happy too. She'll always be there, even if it's not in that way'Kaoru had come to terms with not having Haruhi a few months ago when she had first started to show she had gained feelings for Kyoya. He remembered they were talking on the phone for a bit with Kaoru waited for Hikaru to finish doing some paper work, he was about to tell her how much he missed her when apparently Kyoya came back from work and she had to go, she sounded so happy that it almost killed him.

"….Whatever Kaoru"HIkaru stood up unable to face his brother now… he knew Kaoru was right and knowing that hurt him. So he stood up and left the room, leaving Kaoru to slowly cry into the sweater until he had collected himself and Hikaru to stand in the hall way thinking of his selfishness.

"What have I done.."Hikaru stood there in the hall way, his fists shoved into his pockets, trying to conceal his rage.

-Kyoya and Haruhi-

"Haruhi please don't let this be a cruel joke"Kyoya stood there holding her. His fingers running over the exposed skin on her back. When she said that she was in love with him, his heart almost stopped. It was as if at that moment he had died and was floating in a cloud that was made of pure joy, and it was threatening to suffocate him.

"…Would I be wearing this if it was a joke Kyoya?"Haruhi could hear her heart beating now, it pulsed in her ears. Haruhi hadn't thought she'd say it so easily but with Kyoya it seemed okay, there was no pressure to say it and he wouldn't whine about it later if she didn't

"Then I assume you won't fight me off"It wasn't really a question, it was a statement that Kyoya seemed to be very well of now. So when he pulled back from her and captured her lips, he knew she wasn't going to fight him in anyway. He hands moved onto her shoulders gently gripping her body.

'I love you… I love you Kyoya..'Haruhis thoughts where swimming when she could feel him deepening their kiss. They had never shared a kiss like this before, it was so warm and made her want to squirm but at the same time cling to him. So when she felt his hands moving down her body she didn't know what to do. This was different then when she had been with Tamaki, they actually planned on when to have sex since she normally wasn't okay with him touching her or doing things she felt where "weird" to her.

"Kyoya what are you doing?"Haruhi words came out as she gasped for air, she could feel his fingers working on the collar as his lips moved down to her jaw line before finding their way to her neck.

Kyoya slowly backed her up against the wall so he could place more pressure on her, his gently sucked on her neck, he could feel her hands gripping his shirt now trying to pull him closer. But his fingers were too busy undoing the collar that she had around her neck.

"Tonight we can make love, I'll use this tomorrow"Kyoya let her collar fall to the floor before he swooped down and picked her up bridal style. He had no intension of letting their first time together be in the living room, he wanted her to be comfortable and laid out on the bed.

"What makes you think you're going to be getting it that often"Haruhi could feel her heart racing as they neared the bedroom, and the way Kyoya just kicked it open didn't even bother her as much as it should of. Didn't it just mean he was egger? And wasn't that a good thing, sure she'd have to release the door knob but she had a feeling it Kyoya didn't break it someone would have eventually.

"Because I know how much you're going to enjoy tonight"Kyoya gently placed Haruhi down on the bed and closed the door the best he could to keep the light out. He knew Haruhi would exactly be comfortable seeing the thing he was planning to do to her, well at least not tonight but maybe another night he could convince her to let him leave the lights on.

'He's so arrogant'An strangly enough that thought brought a smile to her lips. She when she laid back against the bed and could hear the sound of his clothing hitting the floor. She felt like this may have been one of the best choices she's ever made for herself.

"Haruhi"Kyoya leaned over her and gently placed his lips over hers, he was still holding back, not wanting to move to fast tonight. He wanted to enjoy every moment of having her as his own. So as his placed his hand her back to bring her closer to him, that melting feeling in his chest was so warm and wonderful.

Haruhi pressed back against him, enjoying their kiss. It was so intoxicating she couldn't believe that all this warmth was coming from just them kissing, he hadn't even touched her yet and she left like her heart was going to burst open with excitement.

"I love you"His words were so sweet, but she had gotten used to it by now. Once she had gotten under his skin, Kyoya had nothing but sweet words for her, but they were only for her and he'd never shared them with another. His didn't say things he didn't mean, not to her, and everything he said was meant only for her ears.

-Everything below this line is M, if you don't want to read it please skip down to the bottom-

"I know"Haruhi whispered softly as she closed her eyes. She could feel his lips against her collar bone, as his fingers undid the small knot on the back of her barely covering lingerie. His hand slide along from her back until he was gently cupping her breasts with one hand and pulling the lacy fabric away from her with the other. His hands were warm as he touched her, as embarrassed as Haruhi was to admit it she had expected him to be much rougher with her. So when she felt him gently massaging her chest she laying light kisses on her skin she stopped him.

"Haruhi what's wrong?"Kyoya looked up at her, her hand hand gripped his to show she wanted his attention.

"Kyoya why are you being so gentle with me? I'm not a virgin I don't need you to be so careful"Haruhi propped herself up on her elbows as Kyoya pushed up onto his hands to look at her. A curious look crossed his face.

"You don't like it when I'm gentle Haurhi? Do you want me to be rougher with you"This was a serious question, Kyoya hadn't thought Haruhi would actually be okay with him handling her roughly like he wanted too. After all when was the last time she'd had sex? He was sure whenever that was, it was slow and gentle just like it had been written in romance books.

"I don't mind it, I just never saw you as the gentle type when it came to things like this.. you always seemed like you'd be way more aggressive"Haruhi had to be honest, the time she had actually thought about what sex with Kyoya would be like, it was something very… almost scary, and after what Kaoru had told her to do, she had expected nothing less.

"If it gets to rough then tell me to stop"With that said you'd think Haruhi wouldn't have been surprised by the way he pushed her back down onto the bed, or by how roughly he was sucking her neck now. It made her gasp with shock at the overwhelming feeling she had swelling up in her now. His hands where still massaging her chest but much more roughly, in fact she was sure that she'd have at least a bruise or two in the morning but it felt so good she didn't want to complain, not that she could really.

"Kyoya..please"Her fingers began laced in his raven colored hair once began to move lower. His teeth gently biting her nipples making her feel a split between the pain and pleasure of it all. He was so rough when biting her but then gently massaged her other breast. Kyoya knew very well what he was doing, and enjoying the way she squirmed underneath him, silently begging for more.

"Yes Haruhi? Do you want me to stop?"He knew she didn't but it would fun to tease her tonight while she was in this state of lust mixed in with the love that had brought her to wanting this. His kept his hands on her breast, tugging at her nipples to keep her mind a bit fuzzy before she responded to him. He was enjoying this.

"Jerk"Haruhi couldn't even look in his direction as Kyoya moved his hands downward. His hand now laid pressed against her stomach while she refused to look at him.

"Here?"Kyoya was trying to draw this out before giving her what she wanted, after all. He wanted her to feel everything, and her mentally admitting what she wanted would be the first step.

"I hate you right now"Haruhi couldn't believe it, Kyoya was trying to break her, but she really didn't want to fight him. So she pulled her fingers out of his hair and covered her face, not wanting to admit it to herself how badly she wanted him now.

"If you hate me I'm sure you don't want me here?"Kyoya leaned forward and whispered softly into her ear as he placed his hand over so lightly over the heart sew onto her barely their lace underwear. He could feel how stiff her body was as she slowly opened her legs for him, a silent answer but he wanted a verbal one.

"Haruhi you need to tell me what you want"His moved his fingers to follow the pattern of the heart, as he reached the apex of the heart he slipped lower until he could feel the piece of damp lace underneath his fingers and grinned, very pleased with himself. Haruhi still laid there next to him, refusing to answer, so when he removed his fingers from her to undo remove her underwear she felt hopeful that he'd just let her have what he knew her body was craving.

'Kyoya you're such a jerk'Haruhi thought as she felt his fingers very lightly grazing over her most intimate place. He was teasing her and she knew it, but even despite that she spread her legs a bit more, hoping that it would be enough of an answer for him.

"You need to answer me Haruhi"His voice might as well have been dripping with lust by how low and smooth it was. Kyoya placed his fingers over her opening, knowing very well he was pushing her much more then she had thought he would. She was so warm and her body was begging for him to start working her, but he waited. His fingers gently pressing against her, almost inside to help satisfy the urge that had been building up side of her.

Haruhi moved her hands to the side and looked over to him, that smirk on his lips just made her feel even more embarrassed, maybe she should have just let him be gentle, she was sure he wouldn't have tortured her like this. But it was too late for that. An with that thought in mind she looked away from him, pretending to have an interest in the alarm clock and whispered softly, but loud enough to him to hear, in the least dirty way she could possibly think of.

"I want you to touch me"

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