Chapter 4

Spencer was reclining in the jet, the rest of the team save Morgan and him had gotten off in Boston. Now he and Morgan were on their way to Portland, Maine, Although it was only a couple hour flight, Spencer already felt like he had been on the plane for hours. "could this trip take any longer?" Reid thought to himself. He was so confused about the kiss that he and Morgan had shared. what did he mean by it? was he sexually attracted to him? if so how could he be attracted to a scrawny thing such as Reid? As these thoughts flashed through his mind Spencer felt his body begin to shake. it had been six hours since the last time he had used and his body was craving the feel of dilaudid in his body. Spencer was terrified, the idea of going through withdrawl on a good day was not one that he looked forward to, but having to deal with it while on a case was making him feel almost as sick as the symptoms he was going through were.

"you okay pretty boy?" Derek's voice was calm and comforting. Spencer scratched idly at his arm, in the exact place where the track marks from injecting the dilaudid were. he jerkly shook his head, he was not okay, and now that he had told Derek what was happening to him he knew he couldn't hide this from him. "withdrawl?" Reid nodded, Morgan knew exactly what was wrong with him without Reid having to say anything. Morgan moved from his seat across from the younger man and move so that he was sitting next to him. His body was shaking, and his forehead was speckled with sweat. the dark circles underneth his eyes were stood out starkly against his face, and Reid's eyes were bordering on bloodshot.

"can you explain something to me?" Spencer's voice was feeble and shaky, this fact was even more exaggerated by the fact that his body couldn't stop shaking. Morgan nodded, his arm wrapping around the thin man's shoulders, spencer leaned his head in so that it rested on that darker man's well muscled shoulders. "why did you kiss me?" the question was short and simple, but derek fell silent. the sounds of his breathing in an out fading into the background so that they couldn't be heard. Morgan opened his mouth trying to speak, before shutting it again unable to say anything.

"Spencer..." Derek started again. unable to find the right words to use. "i thought you needed it. And i wanted to do it" the older man fell silent once the words had left his mouth. the thin man looked up, startled. he opened his mouth as though to speak, but before he could say anything Morgan leaned forward again capturing his lips with his own. Morgan's lift were soft, they seemed to envelope the white mans lips, taking them over. they pulled away from each other when they felt the need to breathe. they rested their foreheads against the others, both of them were breathless. they smiled at each other, eyes locking locking together. Derek leaned forward once again, pressing his lips against the genius's. "you stopped shaking." Morgan's voice was teasing, a small grin lighting up his face. Spencer nodded at him, before looping his hands behind the base of Derek's skull and pulling him forward for anotehr kiss. Their lips moved together as though they had done this countless times before. Derek deeped the kiss, letting his tongue slide over his lips and into the younger man's eagerly waiting mouth. Spencer felt himself moan into Derek's mouth, the feeling of pleasure that the acompanied Morgan's kiss ripping through him. Reid felt Morgan's slide up his shoulders and mirroring the position that Reid was in now, his hands cupping the older mans face.

"fuck." Derek's voice was harsh, his lips wrenching away from Spencer's when a voice suddenly spoke over the intercom. Spencer chuckled, he had come to the conclusion that he loved this side of Derek. "we're about to land." The two men smiled at each other, wishing that they didn't have to stop what they were doing. But neither of them wanted either the pilot or anyone that came looking for them to find them like this. this was so new that they weren't ready to share it with anybody else. They pulled away from each, letting their hands trace over the other mans' shoulders till they came to rest in their laps. Morgan leaned in and pressed a small kiss on the younger man's lip before pulling away from him and wrapping his arm around Reid's shoulders.

As Morgan pulled away form him, Reid felt his body begin to shake again another sweat breaking out across his forehead. the genius wrapped his arms around himself, letting his right hand move up so it grasped the older man's hand on his opposing shoulder. The space around them started to shake as the plane began it's descent from the sky.