A/N: So...earlier this week I got terrible news, or rather, heard awful rumors that our beloved BTR was splitting up...and not just in the episode but, for real...but then again nothing's been confirmed, so eventually a friend helped me calmed down and I got inspired more than ever to get this done.

Special thanks to OuToFmYmInDbAcKiN5MiNuTeS for being that friend...

Oh well, to the people who reviewed last chapter...a big thanks to you guys...I really appreciated the well-wishes and your overall thoughts. Hope you enjoy this chapter!

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Ch. 10: Forever Kames

"It all makes sense now," James said as he and Kendall pulled away from the kiss.

"What Jamie?" Kendall murmured while lightly running his hands through the brunette's hair.

"Why I'm always thinking about you…" James said softly "Why you've been the only thing on my mind for the last couple of weeks…"

Kendall gasped.

"I love you James…" he said.

James smiled at him.

"I love you too, I guess," he said.

Kendall pulled him in for another kiss, James moaned at the hotness of it.

"I missed you Jamie," Kendall said softly "So, so much. You have NO idea just how much…"

"But I'm here now," James whispered back "You don't have to miss me anymore,"

With that he pulled Kendall close to him once more, kissing him passionately.

Kendall moaned and James used this opportunity to stick his tongue in Kendall's mouth, both of them fighting for dominance, James winning eventually.

They both fell on the orange couch, James on top, still kissing furiously.

Kendall gazed up breathlessly at James, his eyes darkened with lust, his cheeks flushed with excitement.

"Let's take this to our bedroom, shall we?" he asked quietly.

James nodded, he too very obviously aroused. He got up and off Kendall and then helped the blonde up, leading him to their bedroom.

They entered the room, tangled with each other, their bodies pressed together tightly while they continued to make out heavily.

Without breaking the kiss, James kicked the bedroom door shut before both teens continued to make their way towards the bed.

Kendall fell on the bed first, James coming right on top of him. They continued to make out heavily, James grinding his hips into Kendall's, making the blonde moan and pant, eager for more.

"James…no teasing," He whined "Not today. Not tonight. I've wanted you for too long now…I thought I'd lost you forever…"

"You haven't. I'm yours Kendall…forever," James assured him.

Swiftly, both teens kicked off their shoes before James began removing Kendall's shirt, admiring the blonde's toned body. He took one of Kendall's nipples in his mouth, sucking on it lightly as Kendall arched into his touch with a whine of pleasure.

"Shirt-off…" Kendall managed to mumble out to James, before his eyes shut tight in pleasure once more.

James complied, briefly throwing his shirt over his head into the growing pile of clothes near their bed.

Next, both teens wriggled out of their jeans and soon after their boxers, leaving them both naked and exposed to the other. Here, James stopped and pulled back, looking at Kendall, confused.

"W-why'd you stop?" Kendall asked, still breathing rather hard, his cock twitching with longing.

"I-uh-I was wondering if…uh- we were heading, you know, in the right direction?" James asked, running a hand through his hair, blushing lightly.

"Meaning?" Kendall asked gently as he propped himself up with his arms, ignoring, for now, the tent in his boxers.

"I-I mean…I-I don't remember a thing Kendall, I really wish I could but, you know, it's not my fault I can't and-and-" James stammered.

"And?" Kendall pressed.

"I guess what I'm trying to say is…you know, who is the submissive in this relationship Kendall? Was I submissive? I-I can't picture myself, you know, b-bottoming. But then again, I can't picture you either so…" James said weakly while blushing madly.

Kendall sighed, realizing this was not the right time after all. It was still too recent for them. He felt very ashamed, here he'd been too far gone into his want and lust that he'd forgotten entirely how completely lost and confused James must be over the whole situation. He sat up, to which James pouted in obvious protest.

"Hey!" he said "What-what's wrong Kendall? Oh God, was it me? Was it something I said? I'm sorry…Kendall please, forgive me…"

"There's nothing to forgive," said Kendall, taking one of James' hands and squeezing it tightly "You're just not ready for this again James…let's give it some more time, shall we? I don't want to pressure you into anything you're not sure of and we should probably wait 'till you remember more details as well, so you can be sure it's me you want after all…"

"If you're sure," James said, biting his lip nervously "I just want to please you baby,"

"Yeah well, a relationship is never just about 1 person, and this relationship's never been just about me…it's about both of us." Kendall said, squeezing James' hand lightly before ruffling his hair.

"Hey, don't mess with my hair!" James whined, making Kendall laugh. Accident or not, this was the James he'd always known and unconsciously loved.

Looking at James with the eyes of a love-sick puppy Kendall pulled his boyfriend for a short, sweet kiss on his lips.

James wrapped his arms around Kendall's neck as he deepened the kiss, bringing them closer together.

"Help me remember please…" he said, staring directly at Kendall's emerald green eyes "I want to remember all this, I want to remember us, I want to remember you…I want to go back to the way you say everything was before the accident…"

"Trust me, I want those things too James," said Kendall "I honestly do. But we have to be patient. It'll all come back to you eventually, meanwhile, let's not push it- alright?"

"Alright…" James agreed "So…do you want to-I don't know- just cuddle and watch a movie or something?"

"Sounds great," said Kendall smiling.

Half an hour later, Kendall and James were curled on the orange couch, their legs intertwined and Kendall's arm wrapped tightly around James' waist while he stroked James' hair with the other hand.

That's how Carlos and Logan found them as they came back from their date.

"Hey guys we're back and…what is going on here?" Logan asked as he and Carlos caught sight of Kendall and James acting, well, like their old selves.

"Did you-finally-remember it all?" Carlos asked James hesitantly.

"No, not really, just bits of it…" James said "I know Kendall's my boyfriend though, and from what he's told me, I also know about you guys being together and all- and I'm okay with both things by the way,"

"Oh thank God!" Carlos said, relieved to drop the act "Logie-bear I love you!" and he turned and kissed his boyfriend passionately right there before jumping on him, wrapping his legs around Logan's waist.

"Carlos-Carlos not now…c'mon babe, not here…we're in public!" Logan hissed.

Kendall and James laughed at their two friends, Logan who was blushing furiously and Carlos who looked simply ecstatic.

"Kendall…what are you going to do about Jo now?" Logan asked.

"What about her?" Kendall asked his smile fading.

"Well…she IS your girlfriend," Logan said logically "And now James is your boyfriend again…"

James looked at Kendall expectantly. He'd forgotten all about Kendall's supposed "girlfriend" and now was curious as to what the blonde would say.

"Well," Kendall ran a hand through his hair and sighed "I-I guess I'll just…tell her, I mean, that-that James and I are back together…"

James nodded in approval, his arms crossed.

"Really? Just like that? That's just-you are just-wow…" Carlos said amazed and Kendall cringed internally.

He knew what Carlos meant.

Poor Jo. He'd been a complete idiot with her. He'd had her on the limbo from the very start, encouraging her on, getting her hopes up, only to leave her hanging time and time again for James.

But what more could he do? He loved James above everything else and wasn't willing to trade him up for anything…not now that he could actually have him.

He sighed. Life hated him, he was sure of it. This little love triangle of theirs was getting to be a bit too much for him. He hated that he had to be the one to make her suffer because he truly did love her and cared for her and he wished nothing more than to spare her further pain. However, though he loved her, it was not enough; it was never going to be enough to be able to make her happy. It was just going to be enough so that it would hurt him when he broke her heart…again.

James nodded in agreement to Kendall's words (though oblivious to his boyfriend's thoughts), suddenly very aware of every kiss and touch he'd witnessed his boyfriend share with the blonde girl since he'd woken up. His stomach tightened in a knot, jealousy ripping at James' insides all of a sudden.

And his boyfriend saw it.

"Uh-oh, I know that look…" Kendall said teasingly, draping an arm around James' shoulders, pulling him close to him "Somebody's jealous…"

"I'm not-jealous…" James mumbled, pouting cutely.

"Aww baby, don't be jealous…I'd choose you over her any day…" Kendall said honestly.

"How about during nighttime Kendall?" James asked, testing his boyfriend.

Carlos and Logan laughed a little as they saw Kendall turn slightly pink.

"Of course babe," Kendall said quietly "You'd still be my first and only option…"

"Did you ever sleep with her? Or any girl for that matter?" James asked suddenly, turning to look at Kendall right in the eye.

Kendall suddenly became rather self-conscious as James, Carlos, and Logan looked at him curiously.

"I…really don't see how that's relevant now James," Kendall said, avoiding his boyfriend's gaze.

"Please?" James asked "It's really important to me…"

"Why do you want to know?" Kendall said, still averting the question.

"Stop stalling and tell me the truth…" James said, his voice sounding heart-broken.

That did it for Kendall.

"Yes," he admitted finally "Yes, I've slept with her…"

"You HAVE?" the three asked wide-eyed, staring at their leader as though he'd grown two heads.

"Well…it was LONG before you and I were together- it was right before she left for New Zealand... and I've slept with girls after that. I mean, I DID sleep with Lucy after I met her parents and…I've slept with the three Jennifers at one point." Kendall admitted sheepishly "I also might've slept with a couple of fan-girls while on tour, and I had a drunken one-night stand with Camille once, after the whole figure-skating incident- sorry Logan…"

The guys stared at him wide-eyed and speechless.

"Never would've guessed it from you," Logan said finally, arms crossed and with a hint of a smirk on his face. The fact that Kendall slept with his ex-girlfriend not really troubling him much.

"Oh c'mon Logan! You CAN'T be serious!" Kendall exclaimed "You and Camille were dating for a really long time before you and Carlos got together- don't tell me you didn't ever-"

"I didn't," Logan said "I've never slept with a girl…or another guy for that matter- just Carlos…"

"Carlos, you dated all three Jennifers, surely you must've, you know, at some point-" Kendall said but Carlos shook his head.

"Nope," he said "The only one I've ever slept with is Logan,"

"James, I know you can't remember right now but…you've been with girls in the past, of that I'm sure I mean YOU, c'mon," Kendall said.

"Actually Kendall, he hasn't, not in that way you're thinking…" Logan said before James could say anything.

"And you know that how…?" Kendall questioned.

"Because before this whole accident Carlos was talking to James about the whole Sean deal and he asked James whether Sean had been his first time, he said yes, and then I asked him whether he'd ever, you know, BEEN with a girl and he told me he'd never gone passed kissing and some groping, not with a girl…"

"So are you telling me I'm the only one here who's actually experienced both sides?" Kendall asked incredulous.

"Technically, yes…" Logan said with a shrug "NOT that there's anything bad about that, mind you…"

"Was Jo your first time?" James asked suddenly "Was she better than me, Kendall? Did it feel as good when you were with me, than when you were with her? Did-"

"Whoa, slow down!" Kendall said "Yes, she WAS my first time, and I was hers by the way, but…no Jamie, she wasn't as good as you, no one's ever been as good as you…"

"You sure about that?" James asked, not meeting Kendall's eyes.

"Jamie, look at me…" Kendall said, cupping James' face and tilting his chin up so he'd be looking at him "I would never, EVER lie to you, got it? You're my one and only James- okay?"

"Okay," James replied, before Kendall leaned in, capturing their lips in a fiery kiss.

And James might not remember a lot of things about his past right now, but hell did he know at that moment that what he and Kendall had was love.

He was in love with Kendall Knight...

A/N: There. Hope you guys enjoyed the little bit of humor, a bit of hotness, and overall Kames love in this chapter. I also hope it clarified some of the doubts you guys had in last chapter.

As always, please remember to leave a review, reviews are my main motivation to write this come wind or rain, through good times and bad times, lol, I'll shut up now, but please, review!

Not really that excited over "Big Time Break Out" since it's kind of what's ACTUALLY happening to BTR right now according to the rumors, which I'm still hoping aren't true..besides, I'm fairly certain Kendall will be the one to go solo in the episode, like he was BTR's bad boy and the only one without Hollywood Fever and the only one who refused to speak in Big Time Reality Show...yeah it's just going to be Kendall. I know.

I'm still going to watch it though, for fun's sake and I hope those of you who ARE excited for it enjoy it as well!

BUT I AM excited that BTR was nominated for the TCA's this year! Rushers, let's vote! C'mon, we can't give up so easily!

PS. Did you guys know BTR was nominated Best Boy Band in the World EVER in Parade Magazine's poll AND we won over Directioners and The Wanted? Yep, beating them is posible, so vote BTR for TCA Rushers!

Anyways review!

Happy numbers are 8-10!

*Fingers crossed for BTR's future*

Franshes