A/N: Hi everybody! As promised, here is the much awaited for chapter 32 for "Big Time Reminiscence"! Yay!

On another note, I read in Wikipedia that BTR is officially on a break...which doesn't mean they've broken up BUT it does mean that the guys are moving in to different projects...which makes me sad, slightly but oh well, I'll be supportive of all of them...plus it doesn't help I just re-watched "Big Time Dreams" worst mistake EVER, I've been crying for the last 3 hours! No kidding! It was even worst than last time 'cause back then I had a slight hope it might not be the last episode but...okay, enough about me! Moving on!

Does anyone actually know WHEN Carlos and Alexa are planning on getting married?

Anyways, to the wonderful people who reviewed last chapter!

SHOUTS OUT!

-SuperNeos2: Bingo, you got it. You're the closest one anyways. You received my PM so you KNOW which part you got right, even if it's not really in this chapter yet. About Sean coming back...you know, I wasn't really planning on bringing him back and yet a lot of people seem to be asking me about him so...I might bring him back later on, who knows, I'll think it over for a while. Regarding "Heavy Blood", you know, don't rush it. A great friend of mine on this site told me to never post something which I'm not proud of or which I feel rushed or something...take your time with it and something great will come out of it, I'm sure. Thanks for reviewing and hope you like this chapter!

-4ever with Kames: You...sortta got it, not quite, you'll see why soon. However, you're right to be mad at Jett, beware 'cause he's not done causing trouble in our Kames world. With that said, thank you so much for reviewing and I really do hope you enjoy the chapter!

-LoveSparkle: Uh-oh is right...you'll start to see some of Jett's actions affecting Kames in this chapter...but it'll really cause trouble in later chapters so yeah...Jett is about to cause some MAJOR issues. Thanks for reviewing and enjoy the chapter!

-ChocoChocoBloo: *Eyes widen, completely terrified* Oh no! I-it's you again! Mercy! Oh dear Lord, mercy! Lol. As it is, there's nothing major in this chapter...the drama will come soon enough as it is. Hope you like the chapter and thanks for review. As always, don't...kill me...

-Charlie-Rose94: 18! You're totally right, I screwed up! It was a tipo! I meant to say 18! Hey, my European friend that's been helping me throughout this story's also from England,lol. Well, her family is, anyways, and she visits England every summer so...I'm glad you're liking the story thus far, I hope I won't disappoint you. Thanks for the review and enjoy the chapter!

-OuToFmYmInDbAcKiN5MiNuTeS: Oh no! That's no good! I'd been wondering why you hadn't updated too...oh well, I know you will eventually 'cause nothing stops the Awesome Supreme Writers like you. And again, I can't thank you enough for keeping me sane when I'm feeling overwhelmed with life around me and I feel frustrated 'cause I can't write as much as I wish I could...That said, I'm afraid you're statement is right. Jett is NOT lying in what he told Kendall, you'll see more of that soon enough. However, I'm not really sure about the other part...Kendall's not really the one to deal with problems like these directly, like you saw with Sean or...hey, how he hid from Lucy and Jo when this story began...I think he'll try to block it for as long as he can while he can...we'll see where THAT lands him. Until then, hope you enjoy this chapter and thanks for the review!

-November 2 1990: Eeeehh...sortta not quite...and certainly not in this chapter. But you'll see what happens soon, and I think you'll be the only one happy with me about it so...if everybody else hates me for it the blame's on you. Kidding, just kidding, but seriously...maybe not this chapter, but soon I guarantee your wishes will be granted.

-Anonymous: Oh well, last chapter had no smut but this one's full of it so...I hope you enjoy! And yes, Jett's a jerk for all the trouble he causes for Kames...you'll see just how much of a jerk he can be pretty soon. As it is, I hope you enjoy the chapter and thanks for the review!

YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!

Cheers,

Franshes

WARNING: The following chapter contains heavy (gay) smut AND includes multiple pairings...and a bit of, I guess you could say, non-con for one of them? I guess? That one I'm not sure but anyways, you've been warned...

Ch.32: The Unhappy Aftermath

Finally, after an eternity (or so it seemed to Kendall) the party was over and the four guys could return to their hotel room.

As they rode in the limo back to their hotel, however, Kendall couldn't help but keep thinking about what Jett had told him.

Kendall didn't want to think that way about his boyfriend; he didn't want to believe that James was desperate enough for a leader in his life that he would give himself to anyone who remotely met his needs. He didn't want to believe that the only reason James had agreed to marrying him was because then he'd be certain he'd never have to make important decisions on his own through life.

However, he hated to admit that what Jett had said hat some truth to it. Kendall, Carlos, and Logan as well as most people from the Palm Woods, had ALL heard about James Diamond's different "conquests" and Kendall knew his boyfriend enough to know James loved to have a good time on his dates...

Glancing at his friends and boyfriend (who were all getting very antsy and touchy-feely with one another) Kendall could tell that both the night and celebration were a long way from being over.

And for the first time ever since they'd begun their arrangement, Kendall began to have doubts about what they were doing. He wasn't sure he'd be okay, this time, to share James with his other two best friends, knowing how easily James had been persuaded by Logan to do what they were doing.

It certainly made Kendall wonder if James would've refrained himself from having sex with the other two in the case of Kendall not allowing it to happen.

Kendall shook those troublesome facts away.

What was he doing?

Why was he having second thoughts now of all times?

Kendall sighed in frustration. He knew there was no going back now, what was done was done and the four of them had already agreed to this and, moreover, had done it multiple times already. So it would seem really hypocritical of his part to back out NOW, today of all days, from this arrangement.

Much too soon for Kendall's liking, the limo was pulling up in front of their hotel and their driver announced that he'd be back to take them to the set tomorrow morning.

"C'mon babe, we're here!" James said happily, giving Kendall's arm a playful tug.

Kendall faked a smile at his boyfriend and slid out of the limo, although he quickly fell behind the other three as they rushed towards their room. Kendall was suddenly reminded of his earlier activities by the dull burn on his backside.

Taking longer than necessary, he finally made his way up to their shared hotel room where he found, to his amazement, that his best friends had wasted no time while he'd been gone and had already undressed themselves, and Carlos currently giving his boyfriend a blowjob.

"Ahh…shit, Carlos," James moaned, his eyes tightly shut, his hands gripping Carlos' hair tightly.

The brunette's eyes opened briefly when he heard the door to their room slam shut and saw his boyfriend slowly making his way to them.

"What took you so long Kenny?" James whined before cursing as Carlos began to deep throat him, moaning around him, the vibrations of his moans working their magic on James' length.

"I just got…caught up…with some stuff…" Kendall mumbled, though he doubted James or any of the others heard him, as they were all busy with each other, what with Logan and James making out heavily and Carlos with James' dick being shoved down his throat.

It was all strangely gross for Kendall.

He remembered how shy and cautious they'd all been with each other the first time. How playful they'd gotten as they came along. But each and every time sharing his best friends and boyfriend had been something beautiful for Kendall. An act which clearly showed how much they all loved and trusted one another.

Except… he saw none of that today.

What he DID see was James slamming brusquely into Carlos, making the Latino cry out in ecstasy while Logan moaned in appreciation and made Kendall's jealousy flare up.

Why should Carlos, or anyone else for that matter, get to enjoy what should be his to enjoy by himself only?

He was shaken out of his thoughts when he realized that Logan was talking to him.

"Are you joining us, Kendall? Or are you just going to stand there staring?" Logan asked him while winking at him and gesturing flirtatiously with his hand for him to settle next to him.

"You're right, I'm over-thinking things too much today…" Kendall muttered as he made his way up to Logan, decidedly ignoring James and Carlos next to them.

None too gently, he pulled Logan in for a bruising, forceful kiss and Logan, unaware of the anger that was fueling his best friend's passion, moaned in appreciation of Kendall's dominance.

Kendall easily pinned Logan's hands above his head, while rubbing his clothed erection against Logan's bare one.

"G-ah! Kendall! You're wearing too many clothes! Logan panted while tearing at Kendall's clothes.

Kendall said nothing and merely shrugged off his jacket before he pulled his shirt up and over his head swiftly, throwing it to the side on their pile of clothes, unzipping his pants next and pulling them (along with his boxers) down as well.

Turning back to Logan, the two engaged in a passionate lip-lock before Kendall pushed Logan on the bed, climbing on top of him.

Logan's breath came in short pants as he looked up at Kendall expectantly, his eyes dark with lust.

Feeling increasingly guilty (for he sort of felt he was using Logan right now) Kendall leaned in and kissed him once more before coating his finger with lube and teasingly moved it along Logan's twitching entrance before inserting it, making Logan moan.

As gently as he could, he eventually added another finger and began scissoring them inside the smart boy, making him cry out in both pain and pleasure.

Try as hard as he might though, Kendall still couldn't ignore the pair next to them.

James who currently had three fingers inside Carlos (who was more accustomed to bottoming than Logan was and who was crying out in pleasure), was not being loud per say but he wasn't being quiet either and his all his dirty talk, though meant to heighten the Latino's pleasure, annoyed Kendall to no end.

Frustrated by their moans and Carlos' whines as James prepared to enter him, Kendall turned back to Logan (who was writhing in pleasure beneath him and begging him for more) and roughly added a third finger trying his best to control his anger so he wouldn't hurt the pale boy beneath him.

"K-Kendall!" Logan whined "K-Kendall I'm ready! Please, please, I need more! I need you now!"

Kendall smirked.

"I thought you didn't beg, Logie," he whispered huskily in the nerdy boy's ear, the pair to the side not completely forgotten, but attempting to concentrate on pleasuring his friend.

"Damn it, Kendall, not this again," Logan moaned, grinding their hips together to create some friction for his aching need "Kendall, I need more! Don't tease me!"

"Alright…I won't," Kendall said with some hesitation for he was still unsure of whether or not he was doing this out of love for his best friends or to get back at James (to prove that he was also perfectly capable of having anybody he wanted in his bed)-and he feared it was the latter.

Carefully he withdrew his fingers from the raven haired boy before straddling him, lining up his cock at his best friend's entrance before slowly pushing in.

"Oh!" Logan exclaimed, his eyes widening, his back arching off the bed from pleasure.

"Logan!" Kendall hissed "So…fucking…tight man!"

"God, you're so big, Kendall!" Logan moaned as Kendall began to thrust within him, however, even the intense feeling he was getting right now could not distract him from what the other two were saying.

"Ah! You're so tight, Carlitos, you're always so-damn-tight!" James panted as he continued to pound into the Latino, making him curse in Spanish.

"Oh! James! You´re huge! More! Please more! Ah!" The Latino gasped and writhed, trapped in a wonderful world of ecstasy as James filled him completely. Kendall gritted his teeth, angrily pounding into Logan.

"You close baby?" James purred in Carlos' ear, making Kendall want to punch the living daylights out of the shorter boy, nobody was James' baby, nobody but him.

"Y-yeah," Carlos panted before he screamed out in ecstasy as James wrapped a hand around his length and began to stroke him in time with his thrusts.

"Still loving it baby?" James said teasingly.

"James, if you keep this up I'm not going to last very lo-OH!" Carlos yelled "OH!" as a direct hit to his prostate sent him right over the edge.

"Oh my God….CARLOS!" James yelled as Carlos' walls tightened around him, throwing him over the edge as well.

At their side, Kendall sped his thrusts even more, Logan having been reduced to a moaning mess by now, thrusting his hips back to meet Kendall at each of his thrusts.

One particularly well-angled, hard thrust made Logan cry out in pleasure before he came hard with a cry of Kendall's name.

Kendall himself cursed as he felt Logan's walls contract around him before he released inside Logan.

After that, the only sound that could be heard in the room was that of the four guys' heavy breathing as they laid, panting, on the bed, too tired for much else.

Finally, Kendall and James managed to get up and wearily folded up their dirty sheets, setting them in the dirty laundry basket before lying down next to each other this time, as Carlos and Logan were already cuddling together.

"Happy birthday James," Logan murmured sleepily "We hope you enjoyed our gift,"

"I sure as hell did," James said, smiling tiredly at them both before snuggling closer to Kendall who merely tightened his hold on James and said nothing.

"Happy birthday baby," Kendall whispered quietly.

"I love you," James told him, turning around to face him "You know that, right?"

"Yeah," Kendall said, while his heart clenched from all the pain and insecurities he'd been going through all that day.

"What's wrong babe?" James said, sensing that something was off with his boyfriend.

"Nothing honey," Kendall said, faking a smile for his boyfriend's sake "I'm just- tired, that's all…"

"Oh, okay," James said "I guess we should get some sleep then, huh, babe?"

"Yeah, you're probably right," Kendall said "James…you know I love you right?"

"Of course," James said "Kendall, I know you love me…I'm never making that mistake again, trust me…"

"Good then," Kendall said finally "Let's get some sleep,"

"Jeez, you guys talk too much," Logan complained.

"Mood kill," James said before all four of them laughed (Kendall's laugh felt forced, though none of the others seemed to notice).

"Good night guys," Kendall said, while rolling his eyes at their attitude, still feeling a bit weary over the whole situation, having been reminded by Logan's comment of the other two's presence.

He turned off the light and felt James snuggle close to him, making him smile because, despite everything, he knew that HE at least was completely in love with his fiancé. He guessed he'd only have to wait a while to find out James' true feelings towards him.

The four of them fell asleep soon after that…

A/N: Ta-da! I told you guys this chapter wasn't much of a trouble...but uh-oh, Kendall's not happy about the four of them and their "fun time" anymore...is this a sign that he's losing trust in his boyfriend? How might this affect them later on?

Aren't I just plain mean for bringing this up? Lol.

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Cheers,

Franshes

PS. Next one should be coming up right New Years' time so this was my X-mas gift to y'all, lol. and next chapter's my New Year's Gift! So stay tuned for more...and remember REVIEW!

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