A/N: Hi people, so, um, this is the first chapter EVER that I write completely in the iPad so...if you find any spelling and/or grammar mistakes in this, forgive me, I am still growing used to my new technology, lol.
that aside, a million thanks to all those of you who reviewed last chapter!
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-SuperNeos2: Lol. Oh I have already planned how Frankie's reaction...umm...sortta is going to go. Hopefully you won't be disappointed. As for Kendall thinking he's a monster...well...he doesn't mean it as literally as being a cold-blooded killer...rather...he's disgusted with himself for doing everything he'd sworn he'd never do...that kind of thing. As for the future of Kames, well, we'll see what's in store for them after this. Guaranteed though that after this chapter, the storm over theit heads will be SO much larger...thanks for reviewing and enjoy the chapter!
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- November 2 1990: you're right. Kendall will confide in someone in this chapter. I'll have an NTH scene soon...and things regarding James and Jett...well...I make certain things clearer this chapter..but we'll find out soon enough...for now, this is a big chapter so...I hope you enjoy and thanks for reviewing!
-EagleAce11: Lol. Seems like I have a lot of threats hanging over my head lately...well, we'll see about the fate for Kames soon enough. This chapter's heavy on its revelations however so...who knows if you'll even want them to get married by the end of it? Enjoy the chapter and thanks for reviewing! Lol. Yes, I'm evil...
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Ch.39: Too Many Things Untold
Kendall lay on the beach, watching as Carlos and James splashed each other with ocean water and were obviously having a great time.
Logan was beside him reading a book.
"So what's up dude?" Logan asked him casually and not looking up from his book.
"W-what do you mean?" Kendall asked nervously.
"Well…for starters you aren't in the water with the other two, which is weird in itself; then again what's even weirder is that you look guilty as hell…it even seems like you're purposefully avoiding being with James, so spill…what's wrong? What did you do?"Logan said.
"Why did you have to be so smart?" Kendall muttered bitterly.
Logan shrugged.
"There's a reason I'm the smart one in our group" was all that he said before adding "So? What happened?"
"Okay, what…what I'm about to tell you, you can't tell anyone else, got it? Not Carlos, not anybody and especially not James…" Kendall said firmly.
"Okay, I get it, not telling anyone, now what's up?"Logan asked, sitting up and pushing his sunglasses up so he could properly look at the blonde.
"At-uh-James' party I-um, I bumped into Jett and, uh, he said some pretty nasty things about James," Kendall said with a sigh.
"Not surprising, given that it IS Jett Stetson the guy we're talking about here," Logan said with a nod "Go on,"
"Anyways he-he told me that, before we became a couple, James had…sortta…slept around a lot- and I don't mean just like Sean back in Minnesota, Jett claims that James had slept with, um, Dak Zevon and um, others…he even said they'd slept together…more than once…"
At this, Logan seemed a bit troubled.
"Well…Kendall I don't know," he said finally "James, I mean, you know him…it's no secret that he…well…has been involved with many people. But still, whatever happened before you guys became a couple shouldn't really concern you, Kendall, you're together now and that's all that matters. James would never sleep around behind your back…"
"You mean besides the time he did precisely that with Sean Dekker?" Kendall asked, eyebrows raised "But anyways, I know, I know…what bugged me was that Jett…he not only claimed James was an easy lay…he also sort of implied that the only reason James wanted to marry me was…so he'd be sure he had someone…to be sure there would always be somebody to run his life for him…"
"That's absurd, James loves you, and you know that!" Logan exclaimed.
"Yeah Logan, I think he does….but I don't really know if we're really ready to get married. Marriage is a big step, you said that yourself…it's a life-long commitment and…I'm not sure if James is aware of that. I'm not sure he's mature enough to handle it, hell, I don't even know if I'm mature enough to handle it. I mean, marriage is all about trust and…" Kendall said Not able to finish his sentence.
"And you don't know if you can trust him not to return to his old ways," Logan said, realizing at last what was troubling his friend.
Kendall sighed and nodded.
"That's not all, is it?" Logan asked him.
Kendall sighed again and shook his head.
"No," he said softly "Logan I made a mistake…a big one…"
"I don't like where this is going…" Logan said quietly.
"And you're about to like it even less," Kendall said "You see, that day, after that party when you and Carlos…were with us…I got SO angry at you guys. I wasn't just angry though, I was jealous. You guys were…with my boyfriend and-" against his will, Kendall's voice broke down and a few stray tears cascaded down his cheeks. He brushed them away furiously.
Logan looked like he'd been slapped in the face.
"Oh Kendall," he murmured "Kendall, why didn't you say anything before? We'd have understood…gosh, Kendall I'm so sorry…"
He hugged his blonde friend and let him cry on his shoulder for a few moments while Kendall sought to regain control of his voice.
"It wasn't your fault, I shouldn't have let it get to me, we'd done things like that before…why should that time have been different?" Kendall said, his voice still unsteady "And anyways, that's not even the worst of it all…"
"There's more?" Logan asked softly.
"Yes," Kendall said "The next morning when I- when I went to get breakfast and you guys stayed inside the room I-I met up with Jo. She was upset because she was worrying about where her relationship with Frankie was heading. She was scared that she'd have to be a mom for Mia, scared she'd have to start acting like a grown up soon and…hell, didn't I understand that."
Logan nodded, he got it too, growing up could be very scary sometimes.
"Well we-we talked," Kendall went on "But then…I don't know which one of us started it, I-I couldn't tell I-I-we-"
"You kissed her, didn't you?" Logan said, now understanding his friend's guilt, or thinking he understood.
"Yes," Kendall said "But it was an accident-I didn't mean to-"
"So tell that to James," Logan said sympathetically "I'm sure he'll understand…"
"I can't, Logan, I can't," Kendall said, his expression full of pain "He'd never understand. Besides…that's not even the worst…"
"There's more?!" Logan exclaimed, now shocked "Kendall, please tell me you didn't-"
"I didn't," Kendall said immediately.
Logan breathed out a sigh of relief; however, his relief was short lived.
"Not with her, anyway," Kendall added bitterly.
"What's that supposed to mean?" Logan exclaimed, shocked once again, his stomach curling into an unpleasant knot.
"Jett, he-he saw us. He saw Jo and me kiss. He-he threatened to tell James and the world…he'd taken a picture with his phone and was going to post it online…unless…unless I agreed to- go on a date with him…" Kendall said with a shudder as images of last night filled his mind once more.
"So last night when you told us production had ordered you guys to spend some time together…?" Logan asked softly, not daring to complete his sentence.
"I was on a date with Jett Stetson…" Kendall said quietly "And I was dumb too…see, I couldn't take James off my mind, how he'd feel if he ever found out what I was doing or what I'd done. I-I kept ordering more and more alcohol…"
"How'd you get it if you're seventeen?" Logan asked.
Kendall shrugged.
"Jett's eighteen, he bought it and pulled some strings as well…anyways he-I-we…we got drunk…I got drunk really fast after that. I-I don't remember much of what happened after we left the restaurant, my mind's a giant blur right now but…but what I do know is that I woke up naked on a hotel bed next to Jett this morning…" Kendall finished sadly.
"Kendall, what have you done?" Logan cried out, then lowered his voice, keeping in mind Carlos and James were not that far away and were currently unaware that anything was wrong.
"I cheated on James…" Kendall said "And realized, in the process that…I don't want to be married to him…"
"No, and you should NOT get married to him, not after…well…everything you've done!" Logan exclaimed.
Kendall winced from his friend's harsh words.
"You need to tell him the truth now, Kendall," Logan said, softening his tone, aware his blonde friend was truly sorry for what he'd done "Just like you've done now for me. The sooner he knows, the better the chances are that you two will still have a shot at being together. But…if you don't tell him and he finds out from other people, you'll be lucky if he even wants to be your friend in the end…"
"How can I break it to him though, Logan?" Kendall asked "Haven't you seen how excited he's been over the whole thing?"
Logan sighed. What Kendall said was true. James had been on cloud nine from the moment Kendall had slipped that ring on his finger and with the trip now over he'd been getting more and more excited about his coming wedding. This would undoubtedly break him.
"I can't ruin his perfect wedding," Kendall said, looking sorrier than ever.
"No, you can't ruin your ideal marriage…" Logan said firmly "Kendall, so what if James is obsessing over wedding details? He's never stopped to think that after the wedding DAY is over…married LIFE follows it. I know you, Kendall, you'd never want an unhappy married life, and…I hate to break it to you man but…James should not be the only one you should be concerned about in this marriage…you should worry about yourself and your happiness as well…"
"You're right," Kendall said "But I'm afraid in this case, it's all one and the same. James is my happiness, Logan, I love him. The last time we broke up I almost lost him and…I can't go through that pain again, Logan, I can't, I won't make it out of there alive again…"
Logan shuddered as he glanced at Kendall's wrists where his scars still spelled James' name clearly and probably always would, the blonde had cut too deeply that time…and if they hadn't found him on time…
"Don't you dare do anything stupid like that again," he said immediately "No matter how this turns out, it's not worth killing yourself over it…"
"How'd you feel if you lost Carlos?" Kendall asked him softly.
Logan gasped in pain, his chest suddenly constricting, just from imagining such a thing.
Kendall smiled sadly at him, already reading off the pain from Logan's reaction.
"See? It's not just me…" he said.
"I thought I'd lost him," Logan murmured softly, not meeting Kendall's eye.
"Huh? When? You guys have always been close…" Kendall said.
Logan laughed bitterly.
"Yeah, well, he's close to you too, isn't he? He's close to James as well. I mean, you don't even realize it, Kendall but…you and James…God, you guys are just SO goddamn perfect. When we came over here-and by here I mean L.A- Carlos kept falling and couldn't carry a tune, I kept stumbling and being clumsy when dancing but you two? You guys picked up on it like you'd been doing it your entire lives…when it came to girls…you always got the girls for lasting relationships…James picked up girls as casually as he picked out clothes. I-I got Camille. Who's a nice girl, true, although her slaps are hard but still…Whenever someone mentioned something about having to drop someone out of the band…it was always me who got pointed out, never James, and certainly never you!" he exclaimed.
"Logan I-" Kendall was speechless. He'd never thought he and James had made their other friends feel worthless.
"And it got worse 'cause when we came out to our fans, everyone was now fawning over the new couple, James and Kendall, and God how perfect they looked, how attractive they were, how talented they were, how HOT they were…and Carlos and I just got pushed to the sideline…even though you guys had only been going out for weeks and we'd been going out for almost 6 months back then!"Logan ranted.
"Logan-"Kendall tried again but once again the raven haired boy just continued rambling.
"And then you did it again. You proposed to James. On top of the Eiffel Tower no less, even though you guys hadn't been together even a year…even when Carlos and I had been going out for TWO YEARS!" he yelled, startling several people around them.
"Logan, I'm sorry-"Kendall tried again.
"You took that away from me too…" Logan said softly "I was going to do it, you know? Here in Spain…I was going to ask Carlos to marry me…I'd been learning Spanish so I could-I could ask him…I just had to find the perfect ring…I just had to ask him a couple more questions, to be sure we were both ready…but none of that matters now because you beat me to it again, and now all everyone's talking about is your wedding and-even if we got married none of it would matter. We'd be eternally doomed to walk in you and James' great shadow…"
"Logan, that's not true…" Kendall said.
"Yes it is!" Logan cried "And when Carlos started dreaming about you two, I thought I'd lost him to you as well! I mean, how could I NOT lose him if…if I couldn't ever even hope to compete with the living perfections that are Kendall Knight and James Diamond? How could I compete with that, Kendall?"
"Logan…" Kendall said quietly "Buddy I'm so sorry…I never knew…you never told me…why?"
"Because that's not what best friends do," Logan said "Best friends are supposed to be supportive and they're supposed to be ecstatic when something good happens to the other…and you and James were just so happy…"
"But we were making YOU unhappy!" Kendall cried.
"Doesn't matter…" Logan replied "It's all over and done with now, what matters right now is that you and James fix this mess you're in…I-I didn't sacrifice MY happiness Kendall to watch you guys fall apart from all these lies and secrets…you need to fix this…"
"I will," Kendall said, standing up "And for the record, James and I aren't perfect, got it? Far from it, actually. You should never feel the need to compete against us…you're special, Logan, and we love you for it. Our fans love you for it. But above all else, Carlos loves you for it. He doesn't want James or me. We're not the perfect match for him, but you are. You're perfect for him Logan, and you love him. But for now, I think it's best if we enjoy what's left of our afternoon at the beach, wouldn't you agree? Come on, let's go join the others in the water…"
"I hear you, and thanks for that," Logan said as Kendall helped him up.
"Anytime man, anytime," Kendall replied and the two made their way towards their boyfriends…
(Meanwhile with James and Carlos)…
"Hey, Carlos, don't you think Kendall's been a bit weird lately?" James asked as he swam on his back for a few moments before the next wave crashed in.
"Huh? No…I wouldn't…I mean, why'd you say that?" Carlos asked him.
James shrugged as he pulled his wet hair back out of his face.
"Dunno," he said "I just feel…like he's not as happy as he should be, I mean, I get it, he's nervous, about the movie and this trip and everything, I understand that but…I mean, I'm nervous too and I'm still happy! Do…do you think it's possible Kendall thinks he could have something better than me?"
Carlos raised an eyebrow at his friend.
"And you're worrying about this just 'cause he doesn't seem to be jumping for joy every time you guys' wedding is mentioned like you do? Have you ever stopped to think that you and Kendall are very different?" the Latino told his friend.
"No, we're not," James said a bit defensively "I-I mean…I know we're not identical but…"
"James, you guys are totally different!" Carlos said "Your appearance means everything to you while Kendall couldn't care less what color of shirt he wears. Before you guys got together…the more relationships you had and the sooner you dumped them for new ones, the better! Kendall's never been like that…he's more into the long, meaningful relationship-type…you guys are very different. That's not a bad thing James…but you shouldn't expect him to react to things the same way you do…Kendall's happy about the wedding, of that I'm sure, he just has a different way of showing it…"
"I hope you're right," James said "I'd hate to have to call the whole thing off by now…"
"James, have you ever stopped and thought about, but I mean really thought about WHY you want to get married?" Carlos said "I mean, your mom and dad's marriage was a wreck, no offense, and your dad's second marriage to your stepmom is…ehh…not the best example out there. What does marriage even mean to you?"
"Since when do you get all deep into this sort of stuff?" James asked him "Carlos, I know what I'm doing okay? I know what marriage is…it is the union of two people who are deeply in love for the rest of their lives…and I love Kendall and I want that with him…I want to have someone who'll always be there for me…I-I don't want to feel useless and alone anymore…"
"You do realize being married also implies you need to be there for him, don't you? And support him when he's having a rough time?" Carlos said "Can you handle that? Because Kendall can't always be the one in control, you know. I know he's strong and everything but…he's only human, James, he's going to have times when he'll break down and need someone to be strong for him. Can you be that someone, James?"
"I-I suppose so, yes," James said.
"James, what have your parents said about you getting married, I'm curious…" Carlos said "You never DID tell us what they'd told you when you told them the news. You only told Kendall that they were okay with it…what else did they say? What are you hiding?"
"Darn it! You're not supposed to be the smart one!" James exclaimed.
Carlos only raised an eyebrow at him.
"They-they…I didn't tell them about it, okay? You happy now?" James said loudly before lowering his voice, aware that Logan and Kendall were not that far away from them.
"What? No! James, I am-that is- that is SO not okay man! Kendall's going to fret when he finds out! "Carlos exclaimed.
"Shh!" James said, urging Carlos to keep his voice down "That's exactly why I don't want him to find out!"
"Why James? Why'd you do something like that? Are you ashamed of Kendall? Is that why you don't want to tell your parents the truth?" Carlos asked him sadly "I thought you were a better person than that, buddy, I really did…"
"Hush! And hear me out…it's not as if I wanted any of this to happen," James grumbled.
"What do you mean?" Carlos asked him once more.
James sighed and swam a bit more, evidently uncomfortable with the topic.
"You see, I-I did call them…like about a month ago, immediately after we left Paris to-to tell them that I was getting married. But…but when I called my mom she…she was hysterical. My-my dad, you see…he-he's-"
"He's…?" Carlos prompted for James to finish his tale.
"He's having a baby with Alexi…my stepmom," James said finally.
Carlos finally understood what had been haunting James these days. After all, it couldn't have been easy for him to accept that his dad was moving on in his life…even if his parents HAD been divorced for a couple of years…and it must've been doubly hard on the pretty boy to learn that he wouldn't be his father's only kid now. That at eighteen years of being an only child he was about to become an older brother.
"I-I'm sorry James," Carlos said "But you've got Kendall now, you don't have to worry about being alone…"
"That's not all…" James said before he sighed again, adding "Alexi, my stepmom, she-she doesn't know about me, Carlos. And I don't mean about me, me because of course she knows about me. She just doesn't know…I'm…I'm different from other boys…She-she doesn't know I like other boys…"
"Your stepmom doesn't know you're gay?" Carlos exclaimed "How could your dad never tell her that?"
"Because she hates gay people, that's why…" James said "Apparently, when she was younger her dad ran out on her and her mom because he discovered he liked other men. She always says gay people should burn in hell…you know how that goes…"
Carlos nodded.
Yeah, there were some pretty stupid and ignorant people out there still who refused to even show respect for other's differences.
"Anyways, she's really excited about this baby…and to make it worse, it's a boy…" James said "She talked to me on the phone and she kept rambling how she hoped her boy would turn out like his father and like me…fine, strong, and manly men…she-she'd have a stroke if she figured out I was gay…and even worse, getting married to my boyfriend…"
"So? What do you care about that? It's not like she's your mom or anything…" Carlos said "I think you've got enough on your hands, worrying about your mom, without having to worry about pleasing your stepmom as well…"
"You-you don't understand…"James said "She-she's got my dad eating from the palm of her hand. He's enraptured with her…he does anything she says; get her anything she wants, when she wants it. I-I guess what I'm trying to say here is…I'm not afraid that she'll be disgusted with me. I'm afraid that she'll take my dad over to the dark side and that I'll never see my dad again or hear from him…I'd never get to even meet my little brother…and believe me, I've had enough of missing out on family in my life," he finished, his voice thick with unshed tears.
"Well, can't you tell him in some way that she won't find out?" Carlos asked.
"I've thought about that…but so far, I have no idea how to do that…"James said.
"What about your mom? Why can't you let her know?" Carlos asked.
"Because my mom gets angry very easily, especially when it concerns my dad, and now that my dad needs some extra money for his new baby, he's trying to wheedle some more out of his and mom's divorce…some land that they'd apparently bought together on the first few years of their marriage, I don't know! The point is, my mom is having to deal with my dad a lot these days and she tends to have a big mouth whenever she gets angry…and…if I tell her my secret I don't want her spilling it out to dad in the middle of one of their fights either intentionally or unintentionally…." James said.
Carlos could understand James' fear. It would be so like Brooke Diamond to reveal something like that to her ex in the hopes of unsettling him during a fight.
"I'm sorry buddy," Carlos said sympathetically "But we've been all over the celebrity gossip these days…you and Kendall have been all over the internet and TV since you announced your upcoming marriage…how do you know that your family doesn't already know about your plans to marry Kendall?"
"Because my dad and his wife don't have cable TV, they couldn't have seen the news broadcast from Rome…it's too expensive, and they don't have internet access because last time dad ended up paying an enormous bill that he couldn't pay and he had to borrow money from a bunch of people and he declared he was never getting a new computer until he got a stable job…and he still doesn't have a stable job so…" James said "My mom heard about it and called me immediately but I-I lied to her…I told her the photographs were fake and that the media had just manipulated one of the movie scenes of Kendall proposing to Jo into one of us both…"
"You lied to your mom about the whole thing?" Carlos asked "James, she'll be beyond pissed at you!"
"I know…" James said "So you see, I'm in huge trouble…"
"That, you are, my friend," Carlos said "That, you are…my suggestion though is…you've got to start telling people the truth, James, starting by Kendall. He should know about all this and…I'm sure things will work out for you in the end, buddy. But you gotta start being honest with the people you care about…"
"I guess…" James said reluctantly "But what if I make it all worse?"
"You won't James, and besides, keeping secrets from your fiancé is a big deal…especially these secrets you've confided in me, buddy…" Carlos said "Trust me when I say that…when you keep a secret in for too long it starts to eat at you from the inside and it drives you nearly insane…you don't want that man, you seriously don't,"
"So spill then, what's your big secret?" James turned to Carlos, eyebrows raised.
Carlos turned red and immediately stared at the ground rather than at James.
"What makes you think I've got a secret?" he asked James quietly.
James shrugged.
"You're going on and on about how bad it feels to keep secrets from the people you love," he said "And you describe it as something awful, which makes me think you're talking from experience…so spill…what's going on?"
"I-what I'm going to tell you, you can't tell anyone, okay? Not even Kendall!" Carlos cried.
"Okay, what's up?" James said "Carlos, are you in some kind of trouble?"
Carlos shook his head.
"I-I think I want to break up with Logan…" he whispered out finally.
James' jaw hit the floor. He had most definitely NOT seen that coming.
"What?!" he exclaimed.
Carlos shushed him immediately, quickly glancing at Kendall and Logan who seemed to be in some sort of conversation not far away from them.
"Why?" James asked him in a softer tone now "I-I thought you loved him…"
"I do," Carlos said and sighed.
"Then? Why are you thinking things like that?" James asked, still in shock over Carlos' revelation.
"Because…James I don't want to go on through life, get to my 60's and find out I haven't lived at all!" Carlos cried, anguished "Kendall's always been this popular guy-everywhere-back at our old school, in here, he's got together with a lot of different girls-"
"Yeah, what's your point?" James said sharply, not happy about the idea of Kendall's different girls.
"My point is he's now got you," Carlos said "And you're not his first long-term relationship, he knows what he's looking for. Hell, he's slept with me and Logan so he's had other guys as well and…you guys are getting married now, that's okay. He's lived his life and is ready to settle down now. He knows that what he wants is you…"
"Do you really think that?" James asked him, his heart filling with joy at the idea.
"I do," Carlos said "And you might not have slept with other girls but you had plenty of guys before Kendall and you went out in tons of dates with different girls before that. My point is, this is not your first long-term relationship either, you know what you're looking for as well…"
"I guess…" James said "I still don't know why you'd want to break up with Logan just 'cause Kendall and I had different partners before we got together though…"
"I-I've never had that…" Carlos said "B-Before Logan I'd never had a long-term relationship. I barely got a few kisses from girls here and there. He had Camille, he knows how relationships work I guess, anyways. Logan was the first guy I've ever slept with and my first and only real boyfriend. I'm only seventeen James, how am I supposed to know that he's the guy who's meant for me if I've never known anything different from him?"
James understood now what had been tormenting Carlos. The Latino was afraid he still didn't know what love was. He was afraid his feelings for Logan weren't real.
"Carlos, I think you're being absurd…" James said "Being with Logan makes you happy, I know that…"
"Yeah, but who knows if someone else might make me happier?" Carlos asked him.
"Well…you've slept with me and Kendall both- you've had your experiences as well…" James reasoned.
"Logan was right next to me, it's not the same thing, it's-it's like we were sleeping together just-through others…I've never had anyone besides Logan…" Carlos said "And-and I want to try something new James, I do…"
James sighed.
"Do what you gotta do, man," he finally told his friend "I get it, I really do. I think that- if you're not sure about whether Logan is the right guy for you then….then I think it'd be wise if you suggested to him that you guys take a break from each other…figure out what you really want with you guys' relationship…I still think you and Logan make a great couple, though, honestly, I think you're overreacting…
"I don't know man, I-I'll think about it, okay?" Carlos said, offering James a weak smile.
"My advice to you is," James said softly "Don't think about this for too long, you'll only make things worse, talk to Logan soon or he's going to go through an even greater heartbreak…"
"You're right," Carlos said "Thanks for the help man,"
"Right back at ya," James said playfully "Now laugh like I've just said something funny because here come Kendall and Logan…"
Carlos laughed…
A/N: Wow, my longest chapter yet...it took me a long time to write so I hope you guys enjoy the drama.
What will happen now as secrets plague our favorite boys' minds?
Is Kames safe? Is Cargan safe? Are they both doomed?
Am I evil (yeah right!)
Most importantly. How, if ever, are these secrets going to come to light?
Hearts will be broken, that's for sure! Who's? We've yet to find out!
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hope my first attempt at writing on the iPad didn't completely suck...
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Franshes
