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After showering, I blow-dried my newly washed hair before pulling it back into a side ponytail. Then I pulled on a simple T-shirt and jeans, along with my favourite long black sweater. According to the boys, they had the next three weeks off, as well as half this week, so they were all lounging around. It turned out they were watching one of my Simpsons DVDs. I recognized the episode as I Love Lisa. I guessed that I should just be grateful they didn't come across any of my Harry Potter DVDs, because watching those, especially the third, would cause disaster.

I subtly just walked over to the sofa (which was large enough to accommodate four people) and sat down in front of it, watching the part of the episode that was playing. Draco was lounging on a cushion a few feet away, and the Marauders were all on the couch, behind me.

"What if he wants to hold hands?" Lisa was asking Bart.

"I'm prepared to make that sacrifice." Bart replied.

"What if he wants a kiss?"

"I'm prepared to make that sacrifice."

"What if he-"

"You don't wanna know how far I'll go." I'd always caught the innuendo in the words of the ten-year-old character, and after the night memories I'd recovered, it made me blush. I could hear the smothered chuckles coming from the Marauders. I knew they could see my ears and the back of my neck going red.

I couldn't get what had happened off my mind. I wondered if there was some kind of way to find out everything that happened.

As soon as the Monster Mash began playing and the credits rolled to the song, I turned around to look at the four boys. Peter's eyes still seemed glued to the screen for a moment before he looked at me. Remus was tactfully pretending to be absorbed in fast-forwarding the credits to get back to the menu page. However, would James and Sirius pretend they hadn't seen me glowing scarlet? Not a chance. They had huge smirks on their faces. Of course, it didn't help that the smirks made them look more appealing. Just because I didn't like James in that way didn't mean I couldn't admit that he was pretty hot. And seeing as I've already gone over how Sirius looked with a smirk, I don't see the point in talking about how gorgeous he always was.

Finally, I formulated an answer to them. "Oh, boys? I think you have something on your faces. Oh, my mistake, it was just your idiotic smirk faces."

That took the smiles off them. Both of them pouted childishly, making me giggle.

"No, but really." I said. "I have a few questions. About...last night."

That gave me the full attention of all five boys. "First question." I began. "Apart from what happened in my bed, did I do ANYTHING else embarrassing you can remember?" I looked specifically at Remus for this. If anyone remembered, he would.

A light blush came to his face. "Well..." he admitted. "At one point you did flirt with me. And almost kissed me. I didn't want you to do anything you'd regret, so I told you to go find someone else."

I nodded and looked at everyone else. My eyes fell on Draco. "I didn't do anything!" he claimed. "You didn't even talk to me, as far as I remember. Just because I didn't drink much doesn't mean I remember everything."

"But did I do anything you saw?" I asked.

Draco shrugged. "The only thing I remember about you is that you were playing 'never have I ever' and you said you'd never kissed a girl. Unless you count me seeing you and Black..."

"So?" I said. "I haven't. Kissed a girl, that is."

"You asked."

"Whatever." I muttered. "Um...I don't know if I want to...really ask what I think I want to ask."

Suddenly, a cross between a smile and a smirk made its way across Draco's face. "You know, I still have some Veritaserum left. If you really want to find out, the truth will tell you."

"No!" I cried. I couldn't stand the thought of everyone knowing what I wanted to ask. "No, it's something kind of personal...about last night. Just one more question that's for all of you. Did any of you others see anything else that happened to me last night, including what happened in my bedroom?"

The Marauders all shook their heads.

"Okay." I mused over whether I should ask the question. Would I even get an answer? Well, it was now or never. "Well, if I'm going to ask this, I only want an answer from Sirius, and I don't want anyone else hearing it. Will you others please leave?"

The boys laughed a bit. James raised his eyebrows at me with a smirk. "You don't like him in that way, huh? Now you're asking for some time alone with him."

I tossed one of the cushions at him. "Get lost, Potter. In spite of your usual dealings with girls, asking questions does not always lead to being friends with benefits."

"Although I've definitely thought over that idea before." Sirius teased.

I rolled my eyes. "I'm sure you have. Please, can I just get a moment to talk to you without them eavesdropping?"

Sirius smiled at me. "Sure, why not. But I somehow think that no one's planning to leave any time soon."

"Fine." I sighed. "We can talk in my room."

"As long as you think you can keep your clothes on this time!" James called after me.

I turned back for one moment to stick my tongue out at him childishly, then the two of us went to my room. I jumped up to recline on my bed.

"Hey, don't take up the whole thing." Sirius said, trying to find a space on there.

"I'm not moving off here." I warned him. "I'm staying right here, in this position. You can have the chair, or the floor."

"How about I have the bed, and you have me?" he smirked.

"Excuse me?" I exclaimed. "If you think I'm going to get anywhere near you, after last night-"

"You didn't seem to mind. So, what's it gonna be? Share the bed?"

I sighed and drew my knees further up. Sirius grinned triumphantly and reflected my posture on the other end of my bed. I looked shy and innocent when I did it. So how the HELL did he manage to make it still look tantalizingly hot?

"So." I began shyly. "I had a question. And it's okay if you really can't remember, or if you don't want to answer, or anything, I mean, we can just forget it, but I have to ask, I mean, I don't think I can get it out of my head unless I actually ask you, and then I'm going to go back to pretending it never even happened, and I-"

"You're babbling." Sirius pointed out calmly. "Go on. You're starting to get me nervous." He laughed.

"Um, well," I said quietly, my face growing hot. "I got a few flashes of memory from last night. Of us. And I was wondering, do you remember if there was anything I reacted to more intensely?"

I don't think Sirius had been expecting my question, but he looked more amused by it than anything. "Merlin, I knew you had a screwed-up mind, but I didn't think you'd actually ever ask something like that."

"I don't think you can talk about screwed-up minds, Black." I teased. "Not when you have one."

Sirius shrugged with a smirk. "So, you want your question answered or not?"

"If you actually have an answer, but I doubted you could remember that."

"Oh, some of it came back to me." Sirius answered lazily. "I guess you could say...you have some really sensitive places. Plus, you actually told me that being controlled by someone else is a turn-on for you. Although at one point you did threaten to kick me out of the bed if I didn't..I can't remember what I was doing. I think we both stopped soon after that." I wondered how he could treat this like an everyday occurrence for a moment, until I remembered. Oh, yeah...it WAS an everyday occurrence, as long as the girl was different every time.

I looked down. I hadn't figured it out before, but it was true. Although I didn't like it when Draco tried to control me, it was because he wouldn't stop where I wanted. If I knew I was with someone I loved AND trusted, I would really be turned on if we went into domination/submission roles.

But, again, I had to ask myself the question: Who did I really want?

So...who do I want? What do you think? Review!