Please review! It makes me want to write even more. This chapter is dramatic and longer then my normal chapters. Enjoy loves!

Elliot sat in his car outside Olivia's apartment waiting for what he was going to do next. He wasn't thinking straight he was angry, hurt, and crushed. The angry part of him wanted to storm up her stairs and tell her how it was, but the hurt and crushed part knew it would just make things worse for him. At least he still had her as a partner even if they weren't friends. He knew he crossed the line with her… Wait what the hell was he thinking? He can't help he fell in love with her! He shouldn't even be sorry. He loved her that's nothing he should be sorry for. With that Elliot climbed out of the car and stormed up her stairs pounding his fist on the door.

Olivia jumped at the sound and she stood up and made her way to the door. She opened it.

"Why the fuck should I be sorry for falling in love with you? I think you are being really selfish Olivia! I love you and all you do is tell me that you 'brushed' it off. What the fuck is wrong with you? You never let anyone help you and god forbid someone loves you!"

He was now screaming at her. After he was done he noticed the anger that showed in her face. All he kept thinking was 'I am about to get my ass handed to me…'

"Fuck you! I don't know when you thought you had the right to come in my apartment and start screaming at me! I really don't think you want to mess with me right now Stabler!"

She poked his chested with every word causing him to fall back against the door. She was thinking about how bad she wanted to cry. She wasn't even angry anymore she just wanted to let him hold her and make love to her. She was sick of hiding all her feelings. He came clean why shouldn't she? But she knew it was wrong. Screwing your partner and being in love with him was enough to get her fired or make one of them would have to switch units. Everything would just be fucked up and Olivia didn't need her life even more screwed up. She just wanted a normal love life and a normal job. Why couldn't she be normal?

Olivia snapped out of her thoughts when she noticed her head had fallen into Elliot's chest. He had wrapped his arms around her holding her close. She didn't want him to let go… but she knew she couldn't do this with him. She quickly pulled away.

"Elliot you need to go… Please."

"Fine… just remember I love you."

He kissed her on the forehead and walked back down the stairs this time he climbed into his car and actually drove home…

Olivia laid in her empty bed. She knew how stressed she had been under in the last 24 hours than this. She hated everything that was happening. She looked at her phone which read 2 am. She dialed the captain's number.

"Hello." He said in a sleepy voice.

"Captain I'm going to need to take off for a little. Sorry for the late notice I just need to get away from everything."

"That's fine Benson. You have plenty of vacation days. Call and tell me when you want to return."

She hung up and texted Elliot a quick message 'El, I'm going away for a while… I'm sorry.' Soon after she fell asleep alone.

Elliot checked his phone in the morning and seen her message. He was going to reply but he figured it was already 5 am so he should just go over. He quickly remembered he had work. He dialed the captain.

"Cap I'm going to need to take some time. I have some personal issues with Kathy and stuff."

He ended the call quick and then hurried to Olivia's. He knocked on her door but no answer. He pulled out his emergency key and unlocked the door. He walked through the dark living room into the bedroom which was even darker. He walked over towards the bed and climbed in the opposite side of Olivia causing her to move. He pulled her into his arms and just held her. He knew he would get the shit kicked out of him when he woke up but for now he needed this. Soon he dozed back to sleep.

Olivia woke up and felt Elliot's arms wrapped around her. She knew it was him because of his smell and the feel of his build. She turned to face him. She couldn't hold her feelings in anymore. She leaned in and his soft lips. Elliot woke up as soon as she pulled away.

"Good morning."

"Morning… What was that?"

Olivia grinned and pressed her body even tighter against his. She lightly bit his neck making him squirm. She pressed her lips against his again. He reacted shoving his tongue into her mouth exploring. She reached down to his waist line and started to pull his shirt off. Elliot's hands stopped her.

"What?"

"Olivia not like this… I want this to be special."

"El, I've waited 12 years so I just want it."

"Go away with me. A romantic getaway."

"Okay. I'd love to."

Olivia kissed him again and then moved her body down under the covers. She undid his jeans and pulled them down along with his boxers allowing his hard shaft to show. She was amazed by the size.

"Liv what are you doing?" A moan escaped his mouth as she put his whole length in her mouth.

She went up and down him a few times more before Elliot pulled her up.

"El what's wrong? You want me to not touch you?"

"Olivia I said I wanted it to be special."

"Elliot it's not sex. I'm just pleasuring you. I'm giving you a little taste of what you'll be getting."

She moved back down and continued. Elliot grunting every now and again, finally after holding on for as long as he could he released himself and shot into her mouth. She made her way back up to him.

"Was that good?"

"My god Liv… that was amazing. Kathy hated doing that."

"I find it fun."

Olivia smiled up at him. She knew what they were doing was wrong but now at this point she didn't care she just wanted to be with him. She was sick of being alone dating loser after loser. She finally had her Mr. Right.

"So where do you want to go away to?"

"Somewhere warm and secluded."

"How about Rio? We can rent a beach house."

"Sounds great."

Next chapter it's to Rio! Remember review. (:

Next chapter is VERY VERY sexual. (;