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She rolled over and looked at him. He looked so perfect, so peaceful. She smiled to herself thinking about all the times she wished she could've been the one he fell asleep next to and the one he woke up next to. She always wondered how perfect it would be to kiss each other even though they both had morning breath. They had their fair share of problems but she still loved what they had even though it wasn't perfect, he made it perfect.

"Good morning gorgeous."

She jumped out of her thoughts and stared up into his deep blue eyes.

"Morning." She smiled and kissed him.

There it was him being 'perfect' again. He was just being normal and calm but yet there was something about the way he just looked at her that gave her that feeling.

"Did you sleep well?"

"Of course after last night l feel great."

She sat there reminiscing the past nights loving making. It was special when they made love, he made her feel different. No other man could ever match up with him.

"Mmm, I love you." He looked into her eyes making her melt.

"I love you to Stabler, shouldn't you get ready to leave for work?" She raised an eyebrow.

"I'm not leaving without you. You're coming to work Olivia."

"Oh really boss man?"

"Yes really." He said

He climbed on top of her pinning her down. He kissed her neck and then kissed up to her lips.

"Well, I guess I can go to work. Now get your ass off of me." She said smacking his ass.

He climbed off of her and walked over to the bathroom.

Later that morning after being late for work, they finally got into the squad room with everyone looking at them. Olivia awkwardly made her way to her desk hoping the Captain was not one of those people looking. Elliot starred everyone down so they would stop starring at them, he could tell they were making her feel uncomfortable. Finally they all looked at their desk when the Captain came out of his office.

"Benson. Stabler. NOW!" he screamed.

They walked into his office and shut the door behind them, even knowing then that wouldn't even muffle the Captain's screaming. She felt physical ill at the moment and just wanted to go lay down. Cragen stood there for a moment just staring at them, not knowing what to say exactly. After standing there for over 5 minutes he finally spoke.

"You are my best detectives…my BEST detectives dammit! I wanted better from you. I knew this day would come eventually, I could tell from the first case you two worked… I just didn't want to face it."

Olivia spoke up. "What are you talking about exactly?"

"Olivia don't play dumb with me. You two are sleeping together, you know I once was a detective too it isn't hard to be two and two together."

She looked down at the floor. She knew this was going to happen as soon as they kissed. They messed up everything…she messed up everything. She knew from the start she shouldn't have started this relationship… Or whatever it was.

"Captain I want to say that it won't happen again. It was a mistake on both of our parts. But, it's over now." She gave a slight smile and looked at Elliot.

He looked like he was about to fall apart. She knew they had to end it because if IAB got ahold of it they both wouldn't have jobs. He knew Elliot wouldn't care about his job but hers was everything…that was her life. He has kids and an ex-wife, he had a life.

"Good. I don't want it to happen again. If IAB would get ahold of this they wouldn't stop till they had one of your badges. Do you understand?"

"Yes sir."

He nodded and she walked out first and Elliot followed her out. She sat down at her desk and she saw the look on his face. She didn't mean to hurt him or end their relationship. She was just doing what was best for both of them. She knew what could happen if their relationship had turned into something more serious. She just didn't want to take that risk and she didn't want him to take that risk and out his job on the line either. She knew he'd be willing to though. She also knew he most likely would hate her or never speak to her again after this. She breathed in and exhaled, shutting her eyes tightly hoping this feeling of guilt would go away.

Later that day:

She walked into her apartment and sat on the couch. The whole day with Elliot was horrible. He wouldn't even look at her. She knew that he was upset and angry, but she just couldn't face him. She knew she fucked up big time and she wished she could take it all back but it's too late. She turned the TV on and started the NSIC marathon that was on. She grabbed day old Chinese and nuked it. Before sitting down she heard a little knock at the door and she walked over looking through the peek hole…

"Kathy what do you want? He's not here."

"No he's in the hospital. He's been shot and had the hell beat out of him." She sobbed.

Olivia just stood there in shock, she couldn't move, she couldn't think… What the hell did she do?...

TBC….

Next chapter what happens when Olivia finds out about Elliot. & what is Elliot's fate?