Hello everyone out there I'm back and better than ever. Sorry I've been gone so long, but I had a small case of writers block, but I finally figured out where I'm taking this story next I just hope you like it. As always I own nothing and you all rock especially if you review.

Chapter 10

Weeks after the party at the Cullen house Bella walked into that house finding it empty. She went up to Edward's room hoping to find Alice and him up there. When she got there she found the room empty, signing in disappointment she began going through every room in the house searching for another soul. Finally she found Carlisle sitting in his office working.

"Carlisle "said Bella knocking on the door.

"Bella "smiled Carlisle looking at her, but moving a muscle except to motion for her to come closer. Bella closed the door behind her and went towards him laying on her side on top his desk.

" What an unexpected surprise " whispered Carlisle running a hand up the length of her body before kissing her on the lips hearing as she gasped before signing returning the kiss. Sitting up she fell into the chair onto his lap her tongue in his mouth. They didn't stay in the chair long; Bella closed her eyes when they zoomed through the house opening them and finding herself in the bed he shared with Esme.

"Where is everybody "asked Bella looking around as if expecting them all to appear around the bed.

"They went to Denali "whispered Carlisle stroking her cheek.

"Edward left without saying goodbye "said Bella her voice sad and small.

"They'll be back tomorrow "assured Carlisle spreading her legs so that he was in between them and kissing her neck then her lips making her forget Edward and making her only think of him for now. And she did at that moment she couldn't even remember who Edward was all she knew was she wanted Carlisle.

" Fuck me Carlisle I want you so bad " breathed Bella and in that same moment her clothes were torn away from her body and she was bare to him, open to him nothing kept his eyes from her and a second later he was the same and they were skin to skin. Bella had never felt anything like it before, no one had ever made her feel this way, it was like she was made of glass and he was taking inventory of everything he saw before he prepared to break her. She had never experienced Carlisle before and part of her wondered if he would be as gentle as his touch always seemed to be or would he be rough and hard or maybe even a little of both, if she asked herself what she wanted she couldn't deny she wanted it rough, she wanted to feel him hard inside her making her scream as he slammed hard inside her repeatedly, the mere thought made her moan in anticipation. He kissed her lie never before making her moan feeling his hands sliding up her thighs as if to pet them spreading her legs wider for him and then that's when she felt him, she felt his cock at her entrance and then suddenly his head was the only thing inside her.

"Carlisle "moaned Bella feeling as he lay inside her not leaving as he kissed her throat.

"Bella you are so beautiful in all my years I've never met another like you, Edward is so lucky "breathed Carlisle looking at her as he held her face in his hands. Bella kissed him wrapping her arms around his neck wondering if she was supposed to be with Edward for the first time since meeting him. She couldn't deny she was madly in love with Edward, but she couldn't deny she was falling in love with Carlisle, Emmett, Jasper even Charlie and Alice and she didn't know if Edward would share her or if she could have them all. She had always thought there was a line between what she did with the others and the love she felt for Edward, but now she realized there wasn't. She had thought you could have sex with someone and not feel a thing that it would just be sex, but she now knew she had been wrong you couldn't have sex without love.

" Bella Oh god so tight " growled Carlisle bringing her out of her thoughts as he moved inside her hard and rough like she had hoped he would making her scream in the pleasure it caused her to feel no one had ever made her scream like that before. Bella felt his lips on hers covering her screams. His lips never left hers after that, he continued to fuck her hard, but he never stopped kissing her as his hands played with the rest of her body , for Bella she was amazed no one had ever done nothing, but kiss her and make love to her before she felt so loved that she didn't want it to stop. As it continued they both knew that this was not sex this was love they were loving each other telling their bodies how much they loved each other.

"Bella Oh god yes come with me "whispered Carlisle breaking their kiss for only a second before doing it again as they came together still kissing like two star crossed lovers.

When it was all over they lay side by side their bodies a mixture of arms and legs both of them trying to think straight their breathing hard and exhausted. Bella lay on her back as he rolled off her. He laid on his side looking at her an arm thrown around her holding her.

" That was amazing you make me feel things I've never felt before " whispered Carlisle smiling at her as she watched him seeing the same look in his eyes she had in her own as she smiled at him getting even closer to him bringing him to kiss her keeping him from saying another word.

" I love you Carlisle I feel the same you make me feel so loved like nothing I've ever felt " breathed Bella drawing him in for another kiss moaning into it slightly hearing as he did the same his face in her hands as the kiss deepened.

He didn't answer her at first all he did was continue to kiss her.

"I love you Bella I think I always have I just wouldn't let myself admit it "smiled Carlisle laying on his back and making her straddle him.

"Yes, but what about Esme I know you love her too "whispered Bella feeling as his hands engulfed her and she wrapped her arms around his neck.

"She is also my true mate, but so are you she won't leave she loves you too she will understand "said Carlisle as if it was that simple when it really wasn't.

"I hope so I love her too "said Bella leaning into kiss him watching as he nodded returning it.

"Carlisle "whispered Bella pulling away from him refusing to look him in the eye.

"What is it look at me "whispered Carlisle taking her hand and kissing her fingers and her palm?

" I love you Carlisle, but I love Edward too and I think maybe even Jasper and Emmett I don't know why, but I love all of you " explained Bella feeling terrible and selfish for wanting them all when they all already had their own mates.

"Bella listen to me "whispered Carlisle taking her face in his hands making her look at him.

" Bella you can have more than one mate it has happened before and that is the case now there is nothing wrong with you " said Carlisle pulling her into his arms and holding her tight hearing as she started to cry.

" I don't want to hurt anybody Alice is my best friend and Rosalie already hates me " cried Bella sobbing now in his arms until he looked down to find she had cried herself to sleep. When she woke up Carlisle was still there looking down at her smiling when her eyes opened. Sitting up they saw it was just before dawn and as they kissed a fiery hot kiss that took every breath and thought away they held each other.

" I should go home Charlie is probably wondering where I am and everybody will be back soon I don't want them finding out like this " explained Bella watching as he nodded agreeing with her before pulling her deep within his arms and kissing her passionately. Carlisle drove her home everything was silent between them and suddenly they were in front of her house before she even realized it.

They held hands the entire way and Bella seemed to be staring out the window in a trance even as they sat in front of the house. They sat there for the longest time Bella looking down at her feet never looking at the house or at him.

"I love Edward what if he hates me "whispered Bella beginning to cry again not noticing when Carlisle held her in his arms taking her by the shoulders and making her look him in the eye.

" He won't hate you he loves you very much and he will have to learn to live with it, but if you want until you're ready to tell him this can be our little secret ok " explained Carlisle smiling at her as he kissed her and dried her tears.

" Now stop crying and be happy I hate seeing you cry " said Carlisle when she hugged him tight looking up at him and kissing him lightly on the lips before he caught her lips again kissing her again, but this time it was hot and needy.

Bella got out of the car as they kiss ended and when inside and once she did she turned around watching as he drove away.

"Charlie "called Bella looking around for him and finding him asleep on the couch wearing only his boxer shorts.

"Charlie "said Bella smiling to herself as she straddled his sleeping body and whispering his name in his ear in a sexy tone pressing her body up against his. When Charlie woke up her lips were hovering over his and her hands gripped his shoulders as she smiled down at him kissing him in that moment before pulling away to look at him.

" Good morning daddy " whispered Bella sitting up straight as she continued to straddle him taking one of his hands and holding it tight looking at him as if expecting him to say something in return. Charlie didn't say a word as he sat up holding her by the waist as he sat with her in his lap feeling as she ground herself against his morning erection.

"Where were you I waited up all night "said Charlie releasing his cock from his boxers and feeling as she took it in her hand?

"At the Cullen's I have something to tell you daddy "said Bella slowly her hands on his shoulders.

"Please don't be mad "said Bella before continuing with a long pause scared of what is reaction would be.

"Bells what is it tell me "whispered Charlie taking her face in his hands.

"I love you daddy I thought Edward was the only one I loved, but he isn't I love him and you and Carlisle and Emmett and Jasper I love you all so much, but I also don't want Alice and the others to hate me "said Bella her words coming out rushed and panicked afraid of what he would say or do until she felt him pull her to him kissing her quickly.

" Bells if you're sure you love them I'll be right here by your side because I love you too I've always loved you once as a daughter, but now as so much more " explained Charlie not having time after the words left his mouth before she was on him kissing him and moving her body against his.

"OH thank you daddy "breathed Bella as they kissed, it was like someone had lit the house on fire and they were both suddenly burning to death.

"Who have you told "whispered Charlie against her lips kissing her again quickly before looking at her?

" Only Carlisle until the rest know it's our secret " explained Bella smiling and squealing as he kissed her as the answer left her lips and her had her in his arms carrying her upstairs.

Son they were in his bed together beginning to make love kissing like her and Carlisle did before like two lovers that couldn't get enough of each other. That kiss sealed a vow of silence between them not to be broken till the time was right to keep their secret.

"I love you Bells "whispered Charlie looking down at her with the eyes that matched hers.

"I love you daddy "whispered Bella rolling him onto his back and straddling him thrusting her tongue into his mouth when she kissed him. She wasn't on top of him for long before she knew it he was on top of her opening her jeans and taking them off of her.

When they were naked together her legs spread around him ready for him to be inside her they kissed briefly before looking at each other.

"Oh god daddy yes "moaned Bella she reentered her hard going all the way inside and as he did she pulled his lips to hers.

" Bells you're so tight " groaned Charlie his hands on her hips as he continued to thrust inside her at a frenzied pace as she threw her head back screaming in pleasure while also whispering his name and how much she loved him.

" Oh god Bells that was amazing I love you " whispered Charlie after they had come together falling on top of her and staying there slowly falling asleep on top of her and soon Bella found herself doing the same.

" I love you too " said Bella as she fell asleep, but as she slept a single thought crept into her dreams; if she lost Edward, if she lost the one she loved the most out of all of them would all this be worth it could she still love the other even if she lost Edward's love.