Hey, I am back with this new chapter... I am soo sorry I have been gone for a long time and yes, I am still alive lol. Well, life took over and school, work took over too so I never have enough energy to work on this until now. I hope ya'll will forgive me.. and leave some reviews, *HINT*. ;D So Hopefully, I can post two more chapters or something like that before I go back to school for next semester.. Thank you for reading my stories.. and new readers.. welcome! :D
June 17, 2011: 13 weeks along (or 3 months)
After the huge fight with Elliot almost three weeks ago, I have not spoken to him since then. Well, I refused to speak to Elliot since he has been trying to get in touch with me. I guess it's my Irish pride for refusing to speak to him. But my feelings were hurt and I can't believe that I actually thought that he would support me but it didn't turned out the way that I wanted it to be.
Anyway, I decided to run some errands to distract myself from thinking about that horrible fight today. After finishing up the errands, I stopped by at the deli shop and ordered a chicken salad wrap. While I was waiting for my order, I happened to see Danny with Stella coming in for lunch, I assume.
"Stella!" I called out and Stella turned around and smiled.
"Hey! You're back," Stella hugged me then Danny too.
I chuckled, "Yes, I'm back. The trip was okay." I forced to smile like everything was okay but Stella sensed that there was something wrong because she asked Danny if he could pick up our orders and left us along.
"Now, something is wrong. I guess things didn't go well with Elliot?" I nodded as we sat down.
"Yes. We ended up having a huge and awful fight about the baby and my relationship with Mac. He had said some things that really hurt me and I told him that and I quote: "Congratulations, you just lost your god daughter," I choked up for a minute.
"No, don't cry. Here's the napkin," she offered it to me and I wiped my tears.
I shook my head and sniffled. "It's just that everything sucks now and I feel like…. Oh, never mind."
Stella took my hand and held my hand. "What do you feel like? Tell me. It's me."
I sighed heavily. "I feel like that I don't belong here anymore and it sucks so bad that my parents are not here because I really need support from my family and the only family I have is Uncle Elliot and Aunt Kathy but I lost that when we had the fight."
Stella looked at me with tears and knew exactly what I meant since she had lost her mother too.
"You know… I know how you feel but you still have a family. Me. You still have me and I will always support you in whatever you decide what to do with this little baby. You also have Danny and Lindsay."
"Oh, thank you, Stella," we hugged. "You're welcome, Bella. Alright… we need to stop being emotional and talk about something else. How's the little baby?" Stella rubbed my barely grown bump.
"The baby is doing well. I can find out the baby's sex if I want to but I have decided that I am going to keep this baby's gender a surprise." I giggled when Stella groaned at the news.
"So I have to wait six more months until the baby is born to find out whether if it's a girl or boy?"
I nodded, "Yes, you do!"
Danny came back with our foods. "Sorry, it took so long. There was a long line since its lunch time. Here you go, Bella," Danny hands me my wrap and I thanked him.
I took a huge bite of my wrap.
"So where did you go?" Danny asked, grabbing his potato chips.
"Oh, I went to visit Queens, New York for a couple of days."
Danny frowned in curiosity. "What is in Queens for you?"
"My god father and his family. I haven't seen them in a long time so I went to visit them and stayed with them."
"Oh cool. Who is your god father?" I and Stella looked at each other before I responded to his question.
"Oh… you know him. Elliot Stabler." Danny started choking or more likely coughing on a potato chip so Stella had to hit his back a couple times until he was able to talk.
"HOLY CRAP. Your god father is Elliot Stabler? He's like famous, man. Uhh… does he know about the baby?"
"Oh yeah... and he knows about Mac."
"WHAT? Why would you tell him that, Bella?" Danny's eyes was almost bugged out that I almost laughed but didn't.
"Because he wanted to know who is the father of the baby and I just basically told him the truth. I'm not going to lie to Elliot and don't tell Mac by the way. He doesn't know about Elliot yet."
My cell phone started to ring and I looked at the phone id. "That's weird; it's my new land lord. Hold on."
I stood up and walked away from them, answering the phone. I got so furious what he had told me. "Ok, grazie. Ci vediamo presto." (Ok, thank you. I'll see you soon.) I came back to them and grabbed my purse off my chair, nearly knocking it over but Danny caught it in time.
"Is everything okay?" Stella asked. "No, I'm furious. Elliot came to my apartment and is refusing to leave unless he sees me. The land lord is threatening to call the cops on Elliot. I got to go now. Thanks!"
I ran out and got into the taxi.
When I arrived to the building and ran inside. I heard Elliot yelling at my poor land lord.
"Elliot! What the hell do you think that you are doing?" I marched to him and took him away from the land lord. "You stay there while I speak to the land lord... ugh!"
I walked to the land lord and spoke to him in Italian.
"Mi dispiace tanto di quest'uomo. Lui è il mio padrino. Farò in modo che egli non lo farà di nuovo." (I am so sorry about this man. He is my godfather. I will make sure that he won't do this again.)
He smiled and nodded. "Va tutto bene, Bella. E 'maleducato e un coglione ... assicurarsi di dirgli di non urlare per la prossima volta o io lo divieto dall'edificio." (It's okay, Bella. He's rude and a asshole... make sure to tell him not to yell at me next time or I will ban him from the building.)
I hugged him out of gracious. "Grazie, Grazie mille! Mi dispiace di nuovo. Beh, ciao." (Thank you, Thank you so much! I'm sorry again. Well, bye.)
I started walking to the elevator and looked at Elliot. "You need to follow me, now!"
We went inside my apartment. I furiously kicked off my flip flops and threw my purse into a chair.
I turned around furiously and stared at Elliot. I took a deep breath to calm down for the baby since being angry is not good for the baby.
"First of all, I'm pissed but I'm trying to calm down for the sake of the baby. You should be ashamed of your damn behavior towards to my land lord. He said that he will ban you from the apartment if you do this again. Aunt Kathy would just kill you right now if she was here. Anyway, what are you doing here?" I crossed my arms as I waited for his response.
Uncle Elliot smiled sheepishly and that annoyed me. "Well, I wanted to see you in person and apologize for my behavior last time… and for today too." He chuckled quietly.
"Geez, I'm glad you think it's funny because I don't."
"Oh come on, Isabella. I'm trying to make our situation lighthearted."
I scoffed quietly. "Well, you sure didn't make me feel good last time when we had the discussion… I came to your home, expecting to have support and love from you but I sure didn't get that at all. Elliot… you and Aunt Kathy are the only family that I have left besides this baby since Mom and Dad died. You promised them that you would support me in anything and that you wouldn't break my heart which you have now."
I feel a lump coming up in my throat and I continued. "Do you remember that day when my parents died? I called you and told what happened and you and Aunt Kathy came down right away to Georgia and stayed with me. You comforted me when I had to plan their funeral, regardless that their bodies weren't there. You told me before you left for New York that I will never be alone... ever. Well, I feel alone." I sob out quietly. "I need you now, Uncle Elliot."
Elliot took me into his arms and I cried quietly. I felt him kissed my head. "I'm sorry. Please forgive me." He whispered.
AWWW.. they finally made up! :D.. leave reviews so I'll know if you like it.. I feel like I am off the game.. so let me know if you want me to change anything or post ideas.. thanks!
