THIS IS A DOOSY...
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Kevin's POV
They departed the parking lot, and he drove on and on. Every time Kevin looked up Edd was look around smiling and laughing. Kevin couldn't help stare, which made it difficult to focus on driving. After the third time he found himself not paying attention he sighed and turned around, heading to the school. He had been driving for quite a while when they entered the school parking lot, almost every car had disappeared.
Kevin parked his bike back in the same place and turned off his bike. He pulled off his helmet and felt a pressure on his shoulders. Kevin turned a bit too see Edd's head resting on his shoulder, he hadn't released his grip on Kevin's waist. If anything he pulled him tighter, Kevin watched him closely. He felt Edd's body heat against his back, and he frowned. He was almost sure he could feel Edd's heart beat pounding against his chest.
Kevin turned and looked at him and Edd brought his face up. Kevin frowned even more, Edd had a perfect poker face on. He couldn't exactly tell what he was thinking, it really confused Kevin. Edd sighed and held Kevin close to him. Kevin couldn't help feel shocked, Edd looked so vulnerable and heavy, it caught Kevin off guard. Kevin waited before Edd finally pulled away once again and looked at him. Kevin, now very confused, watched him.
"Do you feel satisfactory?" Edd sounded a bit nervous, but overall he was perfectly fine. Kevin couldn't help look at him confused.
"I feel fine, Edd…?" Double D shook his head, and gingerly pointed to his midsection, "your rib…does it bother you?" Kevin frowned again. It hadn't had bothered him at all since the nurses office. Kevin shook his head no and Edd sighed in relief. Double D awkwardly stood and stepped off the bike. Kevin followed him, and they both left their helmets.
Edd placed his hands in his jacket pocket, "chain your bike up, we could possibly stay a while." Kevin looked at him confused once again, but did what Double D had asked of him. He quickly chained his bike and helmets together before turning to look at Edd. He was waiting patiently, then nodded as he began to walk. Kevin followed after him. They were walking towards the back of the building, Kevin thought he had an idea of where they were going, but he choose to keep silent. Edd looked a bit stressed, he thought it best to let him be.
Double D finally came to a stop, and Kevin immediately recognized where they were. This is where Edd took him when they went up on the roof. Edd was looking up at the roof. He looked back down at Kevin then looked back up. He whined before turning back to Kevin, "are you certain you are feeling up to travelling up on the roof? I do not want you to experience pain on the way upward." Edd asked Kevin very carefully, he really wanted to make sure Kevin was ok. Kevin stared at him, "Edd I promise I am ok."
Edd waited, thinking about the situation before nodding and hooking himself on the wall. Kevin gingerly climbed onto his back. He frowned, he wondered if this is what Double D felt like on the back of his bike. Edd felt so warm and big, it was like Kevin felt 100% safe with him. Kevin wrapped around him tighter as Edd began to climb the wall. Kevin kept his eyes open this time, it was incredible to watch. Their school was rather big, so being that high up was nerve-wracking, but absolutely amazing to witness. Edd pulled them both over the edge and Kevin got to his feet. Kevin saw Edd stand and walk over to the edge. The sun hadn't set yet, it was close though, but the sky was still very blue.
Edd sat on the edge and let his feet dangle off the edge. Kevin sat next to him, holding his knees close to his chest, he didn't like heights. They sat there for a few minutes before Edd fell against the roof top sighing heavily. Kevin mimicked his movements and let his feet just barely hit the edge. Edd was staring up at the sky, Kevin looked up trying to find what it was Edd was looking at.
Kevin heard Double D chuckle, and he turned to look back at him. He was still staring at the sky, "I'm just observing the clouds go by pumpkin~". Kevin blushed and looked back up at the sky. He frowned and looked back at Edd. "Double D…I have to ask, but why do you come up here? It-"
Edd cut him off, "It doesn't suit my personality?" Kevin turned away sheepishly, that's exactly what he was going to say.
Edd only laughed at him. His eyebrows knit together as he shifted his body, Kevin watch as Edd turned his body in a 180 degree movement and placed his head next to Kevin's. He felt his heart starting to drum against his chest again. Kevin didn't move, he just laid there still
"Listen and watch." Double D spoke softly, his face was touching Kevin's tenderly, it made the hairs on his body stand straight up. He was so close, he could feel Edd's skin so close to him. Kevin focused on the sounds then. He looked up at the sky, he felt the wind on his face and his ear's. Everything was in perfect rhythm, it was balanced out perfectly. Kevin could hear his heart beat against his chest, and the cars below. It was extremely relaxing and serene.
"It may contradict from how I am perceived and how I pretence…but I believe the entirety of the population needs to be slow down and unwind and be content every now and then." Kevin couldn't see Edd, but he did sound relaxed. Kevin listened again, even though he had only been up here twice, he loved it already. Kevin smiled and closed his eyes.
"I get angry a lot…"Kevin opened his eyes and turned his head to look at Edd. He had to pull back to he didn't hit him. However his ball cap almost did, so he took it off and held it in his hands.
Double D hesitated, "forgive me if I go too far…I just thought I'd explicate a little more to your question." Kevin shook his head, "no you're fine Edd."
Kevin saw Edd smile slightly and begin again, "I get angry a lot, as I said before…swimming and the rooftop are my escape. They make me feel…that's the thing. These two element's make me feel." Edd paused again, he looked back at the edge and shifted again. Kevin got up with him this time, until he felt a hand come down. Edd sat behind Kevin and Kevin immediately stiffened. His heart on fire, and slamming on his chest. Edd pulled him closed and wrapped his arms around him before placing his head on Kevin's shoulders, just like on the bike.
"The sunset is starting again." Kevin turned away from Double D too see the sky illuminated in red and yellows and orange. Kevin couldn't help smile again, it was just like the first time Edd brought him up here. Kevin felt himself relax against Edd's chest and watch the sun slowly descend. Edd shifted and they both watched the sun go down for a minute or so before Edd spoke again.
"I know you heard me in Dr. Jamie's office earlier today…" Kevin stiffened, but Edd held him closer, "I didn't realize it until she drove me out…I eavesdropped on your conversation as well. Please forgive me." Kevin stiffened again. He wanted to be angry with him, but he couldn't. Edd sounded to hurt and sincere. Plus he told him the truth, Kevin couldn't get mad at him for that. Kevin realized this then and relaxed, trying to think of everything he said in the office. However, he felt so nervous his mind was coming up blank.
Kevin turned to Edd, "I forgive you, Double D, you shouldn't be sorry about that." Edd still had his head in Kevin's shoulder, and Kevin felt Edd's arms relax around him. Kevin smiled and wrapped his arms around himself, resting them on Edd's arms.
"I overlooked something important…" Kevin looked back at him, a bit confused. Edd looked up from his shoulder and looked at the sun, "This…the rooftop, and the pool….can't compare to you."
Kevin's eyes widened and he stared at Edd, shocked. Edd smiled and held Kevin closer, Kevin couldn't help blush. "Kevin, I'm terrible at this, so please don't laugh…" Kevin didn't look away from him, he was still stunned, his heart was on fire along with his face. Kevin nodded slowly, beckoning Edd to continue.
"Kevin…I just…can't stop being with you. I actually wake up and smile, because I know you are there." Edd paused, "My, I'm on fire right now." Kevin silently chuckled, Kevin felt like he was in a furnace. "You just…" Edd frowned and hugged him tighter, "you make me different, better even. And…"
Edd paused for the longest time before he looked at him. Edd just stared at him. Edd's eyes looked to blue in the sunlight, Kevin felt his heart was going to explode.
"Kevin I want to be with you. Not just to that silly dance…I want to be together." Edd wasn't looking him in the eye, Edd seemed too nervous. Edd just rested his head against Kevin's shoulders which had turned to stone. Edd…he wanted to be with him…? Edd pulled him closer until Kevin was practically laying on him. Kevin's heart was colliding with his chest he was sure it was going to either stop or break through. Edd tensed up, "Please say something…"
Kevin didn't, he instantly jumped onto of him without thinking, and pulled Double D in so their lips met. Kevin clutched his eyes shut, and he knew he was blushing, but he didn't care. Edd's lips were full and soft and he couldn't help but press them against his own. Kevin was sitting on top of Edd who was holding them both up. Kevin hand his hands on face, he never got to touch it. Kevin felt Edd's hair and his jaw. It made his heart go wild. Kevin couldn't help but pull Edd closer to him, he moved one hand ho his back, pushing him up. He felt Edd shift and his hands find his back, then wrap around completely so there was no space between them.
Their mouths became one big mess. It was extremely hot and Kevin could feel Edd's breath travelling down his throat. Kevin was knew to this but he let his instincts take over. He followed exactly what Edd was going, which only made it seem more erotic. Kevin's lips felt so swollen from the kiss he thought they might explode. They stayed there for a long while, just embracing each other, tongues dancing and their minds completely blurred, until Edd pulled away. Kevin opened his eyes to see an extremely shocked and…pink face Edd.
Edd was blushing, and it was all over his face. Kevin wanted to stare at him all day. Edd clutched Kevin tighter to him. Kevin wrapped his arms around him again and they held each other for a long while, until turned him around. Kevin looked up and saw the sun setting, barely visible over the horizon. Kevin happily snuggled against Edd's chest and watched it descend over the trees until the sky turned dark.
Edd's POV
They replaced their helmets as Kevin left and began to roam around the city. Edd couldn't help but look around. It felt different somehow, it wasn't like when Double D would look out his car window. This was different, and he loved it. Every now and then he felt Kevin jerk here and there but he only held him tighter. Kevin drove around for an hour or so before he headed back to the school. They passed over the highway once again and Double D couldn't help stare again. It was perfect, and he was with Kevin. They arrived at the school parking lot and Edd notice almost every car had left.
As Kevin parked his bike back in the same place, Edd pulled his helmet off and looked up at the sky. It was still really blue out, he looked at his watch. It wouldn't be too much longer until the sun set. Kevin turned off his bike and Edd felt himself get nervous. Though was sure Kevin was going to say yes, he still felt anxious. He pulled off his helmet and Edd sighed as he laid his head on Kevin's shoulder, his arms still around his waist. Edd didn't exactly want to let go, but he wanted to take him to the roof. Double D felt his heart pounding against his chest. Kevin's body was warm and soft. Double D smiled, it reminded him of his lips. Perfectly soft and warm, Edd pulled him tighter. He felt Kevin twist to look at him. Edd frowned as he sat up, looking at confused boy in front of him.
Kevin was frowning, Edd tried to completely straight face as he felt himself getting more and more anxious. Edd watched Kevin for the longest time, he knew he was going to say yes, but he was still nervous. Why was he so nervous? He sighed and held Kevin close to him, Edd completely relaxed around him. Edd never felt 100% comfortable unless he was with Kevin. It was a new feeling for Edd, but he didn't care. That's how he felt when he was with Kevin. Edd finally pulled away once again and looked at him. Kevin still looked completely at a loss, Edd wanted to laugh, but his stomach was covered in knots.
"Do you feel satisfactory?" Edd grimaced, his voice was shaky, he knew Kevin would catch that. Kevin stared at him bewildered.
"I feel fine, Edd…?" Double D shook his head, he thought Kevin didn't realize what he meant. AS soft as he could, he pointed to Kevin's midsection, "your rib…does it bother you?" Kevin frowned again, but Edd kept his stare. He wanted to make sure Kevin wasn't lying to him. Kevin shook his head no and Edd sighed, he didn't look nervous, he looked confused which usually meant he was telling the truth. Double D awkwardly stood and stepped off the bike. Edd left his helmet on his seat as Kevin stood and did as Edd had.
Edd placed his hands in his jacket pocket, "chain your bike up, we might be a while." Well, actually, Edd knew they were going to be a while. He had plans after the roof, should Kevin permit a yes. Kevin hesitated at first, but did as Edd requested. Kevin worked quickly which made Double D. Double D waited for Kevin to make sure everything was secured before turning to the roof. He heard Kevin following after him, as they walked. Edd felt himself stiffen, his hands in a fist as he kept them in his jacket. There was slight breeze which helped calm him, but overall, he was still nervous. What if he heard Kevin wrong? Edd pushed the thoughts away, calm down.
Double D stopped at his usual spot and looked up. To him, it was a short climb, but with Kevin's injury, he was afraid to make the trip. Edd grimaced, he really couldn't wait anymore, he wanted to be with Kevin and he wanted to ask him on the roof, that was there place. However, Kevin seemed to be a pretty and shape and he didn't want to cause him any more harm. He looked at Kevin quickly, thinking. He looked alright, but then again he couldn't judge a book by its cover. He looked back up. He whined before turning back to Kevin, "are you certain you are feeling up to travelling up on the roof? I do not want you to experience pain on the way upward." Edd asked very seriously, he wanted to make sure he was going to be ok. Kevin stared at him before answering, "Edd I promise I am ok."
Edd waited, Kevin looked just as determined as Edd felt. He figured if Kevin started hurting he would immediately bring him down. He nodded and grabbed onto the wall. He felt Kevin reach around his neck and cling onto his body. Double D couldn't help smile, Kevin weighed nothing but he felt warm. Edd pulled on the side of the building and felt Kevin tighten around him. He tried not to chuckle, it reminded him of the first time he brought him up the building. Kevin seemed really scared like he had on Kevin's bike. He frowned and climbed faster. He wanted Kevin to be on the roof, relaxed and unstrained as soon as possible, plus he was sure Kevin was still a bit scared about the climb up. Edd reached the edge and helped Kevin to his feet before standing on his own. Kevin began to walk to the edge and Edd followed him. He looked at his watch, he figured maybe another 15 minutes before the sun would start to set.
Edd took his place on the edge and let his feet dangle off. Sometimes, he would stand on the edge, he liked the feeling of being on the edge. However, he was sure that would frighten Kevin so he refrained for today. Kevin sat next to him, and held his knees; Edd figured Kevin didn't exactly like being near the edge. Edd sat there for a long while before he sighed heavily. He laid on his back and just stared at the sky, trying to relax. He felt relaxed while being nervous. Edd frowned, this was a weird feeling. The roof was making him relaxed, but the fact that he was asking Kevin to date him and become a couple was making him sweating bullets. He heard Kevin lay down next to him as he stared at the sky with Edd. Double D looked over at him, he seemed confused and flustered, like he was trying too hard.
Double D chuckled, "I'm just observing the clouds go by pumpkin~". Kevin said nothing, thought Double D smiled. "Double D…I have to ask, but why do you come up here? It-"
Edd cut him off, "It doesn't suit my personality?" Edd didn't have to look at Kevin to know he was right.
Edd only laughed at him, he didn't exactly know why. He knit his eyebrows together as he shifted his body. He figured this was the best way to explain it to Kevin. Edd turned around so his feet were away from the edge and his face was barely touching Kevin's cheeks. Edd couldn't help smiling, being this close to Kevin always made him feel better. Though he was still nervous, he was much more relaxed now.
"Listen and watch." Double D spoke softly, he felt his cheek brush against Kevin's. It was extremely soft. He often touched Kevin's face when he kissed him, but it was only with his hands and lips. He wanted to press closer and feel Kevin's face with his own but decided against it. He closed his eyes and let his other senses take over. He heard the wind brush against his face and ears. He felt his heart rate began to decrease. Edd smiled, he loved being up here, it always helped calm him down when he needed it.
"It may contradict from how I am perceived and how I pretence…but I believe the entirety of the population needs to be slow down and unwind and be content every now and then." Edd surprised himself at how relaxed he had gotten. He usually felt relaxed being on the roof, but he never felt this relaxed. Plus he never thought he would tell anyone what he had said. He kept to himself, that's how he liked it. That's how it had been, until Kevin. Edd opened his eyes. Before Kevin, he was always upset and unhappy. He usually woke up with a frown on his face, now every time he woke up, he seemed much more rested and happy.
"I get angry a lot…" Edd stopped. He didn't exactly know why he said that, he just did. Edd frowned, talking about his feelings was not only difficult for him, he just never did it was the thing.
He hesitated, "forgive me if I go too far…I just thought I'd explicate a little more to your question." This was also true, Edd felt like 'watch and listen' wasn't a sufficient answer. "No you're fine Edd."
Edd smile slightly and begin again, "I get angry a lot, as I said before…swimming and the rooftop are my escape. They make me feel…that's the thing. These two element's make me feel." Edd paused again, he sounded pathetic, but he was trying to rely his thoughts onto Kevin. He was starting to get into asking him out. He started feeling nervous again so he shifted. He saw Kevin about to stand when he caught him. Edd swiftly sat behind him and pulled Kevin close to his chest, letting his legs lay out openly. He felt Kevin stiffen, so Edd wrapped his arms around him, trying to calm him, and let him know he was there with him. Edd rested his head on Kevin's shoulder once again as he felt his nerves peak.
"The sunset is starting again." Edd tried to speak soft and slow, but it only sounded shaky. He hoped Kevin wouldn't notice and look at the horizon. Kevin relaxed against Edd's chest and Double D felt himself relax as well. Edd held Kevin to him for a few minutes before looking at the sunset with him. It was beautiful, just like all the other times he watched it go down. Edd hugged Kevin tighter to him as his mind wandered back to Dr. Jamie's office. Time stops. It all stops, it's just Edd, right there, no one, nothing else. All I can focus on is Double D, his hands, his lips… Edd thought about Kevin's words for a long while, letting it soak in his mind, forever imprinted on his mind; until he finally spoke.
"I know you heard me in Dr. Jamie's office earlier today…" He felt Kevin stiffen, and Edd held him closer. Please don't be upset, he thought. "I didn't realize it until she drove me out…I eavesdropped on your conversation as well. Please forgive me." Edd felt him stiffed even more, and Edd couldn't help but clench his teeth together. Kevin was mad, he could tell. Edd just wanted to disappear, he should have known this was a bad idea. Edd was about to pull away when he felt Kevin relax.
Kevin turned to him then, "I forgive you, Double D, you shouldn't be sorry about that." Edd kept his head down as he relaxed around Kevin. THANK JESUS. Edd smiled as he felt Kevin wrap around Edd, placing his hands and Edd's upper arms. Edd frowned and silently took a deep breathe.
"I overlooked something important…" He felt Kevin move and Edd looked up from his shoulder. He didn't look at Kevin, he looked at the sun, "This…the rooftop, and the pool….can't compare to you." Edd started to shake a bit with him being nervous again. He hoped Kevin wouldn't notice.
Edd could tell Kevin was staring at him, which for some reason made Edd relax. He smiled and held Kevin closer. "Kevin, I'm terrible at this, so please don't laugh…" Edd felt nervous again, but tried to ignore it, he just wanted to get the question out. He noticed Kevin nod slowly, and Edd tried his best to continue.
"Kevin…I just…can't stop being with you. I actually wake up and smile, because I know you are there." Edd paused, he never talked like this with his old girlfriends. With Kevin it was 100x harder, "My, I'm on fire right now." Edd could have sworn Kevin smiled. But he wasn't entirely sure. Edd swallowed and tried to find the right words. "You just…" Edd frowned and hugged him tighter, "you make me different, better even. And…"
Edd paused, he was finding this extremely difficult. He felt like his stomach was in his throat and his heart had stopped beating entirely. He couldn't take it anymore, and looked up at Kevin. He couldn't look away then, the sun was in the perfect angle once again. Kevin's eyes were extremely green and they just radiated. Seeing Kevin just made everything vanish around him, except the sun. The light hitting his face was just perfect, Kevin looked so serene. Edd just stared at him, feeling his heart relax. Edd couldn't look at him as he continued.
"Kevin I want to be with you. Not just to that silly dance…I want to be together." Edd never felt so nervous in his life, it was such an alien feeling to him. Edd rested his head against Kevin's shoulder, Edd felt Kevin staying perfectly still. Maybe that had been idea, maybe Edd was right about hearing Kevin wrong in the nurse's office. Edd shook the thought away, he heard right, he couldn't hear something different. Edd tried to relax so he pulled Kevin so close he was practically laying on him. Edd felt Kevin's heart pounding against his chest. Kevin was being extremely quiet. Edd stiffened again, "Please say something…"
Double D felt Kevin turn and Edd let him go as he felt his heart shatter. Edd closed his eyes as he felt warm lips against his own. His eyes sprang open as he caught Kevin falling on top of him. Double D had to hold himself and Kevin up so he didn't fall completely over. Edd's heart began to revamp as he felt Kevin pulling him closer. Edd couldn't help but stare stunned, Kevin was kissing him as if his life depended on it. His eyes were closed tightly and his entire face was covered in rouge. Kevin began to move his lips and this time, Edd was following him. Edd was almost sure his heart was going to explode when he realized Kevin was in control. Kevin had his arms were on his face, just like the first time they kissed, and Edd was able to feel how soft his face was. Kevin worked his hands into Edd's hair and Edd felt all the air in his body vacate. His hands were small and gentle and it made Edd purr. Kevin began to pull him closer and Edd thought he was going to lose it, his lips were demanding Edd's attention and Edd was more than willing to give it to him. As Kevin moved one hand on Edd's back Edd caught himself. If he didn't hold back he probably would have scared him. Edd shifted and realized Kevin was straddling him. Edd practically convulsed.
Edd pulled himself up and closed his eyes as he pulled Kevin closer to him, completely under his control. Their lips never let go, they were always touching. Edd had Kevin so close to him, he was sure there was no space between them now. Edd felt himself getting dizzy due to the lack of oxygen, but he didn't care. He just pulled Kevin closer, and invaded his mouth with his tongue. Double D placed his hand on Kevin's lower back and his other hand on his upper back. Then wrapped completely around, squeezing him closer. Edd felt his mind go blank as he focused on Kevin's lips.
Edd finally had to take a breath and he took in Kevin's scent. Edd had to do everything to not pounce back on Kevin. He took in as much of Kevin's breathe as he could before exchanging it with his own. His breath was hot along with the rest of his body. Edd was surprised at Kevin, Edd knew he was his first kiss, but he didn't think he had kissed any others since that time. Kevin's lips were so perfect and molded to Edd's. Edd almost believed they were made just for him. Their mouths were only getting more and more erotic. Edd didn't want to let go of him, he wanted to be against Kevin forever. Kevin's lips just felt so right with him. Edd knew that he had to pull away soon however. Edd just held him closer for a long while before deciding it was time to pull away. Edd opened his eyes to see Kevin open his own eyes. Edd tried not to look surprised but he did a very poor job at it.
Kevin's face continued to stay red, it made Edd smile as he pulled Kevin closer to him still. He felt Kevin wrapped his arms around him tighter, and they stayed like that, just embracing, nothing else. Double D saw the sky getting dark, so he turned Kevin back around. Kevin sat in front of him again as they watched the sun finally set. He felt Kevin happily nuzzle against his chest. Edd smiled and looked at him, ignoring the sunset completely. He just watched Kevin relaxing against his chest, smiling at the sunset. Edd smiled wider, it was the first time he had not been interested in the sunset. He couldn't take his eyes off Kevin as the sun disappeared.
He heard Double D sigh and fall against the booth, "this is just like last time, just because we are now a couple shouldn't make it any different pumpkin~". That didn't make him feel better, Edd was gorgeous in every way possible, whereas Kevin was small and weak. Kevin looked at him closely, Edd was slender, yet he muscular. His eyes were almost shaped with crystal blue eyes. His jaw was set but nothing so sharp it made him look weird. His lips were full and pink and few dark hairs poked out from under his hat.
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