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"Mac, let's go." Danny grabs Mac's arm but Mac jerked Danny's hand off. "Damn it, Danny! I have a right to ask her if this is my child."
Lucy started to cry because Mac's angry outburst scared her. Lindsay walked over to Lucy and took her into her arms and walked into Lucy's playroom.
Stella puts her hand around my arm to comfort me. "I'm sorry, I need to go to the bathroom now," I murmured and covered my mouth, walking quickly to the bathroom.
I locked the door and started throwing up due to the nervousness and fear.
I could hear Mac yelling at Stella and Danny.
After throwing up, I went to the sink and splashed cold water on my face. I patted my face with the hand towel and stared at myself in the mirror.
"Why are you so scared, Isabella?" I whispered to my mirror image.
I stood straighten up and fixed my appearance. Mac was still yelling when I came out.
"Mac, please…" I whispered and he stopped yelling. "Look, I want to know if this baby is mine or not!" Mac shouted and I stared at him, giving us a pregnant pause.
"Yes, it's yours, Mac. I'm 35 weeks along," I said in normal voice and tilted my chin up.
Mac was taken back when I told him and he had the look on his face that I have seen before. He was pissed.
"Why the hell didn't you tell me!" Mac shouted and I became defensive.
"Because you cheated on me with that whore! You hurt me, Mac so I wanted to hurt you back by not telling you about the baby until the baby turn eighteen years old. Hell yes, I have a right not to tell your cheating ass! It was working until now!" I yelled and folded my arms, staring down at Mac.
"Guys, you're scaring Lucy. Please don't do this now." Lindsay came out and closed the door so Lucy wouldn't hear us.
"I don't care! Isabella, you're selfish for doing that!" Mac shouted, pointing at me.
I scoffed and rolled my eyes. "Damn you, Mac! I'm not selfish! Let's just stop now because we're scaring Lucy."
"Quit changing the subject! You know, you're being a bitch right now!" Mac yelled and I gasped out loud.
I just lost it. "Fuck you! I hate you! I wish we had never met so I wouldn't have to suffer and my heart wouldn't get broken like it did that day when you cheated on me! Damn you! DAMN YOU!" I started sobbing and grabbed my purse.
I stormed out from Lindsay's apartment and took the cab. I heard Stella calling my name but I ignored her.
I collapsed into my bed when I got there and I was such a mess. I cried myself into sleep.
At my apartment
When I woke up, it was dark outside so I turned on the lamp and checked my watch. It was eight o'clock.
I decided to change into my pajamas and I waddled out to the living room where the answer machine was.
I looked at it and it says that I had twenty messages. I listened to them while eating a bowl of cereal and all of them were from Danny, Lindsay, and Stella. When I got to the last message, it was from Mac.
"Isabella, I know you're home. Pick up the phone," I heard him sigh heavily."Okay… I don't blame you. I was an asshole and I shouldn't have called you a bitch. I know I hurt you badly when I cheated on you. I… I had thought about you for while since we broke up and when I saw you pregnant… I just lost it. I knew that right there, that's my unborn baby. That's why I yelled. I yell at people when I'm angry and I should have kept my temper but I didn't. Only please forgive me and… let me be in our child's life. I don't want to miss out anything… also I don't want to miss the birth of our child. But I will not blame you if you don't want me to be with you in the delivery room. Just… please call me when you get this message… bye."
The end of the messages beeped and I stood there. I replayed Mac's message and listened to his voice with my eyes closed.
God knows I missed him and his voice regardless of everything that had happened. I need to move on and forgive Mac. I need to give him one more chance but my head says no and my heart says yes.
Will I be able to give him one more chance before the baby is born..? Only God knows…
December 16, 2011: 40 weeks or (9 months along)
I have had three false labor alarms this week so my doctor wanted me to come in to see how the baby is doing.
I'm in my gown on the table, waiting for the doctor.
"Hello, Isabella," Dr. Smith came in smiling with my chart.
"Hi! How are you?" I say, rubbing my back.
"I'm good. I see in the chart that you went to the hospital three times this week but it turned out to be false alarms."
"Yeah," I chuckled. "I was disappointed when I found three times that it was false. I'm anxious to get the baby out soon."
"Well, we can induce you if you want to today. The baby seems to be doing well," Dr. Smith suggested.
"No, I mean I would love to but I would like to go into labor on my own."
Dr. Smith nodded and sat down on the stool. "Well, what is going to happen is that if you go past the due date for about a week, we can schedule an induction date, which is if you don't go into labor. Is that fair?"
"Yes, that's fine," I agreed.
"Okay, I am going to examine you and see if your cervix has thinned out yet," she says, taking out her gloves.
I lie down and let her examine me. She was touching my belly as she examined me.
"Oh, this is good. Good news, your cervix is thinning out so that's great. So you're about thirty percent effaced or you can say, three centimeters dilated. That means that the baby is going to get here any days now." She says, taking off her gloves and writing it down in my file.
"Great! I'm excited now," I squeal in excitement and put on my pants.
Dr. Smith laughed and walked me down to the reception.
"Now, call me if you have any questions and or your water breaks, just let me know and I'll be there to deliver your baby."
I shook her hand. "Thank you so much! Bye!"
I walked out smiling and rubbed my belly.
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