hey here is an update I'm sorry I've tried to proof read but I haven't been sleep in over 25 hours so not sure how observant I am... But wanted to update so here goes... :)
Was it bad as she sat in her office she thought of driving home and just letting her car swerve to tumble over the countryside peaks. Her head throbbed her heart felt heavy her whole body felt weary.. How could some aspects of her life be amazing and other such a wreck.
She had never known Gavin felt that way another thing to complicate things and she had heard his warning, she knew Michael wasn't going to take her allegations quietly.
Although from a professional prospective she had made the right move getting in beforeMichael could do more damage by telling them, but personally she had just taken away any peace personally she might enjoy? Michael would see this as an attack directly on him, which of course it was but he wasn't just anybody. She knew the threats, the harassment was only the tip of the iceberg and it honestly... Frightened her!
She knew she had sent the missile and was now waiting for it to land before he opened fire back, it was going to get so messy.
All she had ever wanted was a quiet life and yet she couldn't even manage that, she had always been somebody that drama followed.
Maybe it was her or maybe it was her choice in partner but either way the weight she hoped would be lifted after speaking to the board, didn't feel lighter but felt so much heavier. It felt like a tone weight causing her to struggle to breathe, like sinking under water by a heavy weight and loosing the energy to struggle back up to the surface.
Kate had sat for the first period her mind totally else where than on the class, her class had ended up sitting at the back watching a film which was not like her at all. But she could help but think of Caroline and wonder how it had gone waiting for the news as if it was a matter of life or death importance.
As the bell finally rang she couldn't stand it anymore, she popped in to the Supply in the room next to hers and asked is she could put the next two classes together. It was the sixth formers and Kate knew they would be no trouble! as she almost ran down the corridors.
Beverley approached Kate "she won't answer? Do you know what's.." Kate opened the door to see a very fragile, small looking Caroline who was slumped down against the wall of her pale green office. "It's ok, thank Beverly" Kate smiled at her as Beverly nodded smiling and shut the door behind her.
Kate rushed to kneel beside her "oh Caroline what happened." Caroline tried to explain but to her words had gone, the power of the last couple of weeks had finally toppled out and at this moment she was no Longer functional.
Caroline gasped deep breathes of air her eyes dark, her posture defeated "what happened?, is it Gavin?"
"no...yes...no".
"Caroline" she couldn't answer as she fell into Kate's chest she smelt her she smelt like home, made her feel so safe. She couldn't help the need to reassure herself, she let her lips clasp gently over Kate's collarbone, "Caroline".
Caroline pulled Kate closer "please" she begged Kate seeing the delicate sparkling blue orbs pleading with her, as Caroline's lips descended upon her jaw causing Kate to gasp.
"Kate I need you" she sounded like a child "I need you too" Kate stared deeply into her but Caroline couldn't maintain the contact. "Show me" Caroline whispered as her mouth found the top of the breast just accessible from Kate's top.
Kate gasped as Caroline got closer to her ample assets, she felt her heart race she was confused she didn't understand what was going on, but realized enough to know Caroline needed this.
Caroline pulled Kate's hand to her tight covered core, urging her to rub roughly. Caroline throwing back her head biting her lip. Kate coaxed her the lie down upon her floor as her mouth met her neck "rougher" Caroline hissed. Kate bite down on Caroline's neck feeling her hands grip into her shoulders harder, "Caroline are you ok?, this isn't right". "Please" she whimpered as her eyes found Kate's searching her soul Kate thrust her hand upon her centre once more, digging her fingers into her tights ripping them roughly to allow her access.
Caroline gasped loudly as Kate stroked along her wet core, as Kate kissed down her bare neck her fingers slipping under the soft fabric and roughly entering her hot spongy centre.
she felt Caroline immediately buck viciously against her hand "more" she almost growled as She thrust herself down upon Kate's hand again. Kate sought her eyes but she refused to make contact, she felt powerless, helpless and yet so complete. She felt the tingles as she contracted around Kate's flexing fingers inside her, she gasped as she twisted and thruster them in deeper more roughly. It was as if she knew what was inside Caroline's mind, as if she understood she needed to feel owned, her fingers dug into Kate's shoulders surely breaking the skin.
She felt her body spark, her mind shift she felt heavy her breathe fast, her fall into oblivion imminent as she fell hard and fast on to Kate's dexterous sopping wet fingers and came harshly.
she pulled herself into Kate's chest listening to the calming rhythm of her heart, as she allowed the tears once more to freely fall down her face.
Caroline met Kate's eyes, the love and adoration that looked back at her as a gentle smile crossed Kate's lips. "It's all worth it, I know that now" Caroline whispered.
Kate watched her as she stroked her delicate face moving a unruly strand of hair "what is?", "you, us! I'm sorry for a moment I doubted it... But never again. I love you".
Kate kissed her dry lips gently as she nodded and held her tight "it's ok..its ok" Kate shook herself she still wholly didn't understand what was going on, what had just happened.
"I'm lying on the floor of my own office" Caroline smirked a little giggle escaping at the amusement of their predicament. Kate smiled still a little perplexed "yes, do you think you ought to go home? Caroline nodded, "no" she said softly Kate smiled.
"Do you want to tell me what happened" she nodded resting her head upon Kate's chest, Kate waited a few moments to look down to see Caroline fast asleep, her heart melted at the sight. It wasn't often anyone got to see the softer side of Caroline Elliot but Kate was glad she trusted her enough. The only problem now was how not to wake her she sat for a few moments,resting her head against the wall. Caroline had been so busy looking after everyone else she hadn't had time to let it all out herself, always looking after everybody else first. Kate didn't want to disturb her and gently closed her eyes for a few minutes and fell asleep Content with Caroline safe in her embrace.
Beverley couldn't help but worry she didn't want to pry but they had been in there a long while, and she could see Caroline had not been herself before and after the meeting with Gavin, she had knocked several times no answer. So slowly she opened the door a small part too peak in "everything ok" is began cutting herself off as she saw the two woman asleep in a tight embrace on the floor of Caroline office. I'll leave them for a bit she though slowly shutting the door behind her, "hi sue can you cover Kate next lesson please, she been hauled into a meeting. Ok thanks". She put the phone down and smiled Kate Mckenzie was the best thing to happen to Caroline Elliot no matter what it was they were dealing with at the moment, she sighed seating herself back at her desk.