Roadwork.
It's anything you ever see anymore on the Interstate. Last time I drove this far-
Okay, I've never driven this far…
However, knowing Subaru reliability is great, so I think I'll be okay. I'm on my way to Oregon to see family, and I am driving all the way from the middle of Missouri.
A lot of things have been happening in my life lately, things that I don't talk about. I lime to keep it a secret from everyone. I tried to clear that thought from my head, but it is impossible. It's all I ever think about anymore. It would be nice if there was some way to stimulate myself without breaking the law. I'm sitting in a quiet car going 80 down the Interstate. My radio is broken so there goes that. Texting and Driving, well that's illegal. Pokemon Go and Driving…
That's probably illegal too.
It's late into the day. The sun is about to set over the desert. I should probably stop in Elko while it's still a somewhat developed area. The sun was on the horizon now and anything on the road now was trucks or the occasional Minivan or State Trooper. I loved it, though. Open road, desert, straight roads, 80 miles per hour speed limit.
Nevada is great.
However, all great things must come to an end sadly. Unfortunately, I learned that awhile back. I got off the freeway and headed into town. I booked a hotel and went inside my room. It was time to call it a night. I am ready to get to bed already, but YouTube and Reddit are keeping me up. All you see anymore is Christmas Advertisements. I can't believe it is going to be 2017 already. I finally found a way to get myself out of my phone. I called it a night and went to bed.
That night I had dreams about my past; things that lasted awhile. It almost seemed like I was there. I don't think I already ready to tell anyone about it yet, but it has been nonstop bugging me all day. Scratch that. All the freaking time!
Maybe I should think about telling someone. It has still been my dirty little secret that I've kept to myself. It still confuses me to this day why it happened to me.
I really want to know.
I woke up the next day. I slept okay. I never did enjoy sleeping in a bed that hundreds of others have slept in as well. I don't even want to think of that right now. It's time to get back onto the road.
I got back onto the interstate and started my routine of driving again. Nonstop filling up for gas every once and awhile. The shocking part about this is that I truly do enjoy this. Being alone by myself and I get time just to speak to myself in my head.