Her Only Hope
Authors Note: Hello again everyone. I'm sad to say this but i think I'm going to delete my story. Only six people reviewed my story and I'm starting to think no one likes it. So it's up to you guys should I stay or should I go.
Chapter Three Brotherly Advice
The farther way we got from the Cullen's the better I felt. The fog from my brain cleared but I was still so confused. I couldn't understand how Edward could hurt me. Alice she didn't even say anything. I felt like something was dying inside me. Maybe going to La Push wasn't the best idea. Maybe Alice sees something bad happening to me. "How's your arm" Emmett said. "Its fine" I lied.
"You're a really bad liar." Jerk I thought. "Here he said gently take my left arm and sitting it on my lap and gently placing his hand on top of my arm. 'For once my freezing body temperature is coming in handy" he smugly. "Wow you're so amazing" I said with sarcasm. "You could make superman cry with envy." "About time you noticed." "I bet you regret not being born 50 year ago."
"Don't make me throw up." "I have a very sensitive stomach I said. He looked at me raising his brow and giving me a sexy smile. "Keep telling yourself that's but I know the truth he said wiggling his eyes brows. "You want my sexy body." "In your dreams" I said as I laughed. I felt a wave of sadness hit me and our moment of happiness disappeared. "It's not going to get better is it I asked sadly. "No" Emmett answered honestly. My eyes burned with unshaded tears but I wouldn't let myself cry. "Would you like some advice Bella." I nodded my head yes.
"It's not going to change once you're a vampire". "I know that's what you are hoping for but he will never treat you like an equal" said seriously. "You need to take this time to really think about your future because once you become a vampire there's no going back." Every word he said stroked my heart painfully because I know he was right. "But what am I supposed to do Emmett" I said fighting back tears. "I already tried to live without him and it almost killed us." "And the Volturi" I said. They'll kill us if he doesn't change me." "SCREW THE VOLTURI" Emmett growled.
"They break their own rules all the time." "What do you mean" I asked. "I mean you're not the first human to date a vampire. "Aro had so many human girlfriends I lost count." Their monsters I thought. How many people did they kill for breaking their law just to break themselves? "There's a reason why the Volturi don't bother us" he said. "We are the only coven besides theirs that knows." "So don't worry about them."
"Why did Edward do this" I asked. "Why did he send Jacob that invitation and… why did he hurt me" said falling apart at the last part. I cried almost as hard as the night I told Jacob good bye. Emmett let me cry in peace which I was grateful for. If he was anyone else, they would had told me Edward wasn't worth my tears and even though that not a bad thing but Emmett knew that wouldn't help me. Edward and I love was once pure but somewhere we made a wrong turn and our love turned ugly. I started to notice something was different after we come back from Italy but of course I ignored it. "This is as far as I can take you" Emmett said snapping my thoughts. "Here take my cell phone. I toke his phone and put in my jeans pocket. He reached wiped my tears away with his cold hand which reminded me of Edwards. "It will be okay Bella he said softly.
"You just need some time to think about what you really want." "I hope your right. "Of course I am" he said giving me a cocky smile. He got out of the car and I climbed over to the driver's side. "This may surprise you but I kind of miss your old truck." "I miss it too I smiled. He kissed my forehead and closed the door. "Make sure you call me when you get there." "Okay I whispered. I was ready to say goodbye but I didn't know what to say. What do you say to a person that went against his brother for you? "You need to go Bella."
"He could by on his way to stop right now." "Good bye Emmett I said sadly. "Good bye Bella" Emmett said giving me a tiny smile. I drove away slowly still not ready to leave but he was right. I could let Edward stop me this time. I don't know why but it felt like I was never going to see him again. I looked into my rearview mirror to wave good bye one more time just in case it really was the last time I would see him. He waved back and disappeared. With ever mile I put between Edward and me the freer I felt. Emmett was right I do need what I really want.