YO TRIGGER WARNING GUYS. NOTHING SERIOUS BUT I WRITE ABOUT CUTTING OKAY?


I immediately died on the spot when North said my name. What am I supposed to say? Emma was making fun? I guess I should face the inevitable now.

"Yeah Dad?"

North stands in the doorway leaning on his "Naughty" tattooed arm.

"Is what Emma saying true?"

I take a huge intake of air to prepare myself, but before I could say anything Emma spoke first.

"No of course not! I was just making fun of Jack! Nothing to worry about Dad!"

North raises an eyebrow to me making sure this information is true or not. I stare at him until I slowly nodded confirming that what Emma said was what it was. After that, North carried about his business like usual. He went to the fridge and got his glass of milk for his cookies, then he went away in his study to work on more toys.

"That was close! Oh we should give some of the cookies we made to Dad. He will love them!"

I feel so guilty now. I should have told North everything. I mean, I do tell him everything. North was the one who took Emma and me in when no one else did... I need to tell him soon.

"Jack are you alright?"

"I'm fine Emma. Put the cookies in Dad's usual spot so he can get them later."

"Okay! I am saving us two for the both of us though."

"Alright. I'm going out."

"Jack?"

I really needed to run right now. I feel every emotion coming at me I just had to run. I can hear Emma screaming behind me to come back, but I honestly need to run and get away just for a while. I go back to where is all began, underneath a bridge. I remember it was just five years ago when Emma was four and I was eleven. Our parents were homeless and all I remember that they didn't return one night. I took care of Emma for three months before North found us and took us in. This bridge was our home for so long, and now some other homeless people are here.

"Jack where is mommy and daddy?"

"I don't know Emma."

"Jack I'm hungry. Do you have any food?"

"No I don't, I'm sorry Emma."

"Jack I'm scared."

"I'm scared too Emma, its okay."

I break down crying remembering everything. Emma didn't deserve any of that. I should have gone to the police, but I didn't want to take the chance of them separating Emma and me.

"Jack?"

Looking up I see Emma still with her cooking mitts on.

"Emma? What are you doing here? Did you leave the oven on-"

"I knew I would find you here. You always come here when something is bothering you. What's going on then?"

I silently look over to the people under the bridge. All of them were looking over with worry in their eyes. Rubbing off the remaining tears I answer.

"Nothing. I was just having a moment."

"Bullshit."

"Did... you just swear?"

"I, in fact did. You can't just keep your emotions locked away! It's not only unhealthy, but how do you expect to let others into your life? What about your boyfriend? Is he not important anymore?"

"Hiccup... I share so many things with him. He listens to me even when I'm freaking out and can't say a single word right. I don't deserve him what so ever, but he says I'm important to him. Hiccup is really important to me too."

"Then let him in. He sounds like a nice guy despite having a name like "Hiccup".

Should I tell Hiccup more about me?

I then hear my phone start singing "Zelda's Lullaby" and it calms me a little. I open my phone to see that it was Hiccup.

Are you okay?

I couldn't help but smile. He's always there when I need him the most.

Now that you're here, I'm fine


"Okay I'm ready. Jack seems to be doing fine."

"Ah okay good. He stood me up earlier so its nice to know he's doing okay. Ready to fight now?"

"Readier than I'll ever be."

Making the Skype image smaller, I set up a match to face off BelieveinY0urself19 or AKA Jamie. I get my Viking ready to face off Jamie when I get another text from Jack.

Can we Skype a little later? I have some things to tell you

Of course we can. You doing okay?

Not really. I feel like shit.

"Hey Jamie, can we face off later? Jack isn't doing that great after all."

"Yeah that's fine. I'll be ready Horrendous."

Clicking off I immediately start calling Jack through Skype. After some rings he picks up.

"Um. Hey. Sorry that I look like shit."

"Jack? Have you been crying? What's wrong?"

"Well um... My dad almost found out that I was gay today. My sister covered it up, but I felt really guilty afterward. I then ran for a while and I then started to have a mental breakdown where my sister found me."

"Oh Thor I'm right here if you need anything. I wish I could hug you right now... Hang in there okay? I'll be able to hug you once Winter break hits."

"Are you able to go...?"

"I haven't asked, but at this rate I'll stowaway on some plane if I have to."

"You would actually do that for me? I'm not that special."

"This again? I told you that you're special to me and that's that. I mean who else am I going to tell my Hitler jokes too? I can't tell them to Astrid because it will be to damn awkward and Fishlegs is to innocent for them."

Jack smiles at me and he wipes away his tears.

"Um I also have something to show you. I'm trying to let people into my life, and since you're a huge part of it I think you should be the first one to know."

He slowly rolls up both of his sleeves to reveal the scars. He turns both of his wrists to me and I stare back in shock and disbelief.

"I did stop for your information, but they do hold me back most of the time."

I gathered all the courage I could muster, then I stood up and lifted up my shirt to reveal a huge cut on my stomach.

"I've tried it once and this was the result. It was terrible experience, and after that whenever I got an urge I would draw all over myself until it went away."

I couldn't believe that Jack went through the same thing I was going through. The thought that Jack even tried cutting himself made me extremely sad and upset. I had to share with him.

"Why just once?"

"I hated how skinny I was and I had the urge to do it. It hurt a lot and there was blood everywhere, so I didn't do it again. I still get the urges, but I've learned how to deal with them."

I then take off my green sweater to show my right arm filled with color.

"I recently did this in my English class."

"It's beautiful. I never took you as an artist."

"Well I am. I want to be a video game designer of some sorts. I can show you my drawings some other time. Lunch is going to be over soon, but I'm willing to skip class for you."

"No no its fine. I just wanted to tell you so I can get some weight off my shoulders."

"I understand. I feel better myself! You're the first one I told to so now we're even. We still on for our date later?"

"Yeah! I've got some things planned and I think you'll like it."

"Great! Hang in there okay? I... Care a lot."

"I will. I care a lot for you too Hiccup."

With that Skype goes dead. I feel like some demon left me. I think Jack is the only one with the power to do that.


After Hiccup and I talked it out I walked my way towards North's office. It was now or never. I open up the study door and I look around the place. The study is always a mess with in progress toys and designs everywhere. I find North at his desk figuring out a toy dinosaur. The dinosaur reminds me of dragons which pinpoints me to Hiccup. Thinking of Hiccup helped me walk towards the cluttered desk.

"Ah Jack! I love the cookies you and Emma made. They're better than the first one..."

"Yeah the first one wasn't on par, but I have something to tell you."

North stops fiddling with the dinosaur and turns to me, giving me all of his attention.

"I ah... What Emma said was true. I am gay."

Feeling huge arms around me I stop breathing. Not because I'm overwhelmed with happiness, but because both my mouth and nose are blocked my North's chest.

"Hohoho... You were scared weren't ya? Don't worry son I accept you as you are. If I didn't I would be a terrible dad wouldn't I? Aster wouldn't be allowed in the house if I didn't accept him too."

"Wha- ASTER? He's also..."

"Gay? Yes he is. Him and his boyfriend are really headstrong. Match made in heaven. He didn't want you or Emma to know because he thought you guys wouldn't accept him. Now that I know you're gay and Emma understand you can all meet Sonic!"

I can't even right now. I really should start opening up more.

"So uh... What now?"

"I have to meet your boyfriend."


I love you guys so much. All of your reviews are so nice I can't help but to write more ;_; Also I feel like I had grammar issues in this chapter so please tell me if I didn't see something, thanks!

TheCursedWolf- I gotchu again!

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