Her Only Hope

I know the definition of pain. I lived with it for almost a year. So when I heard that his imprint left him, I know I had to save him from that agony. When someone you love rips out your heart and it's the person you love more than anything it makes you numb to everything, cold to the people that want to help you, but more importantly it makes you feel worthless. All I wanted was to save him, not fall in love with him, but he made me. He did what Jacob tried so hard to do. He made me forget Edward. It's just too bad that he doesn't feel the same. His imprint would come back eventually and Edward …Well he never let me go.

Chapter Six Paul Imprint

Authors Note: I am so sorry I haven't updated in two months. I am a horrible person. With that said, I can't promise that this is never going to happen again but I going to try to never let two month pass without updating.

I was sitting in Emily's living room after dinner talking to Seth, Quil, and Embry.

I thought for sure everyone was going to treat me different but they didn't. Embry and Quil greeted me the same. Embry gave me a gentle hug and a kiss on the cheek.

While Quil gave me a bear hug and spun me around. Jared and Kim were very nice to me but they were too wrapped up in each other to pay anybody any mind.

Leah ignored me, thank God and the two new pack members Collin and Brady treated me nicely too. Every few minutes my eyes would look at the door.

One person was missing from the pack and that person was Paul. Out of the whole pack Paul fascinated me the most. He was wild and confident.

Paul couldn't control his temper but maybe that made him more in tune with his wolf. "Where's Paul?" I asked. The words slipped out of my mouth before I could stop them. Two simple words made the once loud room grow quiet. "What's wrong?"

I asked. " I thought imprinting was a good thing." Leah scoffed. I ignored her and waited for someone to answer. "Paul imprinted on Rachel." Seth said. "Jacobs's older sister." That's not good I thought. Rachel hated being here and it only got worse after her mom died.

When we were little she told me that she was a city girl stuck in small town. It was hard for me to believe that Paul imprinted on her.

I couldn't picture someone taming Him. Even Sam had a hard time controlling him sometimes. "Paul wasn't happy when it happened.

" Seth said. "Wasn't happy? That's an understatement." Leah said. "He threw a tantrum and ran a way for two weeks.

Now he's at his house sniveling over a girl he didn't even want. Serves him right." she grumbled. "That's enough Leah" Seth said.

"Whatever I'm leaving." she said as she said headed for the door. No one spoke until they heard the door slam. "Why didn't she accept the imprint?" I asked.

"She did for a while." Embry said. "Her leaving came out of nowhere. They would come to bonfires laughing and joking around.

Since she left Paul, doesn't come to pack meetings or bonfires unless Sam alpha orders him to." Jared said. "He just sits there for fifteen minutes then leaves.

That's how I was when Edward left me. Not living just existing I thought. It's a horrible way to live. If it wasn't for Jacob I don't know what would've happened to me.

I know what I had to do. I had to help Paul. It's the least I could do after all the times I put him and the pack in danger.

I got this funny feeling in my stomach telling that repaying him wasn't the only reason I was going to risk getting my head chewed off but I pushed it down and tried to change the topic.

Sorry it's so short but life keeps getting in my way.

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