Chapter 32

I don't own Lucian

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Ian's POV

I've been waiting extremely impatiently for Lucy to wake up so she can see what I've done. After she had fed Brea first thing this morning I told her she should go back to sleep since I could tell she was really tired. Last night when Brea was up for her middle of the night feeding she wouldn't go back to sleep for anything. She kept squalling every time Lucy would get up to place her back in her crib. Lucy felt bad about the debacle assuming Brea was fussy since we had both been gone for over six hours yesterday. After singing three songs to her, Lucy managed to calm Brea down enough to lay her down in her crib and turned on her mobile that she loves watching.

This past week we have been doing little things here and there to each other in order to increase the already unbearable sexual tension between us until we can have intercourse again. Lucy's OBGYN appointment is tomorrow afternoon so I'm hoping she will be cleared allowing me to finally make love to my wife.

I've been playing with Brea in her nursery whilst waiting for Lucy to wake up. Last night at the event she had teased me all night long and riled me up until I couldn't take any more. To be even more torturous she told me I would have to rid myself of the problem she created and pretending as if she hadn't done a thing to work me up.

To return the lovely favor of teasing, I tied her wrists to the bed this morning while she was sleeping. I plan to tease her for a bit by using all of her weak points against her knowing it'll get under her skin.

Brea and I continue to play on the floor of her nursery for another half an hour until loud yelling informs me Lucy has woken up.

"Ian Michael Harding!" Lucy's voice screams out through the house.

"I'd say your mommy is awake Princess. Why don't you play with your goose in your crib for a bit while I go play with mommy." I rise to my feet and bring Brea up with me. I sit her down in her crib to play on her own which she is completely content with. I place a kiss to her forehead before leaving the room.

Walking down the hallway to our room I can't hide the smirk that has grown on my lips. "Yes?" I ask upon entering the room.

"What the hell? Why did you tie me to our bed?" Lucy demands. She isn't upset, no, far from it based on what I can see in her eyes. She is turned on. The way her hips and thighs are subtly moving indicated she is aroused by the action. My eyes rake over her naked body, well naked aside from her black lace panties.

I shuffle across the room to kneel at the side of the bed with my right leg on the mattress and my left leg standing straight on the ground. My fingertips faintly brush along her bare leg all the way up to the inside of her thigh. Lucy squirms a bit at the feeling in hopes of pressing her body closer and getting my fingers to travel higher—they don't.

"I thought I would return the favor from last night. Except you'll have the advantage of being aroused within the privacy of our own home."

"What—" Her lips quiver when my left hand extends to her other legs and gently brush up her leg. "What are you talking about?"

"I'm talking about you giving me a hard on last night with your dirty words and images you were painting for me as we danced and your hand suggestively on my thigh when we were sitting at the table faintly wrapping around my penis through my pants."

Lucy bites her bottom lip knowing exactly what I was talking about before I reminded her.

Lucy's POV

I have been tied to our bed for nearly two hours now—or at least awake for two hours. Ian has been teasing me with my weak sweet spots and using all of my turn ons against me. Damn bastard. I forgot how dreadful it is to be on the receiving end whenever we tease each other like this.

His hands, fingertips, and mouth have been all over my body. Touching me. Caressing me. Teasing me. He is driving me nuts! I know I am soaking wet with desire and lust for him. I don't know how much more I can take. The junction between my thighs is aching, pounding. I need him to do something.

He currently has a bowl of ice cubes sitting on the nightstand at arm's reach for whenever the one in his hand melts down. Back when Ian and I first started dating and we had explored our sexual relationship, he had gotten a bowl of ice cubes one time and we had learned I have a thing for them. The cool feeling of the ice running down my warm body always arouses me.

Ian is settled above me easily pinning me against the bed. I arch my back high off the bed when he runs an ice cube down the valley of my breasts and circles it around my belly button until he reaches my waistline.

"Iannn." I moan out in desperation.

He continues to toy with me and I feel like I can't hold off any longer. I need some form of relief. No matter how many times I attempt to buck my hips up and rock them in search for friction I fall short by him stilling my hips and pinning them firmly to the mattress.

After begging him to give me a release for the millionth time, Ian kisses down my body and runs his hands down my figure as he descends downward. I throw my head back and my eyes clinch shut when he dips his head down between my thighs.

Once I climax Ian's lips capture mine and he attacks my mouth. I don't even try to battle him for dominance; I let him have full control. He gives me a couple more releases since I am incredibly worked up and need a major release in order to fully cease the aching desire between my legs.

"Thank you," I sigh in satisfaction.

Ian reaches up to untie my wrists for me. As soon as my wrists are free I push him off of me and roll us over bringing me to straddle him. I yank down his shorts and boxers at the same time and pleasure him. It doesn't take me long to work him to a release.

"No, thank you. Why don't you take a shower and I'll take Brea and the dogs out into the backyard since it is so beautiful out?"

I nod my head in agreement. Placing one last peck on his lips, Ian gets up from the bed and pulls me up with him. I saunter my naked body across the room straight into our bathroom to take a cool shower.

It's now Monday morning and I'm downstairs in the kitchen making some breakfast for me and Ian before he has to go to work. It's just shy of 7:30 in the morning. I have a couple hours until my doctor's appointment and Ian has to leave just before me to head to set.

Brea is in the kitchen with me safely in her play pin where I can watch her and she can see me as I move about the kitchen so she is happy and content. Ian is still fast asleep upstairs in our bed. I have no idea how I managed to slip out of his arm without him stirring. I am dressed in one of Ian's plain white button up shirts which my black panties can be seen through the thin fabric. I only have the middle two buttons fastened making the shirt extra loose and flowing as I saunter around the kitchen.

I wind up making us breakfast burritos with bacon on the side. As I am flipping the bacon in the pan I hear Ian entering the kitchen.

"Good morning, Luce. Mmm this smells delicious." Ian walks up behind me to wrap his arms around my body. I melt back against him and lean my body into his.

I crane my neck around to peck his lips with a good morning kiss. "Morning, babe. Thank you. Our burritos are in the microwave to keep warm while I finished up the bacon."

"Iannnnn. I'm cooking." I moan when his head nuzzles in my neck for his mouth to assault my skin.

His right hand leaves my body for a moment to blindly reach forward where he turns the knob to off cutting off the open flame of the gas stove and pushes the skillet to the back burner away from the heat.

"Now you're not. I missed you when I woke up. I went to pull you closer to my chest and you weren't there. I didn't get to smell your hair or feel your body snuggled into mine."

I bite my lip and drop my head back onto his shoulder as his hands glide across my body and his mouth continues assaulting my neck.

"Yesterday was fun. I can't wait until I finish this movie so I can spend more time lying in bed with you curled into my side. I also can't wait until I'll be free to spend more time with Brea."

Mmmm my mind drifts back to yesterday's events. Now that was fun. All our focus has been on Brea, as it should, but it's nice when we find time during her naps to have some time to spend together. We have fallen into a decent routine over these last few weeks. Ian works long hours, I spend the day with Brea playing in the house or running errands or even going for nice walks, and then whenever Ian has a break between scenes we swing by to see him. Even though I like our routine and it is comfortable, I love it when Ian surprises me and does something special for me even if it is tying me to our bed and teasing me in a deliciously naughty way.

My mind snaps back to the present when I feel Ian's hand gliding under my panties smoothly. I didn't hear a word he said but at the moment I don't care. Oh that feels good. I really hope Dr. Watson clears me today because I can't wait any longer to make love with Ian.

I feel my breath catch in my throat the moment his right pointer finger rubs across my clit. My right hand knots in his hair whereas my left hand clutches his hand that has snuck into the opening of the shirt at the top and begun massaging my breast. My breathing quickens when his fingers run through my folds then proceed to trace up and down rhythmically.

"Ian," I moan breathlessly. His finger continues to flick my clit and toy with me even going as far as tracing circles around my core. I quiver in his arms desperate for more. "Ian please, just do it. I'm sure it's fine." What I would give for him to thrust his fingers in me right now. Something. Anything.

However Ian retreats from me, he pulls both of his hands away from my body and steps away from his place behind me. Ian opens the microwave to grab our breakfast and then put some of the basically already finished bacon on both plates. I stare at him in complete shock at his absurd behavior. After sitting the plates down he gets us both something to drink and silverware.

"Ian?" I turn to face him with my right hand on my hip and my left hand on the counter.

"Hmmm?" Ian turns his head over his shoulder glancing at me.

"What the hell was that? Why'd you just stop?" I demand furiously. I know we've been teasing each other all week but he can't work me up like this then abruptly stop.

"Because as much as you want me to take that a step farther, I am not going to do so until you are cleared for it. I am not taking the chance of hurting you in any way." Ian explains calmly. He pulls out my chair for me at the table and indicates for me to come join him.

"So you just stopped!"

Ian sighs knowing once I'm worked up there is no way to get through to me, especially when my stubborn side breaks through. Ian gets up from the table to rejoin me in the kitchen. He cadges me against the counter with his arms on either side of my body.

"Yes I stopped because you wanted more and I can't do that until I hear from Dr. Watson you have been fully cleared. If I had kept touching you, you would have tempted me into giving you what you want and we both know it's impossible for me to say no to you."

I bow my head and bite my lip fully understanding what he's saying. I know I'm over reacting but I still don't want to accept it. Reluctantly I nod my head, still starring at his chest. "You're right, I know. I'm sorry. I just really want to make love with you and I guess in the back of my mind I knew if I got you to do that with your hand then you'd be more open to us going upstairs and making love before you have to leave for work."

Ian runs his finger under my chin to lift my face up to look him in the eye. "Trust me Luc, I know the feeling. As soon as you are cleared I plan to make love to you all night long up until Brea wakes up and is hungry." We both laugh softly. I stand up on my tippy toes to press a kiss to his lips.

"Come on, let's eat. The food smells delicious." Ian loops his arm around my waist to pull me into his chest. He presses a kiss to the top of my head before leading me towards the table. Ian picks up Brea on the way and sits with her in his lap while we both enjoy our breakfast.

After eating we both work together to clean up the little bit of mess in the kitchen I hadn't finished cleaning prior to Ian coming downstairs. We both keep an eye on Brea in our room as we dress for the day and get ready for the day's events.

We kiss each other goodbye and Ian says goodbye to Brea before heading out just before me. All I need to do is dress Brea and let the dogs back in the house then we'll be set to leave as well.

Sitting in the doctor's office I wait patiently for Dr. Watson to come in. Brea is in her car seat next to me looking up at me with her goose in her hand. I continue to playfully talk to her and play with her from my place on the table. She is in love with the little goose Ian got her, she never lets go of it. Whenever we are out and about I keep it tucked under her blanket to ensure it doesn't fall out or get kicked out when she is goofing around in her car seat.

A gentle knock on the door brings my attention towards the door. "Good morning Lucy, how are you?" Dr. Watson asks.

"I'm doing well, how are you?"

"I'm great. Oh Brea is getting so big already!" She gushes upon entering the room further to see Brea.

"Oh yeah. She is growing so much every day. I just want her to stay this tiny forever."

We continue to chit chat for a couple more minutes while she gets ready. She takes a seat on her chair and looks up at me.

"Aright, are you ready?"

I nod my head in conformation then lie back on the table. This is always incredibly awkward no matter how many times I am in this situation I don't think I'll ever grow comfortable with having another person, other than Ian, look at this part of me.

"Everything looks great, Lucy. You are completely cleared." She announces a few minutes later.

We discuss a couple things for a couple minutes before I change back into my clothes and get ready to leave.

"Alright Brea, let's go shopping."

I get Brea's car seat fastened into the backseat of my car and toss my purse in the passenger seat. Climbing in the driver's seat I dig my phone out of my purse to text Ian.

All cleared. I'll see you tonight ;) xoxo

I know Ian is going to be busy filming all day since nearly every scene they are blocking today he is in. I place my phone in the cup holder and turn my car on. I'm in the mood to go shopping for clothes today before going grocery shopping.

I am more than excited for tonight. Hopefully Ian isn't stuck on set too late.

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