Chapter 6 is here!

To my reviews, thank you for letting me know about an error of mine. I get mixed up with names now and then, so thanks for putting that out! I really appreciate it! Any error that is to be mentioned will always be edited as soon as possible, that's how I operate. :)

And also there has been a sort-of request that I add some detail to characters emotions. I will most certainly do!

Warning! THIS CHAPTER IS RATED M as it will contain some slight 'stuff' in here, so read at your own risk.

Enjoy nonetheless!

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It was late at night. Megan and Conner were sitting together on the former's apartment couch. Megan was talking on the phone with Dick since he called, but Conner sat there in solitude.

"So are you and Conner coming next week?" Dick asked Megan on the phone. He was referring to their cruise ship on Valentine's Day weekend that he booked for all of them. On the other side, Dick lying down on his bed, trying to suppress a moan as Barbara sucked him off.

"Of course we are," she replied, but there was some uncertainty in her voice. She looked at Conner, watching him just stare blankly forward. She was very concerned about him again. He and Wendy would be getting married that coming weekend on Valentine's Day.

"Great! Urgh," Dick groaned as Barbara bobbed her head up and down. Megan could've sworn she heard Barbara's' muffled moans, "Hey… about… you and Conner… oh God!"

Megan couldn't help but blush, "Yeah?"

"Are you two… ugh… back together or something?"

"No. Why?"

"Well… all of us think… maybe you should break off your agreement."

Artemis told you didn't she? "Dick… I don't want to talk about it. It's personal and you know that." Megan said sadly. She wanted Conner so badly, but he was not himself again.

She heard him sigh and groan. She figured Barbara was doing a good job.

"Okay then! Sorry to invade your privacy… see you next week!" Dick hung up quickly. Megan assumed he was already letting go.

"Wow," Megan couldn't help but laugh as she set her phone down. She resumed watching Conner in his quiet form. She knew Wendy and their wedding was on his mind. Trying to take his mind off it, she spoke up, "Did you hear Barbara and Dick?"

Conner was easily shaken from his trance. "What?"

"Barbara was giving good old Dick Grayson… a blowjob," Megan smirked.

"Really?" Conner was intrigued already.

That did the trick. Good job, Megan.

"Yup."

Conner snickered. "I guess it's not a big deal. They love each other so… yeah." His snicker disappeared, thinking about his meant to be wedding day the coming weekend. He missed her a lot. He loved her, she loved him. Her parents loved him and his parents loved her. It seemed like they were meant to be. Now it wasn't going to happen. She was gone and it was hard for him to move on completely.

Guess that didn't work. Megan frowned. She had to think of something before it was too late. The last things she wanted was either to wake up and find out Conner left her apartment or jumped out the window to commit suicide. She pictured it and it made her sick to the stomach. She moved over to him and put her head on his shoulder and wrapped her arms and legs around him, cuddling him. Conner wanted her to let go, but he knew she was trying to help him, so he stopped. Without anything else to do besides letting Megan cuddle him, he put his arm around her and gently pushed her close to him.

"Are you going on the cruise with us?" She asked, hoping he would say yes.

"No."

Her mood quickly collapsed. Now she was just as depressed as he is. She felt as if someone with a giant knife stabbed her heart and ripped it out of her chest.

"Oh… okay then." She replied softly. She didn't move a muscle, she wanted to hold him before the cruise next week, "I'll tell Dick to cancel you out?"

"Do that later. This feels nice." He was referring to them holding each other close. He looked at her and gave a weak smile as he noticed her feeling down, "You okay?"

"Hmm?" She saw his weak smile. It wasn't much, but it made her feel more lightened.

"You look depressed. Did I say something?"

Yeah, you did! You said 'no' about going on the cruise. What else? She said in her mind, upset and angry yet showed no hints of it, "Nothing. Just really wish you could come with us to the trip."

"Yeah, well… I'm just… tired from traveling I guess."

"At least you're being honest." She moved her hands under his shirt, wanting to feel his abs. She couldn't take it anymore. Dick was right in her opinion. It would be better if they could break off their agreement.

A yawn then escaped her mouth, she was falling asleep.

Conner stood up and carried her, "I'm taking you to your room."

"Okay." She nodded as she closed her eyes.

Conner chuckled, arms around her legs and waist. He took her to the bed and laid her down on the mattress. She had been sleeping in her room ever since Conner said he was fine. Though, she missed the times she'd sleep with him and hold him tight.

"You know something, Conner?" She spoke, her eyes still closed.

"Hmmm?" He hummed gently.

"You're a great boyfriend." She murmured, raising her right arm in an attempt to caress his face, as he sat down next to her.

"You know we're not boyfriend and girlfriend remember? We agreed to that."

"I know. But I'm just saying it as a young woman who knows you, nothing else." That was a lie.

"Thank you." He noticed a small thread of her hair was covering her left eye. He tenderly moved it with his thumb so he could see her face clearly. Megan felt her heart skip a beat. She felt the urge to spring onto him and attack him with kisses, "Gets some rest."

Just as he was about to leave her bedroom, Megan spoke, "Are you sure you're going on that cruise?"

He stopped to think about it. Should he go? He'd most definitely have fun again, especially with Megan, "My leave of absence is almost over. I've made my decision."

"Okay."

Once he left the room and closed the door, Megan felt lonely without his presence. As she drifted to sleep, she whispered something she wished Conner could've heard.

"I love you."

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"It's a shame Conner can't join us." Kalvin frowned as the group boarded the ocean liner with their luggage.

"I know. It's different without him." Dick also expressed his displeasure that his best friend wasn't with them.

"Come on, we can still all have a good time," Artemis tried to reassure them, "Right Megan?"

Megan wasn't paying attention, she was looking back at the New York skyline, wondering if Conner was fine by himself.

Wally whispered to his girlfriend's left ear, "She's on a low right now. Let's leave her alone during this trip?"

Artemis frowned, so did Barbara who sadly shrugged and sighed before walking into the ocean liner with Dick and Calvin. It was different without him because he'd make her smile. But he wasn't there, so she didn't smile. Conner was on her mind. It was meant to be his wedding day coming up - a few days before Valentine's Day. She pictured the two of them on this ship, holding hands, looking out into the tropical waters as friends who look out for each other.

"Megan?" The blonde showed her concern.

She snapped out of her thoughts, "Huh?"

"Come on, we gotta board." She said as Wally walked in, carrying both his and her luggage.

She nodded and followed, "See you soon, Conner."

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That night, she was lying down on the bed of her room. It felt different, cuddling a pillow instead of Conner. She barely spoke to anyone the whole day. She still thought of Conner. In fact, that was all she thought and cared about.

Valentine's was coming soon. She knew that it wasn't just the time Conner would be married if it weren't for Wendy passing away, but it was the day she cheated on him with Logan. Luckily he wore protection. If not, she would've gone to a hospital and aborted his child.

She wished she was drunk that day, Conner would've been more forgivable. But she wasn't. She was clean from any alcohol but gave into the temptation. It was also the day she lost her virginity, and it wasn't taken by him. It made her betrayal more heart-wrenching since she actually wanted him to take it from her until she was ready for it.

She remembered those days.

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FLASHBACK (FIVE YEARS AGO):

"FUCK!" She screamed as Logan pumped into her, her long hair all over her face. They were both naked on Conner's bed, in his apartment. They way he went in and out of her pussy felt so good, she couldn't resist it.

"You like that?"

"Ugh! FUCK!" She couldn't speak. She was in ecstasy. His cock was throbbing.

Logan snickered, "I'll take that as a yes."

They went on for hours. They both thought it was never going to stop. It did, however, stop. But not in a good way, not for Megan. Conner walked in on them, as he heard moans and screams come from his bedroom. It was the last thing he wanted to hear or see. His girlfriend. His beautiful girlfriend, after three years of being together with no sex yet, who he loved ever so much, having sex with someone else. Out of all people, it was his rival that he hated since high school, Logan.

Megan's eyes widened and tears began to flow, "Conner… I can explain."

"There's nothing for you explain." His voice was dark. Megan winced and closed her eyes. She could feel the pain in his voice, "I know exactly what's going on here."

Logan pulled out of her and lied back down as if it were nothing, his hands behind his head. Megan covered her naked body with the blankets as she started to cry. She backstabbed him, "Conner… I… "

"I'm gonna go out for a drink. And when I come back I don't want to see the two of you here." That was all he said. He stormed out of his bedroom, slamming the door behind it.

Megan looked at the door that had been slammed. She fucked up.

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(TWO DAYS LATER)

"Conner, please! I love you!" Megan pleaded, tears pouring down her eyes like a waterfall. She fucked up big time. The worst part was, she couldn't take it back. She was following Conner through a rainy day.

He grunted and kept walking away from her. He turned his head back slightly, "Stay the fuck away from me!"

"Please! Don't leave me!"

"You brought this on yourself!" Conner was fuming, but he was crying as well, "I trusted you, Megan."

"I know…" She was guilty. She knew that she deserved to feel this pain.

"You told me that you wanted me to take your virginity when you were ready! I was patient with you! I would've waited ten years until you were ready! But you go and fuck Logan? In my bed? OUR bed!?"

Megan could only sob. She couldn't talk back to him. How could she?

"I thought you loved me?"

She gave out a raspy gasped, "I do! But…"

"But what? BUT WHAT!?" He raised his voice, scaring her.

"But…"

"But nothing!" He concluded as he continued to move forward, "Don't talk to me, Megan! I don't want to see your fucking face! It's over!"

That felt like a sharp pointed dagger that went straight into her heart and came out the other side. Megan was down on all fours as she watched Conner walk away until he was out of sight.

She sobbed and sobbed… and sobbed. "I'm sorry."

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FAST FORWARD (ONE YEAR LATER)

Megan was lying down on her bed, contemplating her mistakes… and rejecting Logan's phone calls. For one year, she remained hidden from everyone around her, even Garfield, who at one point said she had to move on. But that didn't work. All she wanted was for Conner to come back into her life.

Until one day she gave up and waited for Logan to ring and answer it. That day did come.

"Hey baby, how's it going?"

She felt extremely irritated with that annoying cocky voice of his, "Don't call me 'baby'! I'm not your 'baby'!"

"Come on. You don't have to be so hostile."

"Yes, I fucking do!" Her voice raised higher. She was angry, "My life is in a mess because of you!"

"What did I do?" He acted as if he had no idea what he had done.

"What did you do!? You wrecked MY relationship with my boyfriend!" She screamed at him, hoping it would destroy his eardrum.

"By fucking you so good that day? Admit it, you loved it."

Megan couldn't disagree. The sex was great that day, but she wished it never happened.

"You know what? I will agree that the sex you gave me was good, but you're nothing compared to him." She referred to Conner.

"Why? Because he's such an all-around great guy who respects and loves you?"

"No. He doesn't love nor respect me anymore but he is still that all-around great guy who's worth ten times more compared to a dumbass like you!"

"You think you can insult me like that bitch?" Logan started to get agitated.

"I'm not insulting you, Logan… I'm just describing you." She felt so victorious.

"You fucking bit…"

She hung up and breathed. She didn't care if she was harsh on him because he deserved it. Every single word.

"You did good Megan. You did well." She told her herself.

Then the phone rang again. She looked to see who was calling, thinking it was Logan. It wasn't.

It was Conner.

Her eyes widened, not knowing what to say if she picked up. She answered anyway, "H… hello?"

"Megan?"

Her victory over Logan had quickly passed, "Yeah… uh… how are you?"

"I'm good. You?" He sounded so calm, nowhere near angry. Had he moved on already?

"I'm… okay, I guess."

"Listen… I… want to meet up. Are you available?"

She didn't know what to say. Yes? No? Maybe? Tomorrow?

"We don't have to meet up today. Are you busy?" He spoke as if it felt urgent or something, but Megan couldn't tell.

"Uh… no, I'm not busy. Where are you?"

"I'm in Starbucks on 145th Street, you don't live far right?"

"No. I'll meet you there."

"Okay. See you then." Then he hung up.

Megan quickly sprung out of her bed and changed into any clothes she could find. She wore blue jeans, a pink t-shirt and a gray jacket over it. Walking out of her room, Garfield spotted her.

"Hey, sis! Where are you goin'?" He was lying down on the sofa, just chilling.

"I'm going to meet Conner, I'll see you later."

"Conner? Cool! You guys getting back together?"

She stopped, "I don't think so."

"Oh well. Glad to see you out of your room. Finally!"

Megan smiled as she opened the main door. She was just glad she was able to see Conner again after a year of isolating herself from everyone.

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She didn't know what to feel. She was seeing Conner again. It was like an impossible dream had come true. To her, it brought a whole new meaning to always expecting the unexpected.

Once she entered the Starbucks, she recognized him already. Handsome, tall, black hair, strong build and a cute baby face from his father.

When he turned to look at her, he smiled. She didn't expect that to happen. She smiled back as Conner stood up to give her a hug. She didn't expect that to happen either but she gladly accepted. There was so much closure in his arms. She felt safe and secure, protected from any harm.

"Hi, Megan."

"Hi, Conner."

They let go of each other and Conner had a surprised look on his face, Megan's hair was short, "You cut your hair."

"Yup." She replied as they both sat down opposite each other.

"I like it," Conner complemented her new appearance, "Although, I'm gonna miss your old hair. I loved it when it was long."

"Thanks." She felt awkward around him. After ten seconds of looking at each other, Conner spoke up.

"I missed you, Megan."

A small tear dropped from her eye, soon more were to follow, "I missed you too."

Conner couldn't help but feel guilty as well. He was the victim that day, but he knew his words hurt her too, "Megan I'm… I'm sorry."

"What's there to be sorry about?"

"For not apologizing sooner."

"Apologizing? Conner, there's nothing for you to apologize for. I screwed up. I ruined our relationship." She looked away from him, feeling even more guilty.

"But we can fix it."

She looked up at him with a confused face.

"We can still be friends," he offered her, "Whenever one of us is down, we take care of each other, just you and me."

This proposal wasn't a bad idea. They didn't necessarily have to be girlfriend and boyfriend, they could just go back to the way things were back in their early stages of high school. Megan liked the sound of that.

Megan smiled, another tear came down, "As long as you're in my life Conner, that's fine by me."

He smiled back and extended his hand to hers, "Best friends and never again?"

She looked at his hand and extended hers without any hesitation, "Best friends and never again."

They shook their hands and hugged each other after they stood up.

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BACK TO PRESENT (ON CRUISE SHIP)

Megan cried on the bed. She wished she could take everything back and cursed herself for everything that had happened. She still loved Conner and there was no denying it. If he was there with her, she would let him hold her body tight and cuddle each other in bed. She would let him kiss her everywhere, even her most delicate parts. She would have let him fuck her hard until she passed out as revenge. That was unless he thought the same way.

She was half naked in bed, no bra but she wore black boyshorts; the sexiest piece of lingerie on Earth as Artemis puts it.

Megan was so horny. She remembered that she brought her MacBook with her. In it, was mainly movies she had downloaded from the internet, but the majority of the videos she downloaded… were mainly porn.

That was the only thing she watched for the past four years instead dating guys or having sex with them.

Choosing one of the many videos, it showed a single woman getting pummeled by her ex-boyfriend, something Megan wished she was having right now. She inserted her fingers into her mouth, moaning as she thought of Conner's cock being slowly shoved into her mouth. She rolled her eyes and gagged at the fantasy.

Megan ran her fingers slowly all the way down to her clit area. As she removed her boyshorts, she sucked her fingers once more before rubbing her wet pussy. She hissed at the sensation of pleasure as she thought of Conner licking her clit, "Fuck yes. Conner, right there."

She moaned louder and louder as the movements of her fingers became faster and faster. Her pussy was tight; it had been five years since she last had a cock up in it.

Fuck this stupid agreement!

She was desperate. Desperately in need for him. She dug her fingers inside her clit, making her squeal a bit, "Fuck!"

She felt that she was multi-tasking, fingering herself while she massaged her breasts with her other hand. They were a nice firm d-cup she was glad to have. No need for plastic surgery to catch Conner's attention.

Her panting increased rapidly. She pushed her fingers in more, picturing Conner slamming into her. She gasped in pure bliss.

"FUCK! YES! CONNER, FUCK ME! UGH!" She groaned and cried with tears in her eyes. She never had sex with Conner, so she could only imagine what it would feel like.

She didn't care anymore. She didn't care about Wendy and Conner's relationship anymore. She reminded herself that Wendy was gone, so everything she used to do with Conner was over and done with.

She figured that Conner had lost his virginity to Wendy, so it made them even because it hurt her too when she found out about it.

"Conner! Please! More! Oh, fuck!" She was begging, as she thought of him pumping. She then felt her body tingling, she was close.

"Conner… I'm gonna cum!" She covered her mouth to suppress her loud moans as her body arched and legs twitched once she ejaculated, "FUCCKKK!"

She squirted all over the bed sheets, still rubbing herself. She brought her fingers near to her, looking at her white juices and licked them.

Her panting decreased as she relaxed from all the enjoyment she put on herself. Too bad it was only her. She exited the porn video before closing her laptop.

"I want you here with me. Why didn't you come?"

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And that's it for today! This is probably going to be the longest chapter I have produced for this story. There were mixed emotions writing this chapter because now we're getting some backstory.

I should say, based on what you guys have just read, that it's going to get more erotic in the upcoming chapters. These little sexual moments are not lemons. Just snippets on what is to come in the future.

Please review and let me know if there are still some errors in this chapter (I have double checked but I need to be sure with the help of you guys).

Have a great day/night!