Chapter 13
Clary was startled awake only a few short hours later, she heard Jace screaming her name. She was about to get out of bed when he busted into the room.
"Clary what the hell?" He asked looking back and forth from Clary back to Simon who was also sitting up now having been woken up by Jace's screams.
"Sorry I couldn't sleep." She mumbled not sure how to tell him that she felt more comfortable sleeping with Simon right now then Jace. Simon had dark features, while Jace was blond and lean and his body shape was similar to Jonathan's and she couldn't handle that right now.
"I am sorry okay I am gonna take a shower." Clary said getting out of bed, being careful to hide her scars as she exited the room. Jace had apparently woken up everyone as she stumbled out of the room she ran into Isabelle and Alec.
"Everything okay?" They both asked looking a little alarmed.
"Yeah its fine sorry, I fell asleep with Simon in the other room and Jace panicked when he woke up and I was gone." Isabelle looked at Clary a little oddly but she didn't say anything and let the other girl pass into the bathroom.
"I'll try and find you some clothes." Isabelle called after her, which she was grateful she only just remembered she was still wearing some of Jonathan's clothes. She entered the bath stripping the clothing off as quickly as she could like it was burning her. She kicked them to the side and turned the shower up to the hottest it could go; she stepped in letting the water run down her body. She tried to keep her mind closed and not think about what happened to her, but as she scrubbed her loofa over her stomach were Jonathan stabbed her she couldn't help remembering the pain. She rubbed over her shoulder and her leg; it almost hurt from the memory. There were no scars left over, she almost wished there was so the pain she remembered seemed more real. She looked at the scars on her wrists and cringed, Jace was going to be so upset when he found out what she did. She was angry at herself for giving up so easy. It hadn't been that long she should have had more faith that her friends would find her and save her. She felt very weak that she was broken in a very short amount of time. She swore that would never happen again, she would never be so weak and she would never let Jonathan rape her again. She felt power run threw her veins at the thought of killing Jonathan, Jace wanted the privilege but Clary knew she was the one that had to do it. Clary was startled out of her thoughts by a knocked at the door.
"I got some clothes for you." She heard Isabelle say before she entered and placed the clothes on the closed toilet seat.
"I also brought you a towel." Clary smiled thankful that Isabelle thought to get her all that stuff.
"It's some of Magnus's clothes so it will be a little long on you but we'll go to the institute later and you can change there." Isabelle paused and Clary could tell she wanted to say something else.
"Alec and I think we should tell our mom and the Clave what happened, maybe they could help. You should tell your mom to." Isabelle said slowly, almost knowing how Clary was going to react.
"No way Isabelle, were not telling anyone we can handle this on our own!" Clary almost screamed, thinking about telling her mom what her own son did would kill her. Clary would never tell her, as long as she could help it. And the Clave couldn't help, they never could Clary didn't trust them and would rather just handle things herself.
"Okay clam down finish your shower and we can't talk about it, okay." Isabelle said threw the curtain before opening the door and leaving her alone again. She didn't have time for a full scale break down, so she quietly sobbed to herself for a few minutes before washing her hair, and her body one more time for good measure before stepping out. Isabelle had brought her a pair of Magnus's sweat pants, and a t-shirt she was disappointed it was short sleeve. After dressing she gingerly took the old clothes and threw them into the trash in the kitchen. She never wanted to see them again; she slowly walked into the living room keeping her arms folded tight to her chest. Alec, Isabelle, Simon and Jace were all talking in whispers.
"Where's Magnus?" Clary asked before walking into the room fully. Jace stood from his seat on the couch to let her sit down.
"He's still sleeping; he used a lot of his energy yesterday he will most likely sleep for a while." Alec said from his spot on the floor. Clary was now sitting on the couch with Isabelle, Jace and Alec were sitting on the floor by the couch and Simon had brought the one kitchen chair into the living room and was sitting on that.
"I don't want to tell anyone else what happened guys." Clary started looking at the floor trying to avoid eye contact.
"But Clary we have to, things are getting out of hand. The only reason we didn't tell anyone before was because everything was happening so fast and we didn't have time. We can't let Jonathan get you again, or hurt one of us. One of his men almost killed Alec in case you didn't know." Isabelle laid it all out and Alec sat nodding in agreement. Jace looked like he wasn't sure and Simon looked annoyed, he would always be on her side no matter what.
"I can't, please Isabelle I don't want anyone to know this would kill my mother we can handle it." Clary said forcefully starting to get a little angry.
"I swear I will kill Jonathan and I won't let anyone else get hurt even if I have to do it myself." She said bluntly and everyone looked a little shocked.
"Relax Clary you don't have to do this by yourself, we'll help you. We just think this is over our heads and the Clave could help us get him." Alec said this time not wanting Isabelle to be the only one getting Clary's anger when it was both of their ideas to tell the Clave. Clary looked at Jace; he hadn't said anything since she walked into the room.
"What do you think?" She asked wanting his honest answer.
"I don't know Clary I almost lost you for a second there; I can't lose you again and let you get hurt like that again." Jace said with pleading eyes, Clary had to look away before she burst into tears
"Clary I'll do whatever it is you want." Simon said next and she saw Isabelle glare at him for not being on their side.
"Don't look at me like that Isabelle; she's been through so much I am not going to make her do anything she doesn't want to… I am not going to be like Jonathan." Everyone was shocked into silence, his words cutting the air like a knife.
"Fine we'll give it a few days and see what happens, but I will tell the Clave if I have to." Isabelle finally spit out sounding a little angry.
"Alec ordered pizza while you were in the shower, it should be here soon. I don't know if you're hungry but the rest of us sure are." Jace said trying to change the subject since the tension in the room was killing him. Clary nodded, she realized she was a little hungry; she barely ate anything before Jonathan took her and he didn't feed her at all while she was with him. She couldn't remember the last time she ate properly.
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Jonathan was sitting at his desk trying to figure out the perfect plan to trap Jace. He had showered and some of his other servants had cleaned up the mess and dead bodies. He was more under control again and he didn't feel like he was going to kill everything in sight. He ran a hand threw his wet hair and looked across the table at Patrick, he had also cleaned up but you could still see some bruises on his face and arms. Jonathan narrowed his eyes and looked at the red haired man.
"Why didn't you even try and stop Bane?" Jonathan hissed out, he had seen the other man run into the room only to back out and not be see again until Jonathan summoned him.
"I-I am sorry master." Was all Patrick could say, he slumped his head and looked at the ground.
"I am not done punishing your for that, but right now I need your help getting Jace. If I take Jace Clary will come and get him. Then I can kill Jace and finally have Clary to myself." Patrick looked like he wanted to say something but he thought against it and kept his mouth shut.
"Do you already have something in mind sir?" Patrick asked Jonathan, he was feeling like this obsession over one Clary Fray was getting a little ridiculous.
"Something simple, Jace isn't a bright guy so I am sure he'll come to me if I just call and tell him to." Jonathan smirked cockily as he picked up his phone.
"If I just tell him I'll leave Clary alone if he just comes and meets me, then I'll take him out and bring him back here and just wait for Clary to come to me." Jonathan paused and looked at Patrick long and hard.
"I need you to just do one thing for me, you need to cause some kind of distraction to get the others away so they will be distracted long enough for Jace to come to me, then for Clary to come and try to save him alone." Jonathan was deathly serious.
"If you can't do this for my Patrick then I think I am going to need to find myself another warlock." Jonathan said then stood to leave the room.
"You have about an hour before I call Jace, I can convince him to come alone I am sure but after I have him you need to have your plan in motion you hear me?" Jonathan chirped at Patrick and the other man nodded.
"Good get to work." Jonathan commanded as he left the warlock alone in his office. Patrick gulped and punched the desk in front of him. He wasn't thinking when he walked out of the room, Magnus had been an old friend before he had his accident and everyone hated him. They had been very close and then Magnus just left Patrick alone to deal with everything. Now here he was on the darker side of things, he had always been a good guy up until his accident. He sighed and started trying to form a plan, Jonathan was his master now and he knew the man could kill him and he wasn't ready to die just yet not for Magnus nor for some stupid little girl he could care less about.
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The pizza had come and everyone had eaten there share; saving a few slices for Magnus for when he finally decided wake up. Clary had barely managed one but she was proud of herself for that, no one pressed her to eat anymore then she wanted. Everyone felt a little awkward and didn't know how to handle Clary and what happened to her. Anytime someone accidently touched her she flinched, soon everyone was sitting on the floor and she was left alone on the couch because they didn't want to accidently touch her. Carly felt like a leaper as the group watched something on TV. So far Clary had avoided anyone seeing her wrists but she was getting more worried about it as the day went on, she just wanted some of her own clothes.
"Do you think we can go to the institute or something I would feel a lot more comfortable in some of my own clothes?" Clary finally said during a middle of a rerun of Doctor Who. Everyone glanced at her and Isabelle sat up a little.
"I can go get some clothes for you; we kinda want you to stay here until Magnus wakes up." Isabelle finally admitted for the reason they haven't left yet.
"I'll go with you Iz I don't want you going alone." Simon said as they both stood up.
"I'll just grab you some jeans a few shirts." Clary felt annoyed she couldn't go herself but decided not to press it.
"Mind grabbing me some long sleeves and a few sweaters?" She asked hoping she didn't sound too odd. Isabelle nodded and the two of them left. Jace and Alec started watching the TV again and Clary glanced at the screen, it was one of the first season episodes of Doctor Who and Rose Tyler was trying to help the dalek before she knew what it was. Clary watched a little, only because the ninth Doctor was her favorite. She was getting a little bored and her mind kept jumping back to some of the things Jonathan had done to her. She felt guilty as she remembered the few times he had made her climax and how wonderful it had felt, she wished Jace had been the one to make her feel that way not Jonathan. Simon and Isabelle had been gone for almost an hour when Jace got a phone call he picked it up and walked into the other room, saying it was important. Alec shrugged at her, she was about to get up and follow Jace when Alec's phone rang.
"Hey what's taking you guys so long?" Alec said into the phone, she guessed it was Isabelle calling him.
"Wait what?" He yelled into the phone before getting off the floor and started looking for his shoe.
"Okay shit I'll be right there." Alec started stumbling around as he was throwing his shoes on.
"Apparently there is a massive demon out break going on in the subway car that Isabelle and Simon were on coming back here. They need my help, tell Jace to stay here and keep an eye on you in case it's a trap, we'll be back soon." Alec rushed out of the room without another word, Clary sat there dumb founded for a minute before heading into the room Jace went into looking for him tell him what happened. Jace wasn't in the room, she looked through the whole house but she couldn't find him. She had even crept into Magnus's room and he wasn't there. Clary stood there nervous for a second, what was happening?
AN- Boring I know sorry it's kind of a set up chapter. I also hope you guys enjoyed my one-shot maybe more if I feel like it. I know I said I was gonna write a nice high school drama fic for poor Clary but I randomly thought of that. Even if I write more for forever changed it won't be super long like this will be. So I might write that other fic I am talking about, just a little later. So if you guys like Always mine you check out my other story, Forever changed its just as naughty as this but with some Jace added in ;) until Monday my lovely's!