After Christmas Break is over, you just want the snow to melt away, and new life to spring up. But nature doesn't listen to your wants, until around mid-March, so you're left with an uncomfortable chilled feeling, and the gross, lingering snow.
I felt like I had turned into a robot or something of the like, who followed some set routine or schedule without leaving it. I talked to no one, and didn't do anything but schoolwork. Elsa and a couple members of her group tried to harass me a couple times, but I just walked away. I mean...what else could I do? What else was there to do?
I was at a complete loss.
So I just continued on living, as though Elsa didn't exist, and as though we had no past.
But I wasn't really living then, was I? After all, you can't live with part of your heart missing.