A/N: I want to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart for being so patient with me on this story. You guys are truly the best.
"Ms. Cabot please remember that you are under oath." The judge said as Alex took a seat in the witness box.
"Yes your honor."
"Is the prosecution ready to proceed?"
"We are your honor."
"Very well you may begin."
"Thank you" Abbie said before turning to face Alex "Ms. Cabot was this the only time you were raped by the defendant?"
"NO it wasn't."
"So this was a repeat event?"
"Yes it was."
"How often?"
"After the initial time and she was sure I didn't report it she began to rape me weekly. Most of the times on the weekends but there were times it would occur during the week."
"Did you ever ask her why she only raped you on the weekends?"
"I did."
"What did she say?"
"She said it was because she couldn't have me drawing attention to myself during the work week so she could only rape me on Fridays and Saturdays giving me Sundays to heal."
"Objection your honor" The defense attorney said jumping to his feet "Hearsay."
"Sustained the jury will strike that last remark."
"Will you please describe for the jury what the defendant would do when she would attack you."
"She would" Alex started to say as she turned to face the jury after locking eyes with Olivia for a moment "She would always tie me to the bed both my feet and hands. Once I was tied she would take her time in raping me over and over again."
"Can you please describe for the jury how Ms. Johnson raped you."
"She would use her fingers, sometimes a strap on, and there was a few times that she would use whatever was nearby."
"Did she seem to enjoy it?'
"She would always laugh and smile as she raped me."
"Besides raping you were there other instances of her humiliating you?"
"There was."
"Alex I know this is difficult for you." Abbie almost whispered as she closed the gap between them and laid a hand on Alex's "Can you please tell the court how Jessica Johnson humiliated you?"
Alex felt the tears and for the first time in a long time a flashback coming on. She looked around the courtroom in a panicked manner until Olivia caught her attention. She sat in the witness chair staring into Olivia's chocolate brown orbs as if she was taking every bit of strength and courage that she had until she knew she could continue.
"I was tied to a chair in our bedroom and forced to watch her have sex with another woman."
"How long did this continue?"
"All night."
"When the woman left what happened?"
"I was untied and told to show her what I had learned. I apparently made a wrong move and she struck me."
"Did she say anything to you at that time?"
"She did."
"What was it?"
"The only thing I was good for was a hard fuck. That was why she could only have sex with me with a strap on and preceded to rape me."
"Did she rape you with the strap on that day?"
"She did. I begged her to stop and she just laughed at me as she pushed into me over and over again."
"Why did she laugh."
"She said because a slut like me should be able to take it for hours and I would have to pay for it later."
"When was later?"
"Almost two weeks later."
"Was there a reason why it was so long before she raped you again?"
"She had found a new woman to date and would bring her home on a regular basis."
"Was this the same woman that she forced you to watch her with?"
"It was."
"Did you ever say anything to Ms. Johnson about this?"
"I did."
"Would you please tell the court what you said?"
"After coming home one day and hearing how great she was in bed I informed her that if she liked having her so much she should go move in with her so she could fuck her daily."
"What happened when you told her that?
"She knocked me into the wall and told me that sluts like me got fucked real women like her got made love to. Then she forced me over the arm of the couch and demonstrated the difference for me."
"Alex I know this is difficult for you would you like to take a ten minute recess?" Abbie asked.
Alex looked over at Jessica and could see the smug look of happiness on her face. Yes there was nothing more she wanted than to take a break and drop everything just so she wouldn't have to tell everybody more humiliation she had endured. But upon seeing the look on her face she decided right then and there that she had one enough and this was one battle she wasn't winning.
"Thank you but no thank you I can continue." Alex said almost laughing out loud seeing the look of shock cross Jessica's face.
"What was other ways that the defendant humiliated you?"
"After raping me she really enjoyed having me orally service her while she was still wearing the strap-on."
"To be clear for the court She forced you to perform oral sex?"
"Yes."
"Thank you please continue."
"She would force me to the point that I would gag and at one time vomited."
"What happened after you vomited?"
"She forced the strap-on into my mouth and tied it there, told me I had to keep it there until I learned how to take it all without gagging or vomiting."
"Would you still gag?"
"I would."
"What would happen if you gagged?"
"She would push it in deeper and hold it there."
"I know this is embarrassing but did you learn how to control your gagging?"
"I was."
"Objection. Whether Ms. Cabot can deep throat a strap on without gagging or not is irrelevant."
"Her attempts to please the defendant lead to more forms of abuse which includes blow jobs with a strap on since you want to use street lang." Abbie almost growled while spinning to glare at the defense attorney. She knew this was just a tactic to attempt to dirty the victim in the jury's eyes without actually saying or doing anything.
"Over ruled I will allow it."
"But your honor…"
"I've already ruled on the matter have a seat."
"When you learned how to control your gag reflex what happened?"
"She would rape me with a strap on and then force it into my mouth tying it in place. Once she was sure it was secured she would pull out a larger strap on and began to rape me all over again. The pain I felt was immense and would cause me to scream which caused me to gag at the strap on that was tied to my face.
"During this did the defendant say anything to you?"
"She did.'
"What was it?'
"I looked just like the slut I was with both holes filed." Alex said looking away afraid to chance a look at Olivia or anyone else for that matter.
"During your time with the defendant, Jessica Johnson, did allow other people to rape you?"
"She did."
"Was this on more than one occasion?"
"It was."
"Will you please describe for the court the first occasion that she brought someone else in to rape you?"
"She had me tied to the bed and I had fallen asleep. When I woke up she was on top of me forcing herself in and out of me."
"She would rape you in your sleep as well?"
"Yes."
"Please continue." Abbie said glancing over her shoulder and seeing the set shoulders of Olivia. She silently hoped and prayed that she would listen to what Alex wanted.
"After she finished and pulled out I realized that someone else was in the room. Jessica told her to take what she wanted."
"Did she?"
"Yes I begged her not to but she just laughed and pushed into me. When she finished and pulled out she leaned down and said thank you."
"What happened after that?"
"I could hear them both downstairs having sex. When they were finished they came up and forced me to clean them both off orally."
"What was another time that she allowed another woman to rape you?"
"It was a couple weeks later with the same woman. They wanted a threesome."
"Alex I understand how difficult this is for you could you please describe this event for the court."
"As always I was tied to the bed and they would take turns on me. While one was raping me the other demanded me to orally pleasure them. After a while they untied me and flipped me over onto all fours. They both really enjoyed that because the harder one would thrust into me would send me forward and make me take all of the strap on of the other." Alex stopped and looked down as tears formed in her eyes "One time I heard Jess say stop. I thought she was going to give me a reprieve but I was wrong. She made sure they both were buried deep in me when she leaned forward and kissed the other woman. She told her that she was so wet and couldn't wait for her to take her."
"Did the other woman say anything?"
"Yeah she agreed with her but said she wanted to get off with me one more time."
"Did she?"
"Yes Jess pulled out and told her that I was all hers. Take what she wanted how she wanted."
"How was that?"
"she grabbed my hair and pulled it so tight I cried out. As she thrust in me she thanked me again because sex with Jessica had never been as good as it had been since they brought me in the equation. As soon as she was done she pulled out and pushed me to the side. She ripped her harness off and they started having sex right next to me."
"You were free did you try to leave?"
"I did but they grabbed me and said it would be worse if I left they weren't done with me and I knew what worse meant so I stayed."
"What happened after they were finished?"
"I had to clean Jess off and then the other woman jumped on my face and forced me to clean her off as well. After that it was back to me."
"How long did it last?"
"All night except for small breaks here and there."
"Why the breaks?"
"They were focused on each other."
"Did this happen on more than one occasion?"
"At least once a month."
"How long total did you endure sexual abuse?"
"For close to two years.'
"When and how did it stop?'
"It wasn't long after I started for SVU. The longer I worked there the more I realized that what was happening wasn't my fault. Finally one night I saw some of the detectives out and told her if she didn't stop I would tell them."
"What was her response?'
"She laughed and said she would kill them."
"I told her maybe so but once she did that she would have over thirty five thousand officers out for blood and that never ended well."
"Did she?"
"Actually she did. I came from work one day and she was gone."
"But the terror didn't stop there?"
"No she started stalking me and leaving me threatening letters. She would show up places I was having business dinners at and just stare at me."
"Did she ever stop stalking you?"
"Not until she was shot and arrested in my apartment no."
"Thank you Ms. Cabot I have no more questions." Abbie said as she walked back to her table.