Touch My Heart - Chapter 24

A/N: Good Evening everyone! I know that I said that this chapter was only Alex/Chad. Well, we have a little surprise. We also have Sonny's point of view for his first time! Yay! Here is Touch My Heart Chapter 24 by Roxy, Amber, and Jen! Love you Angels! - Roxy

(Sonny's POV)

I stuffed my hands in my pocket and bit my lip, "Will?"

Will looked at me with love and happiness visible in them, "Yes, my love?"

I was suddenly scared to say what I wanted to say but I knew that I would regret it if I didn't, "I think I want to try some of that other stuff with you...tonight." As soon as I said what I wanted to say I dropped my eyes to the ground; waiting for his response.

He didn't say anything for a while but finally he spoke, "But Sonny..."

I knew what he was going to say but I didn't want to hear it, "Will, you told me that we could go at my own pace, right? Well, I had an amazing night with you, and you make me feel safe. Even in situations that I usually hate to be in. Will, I can do this as long as I'm with you. I trust you. I want to show you, I want us to show each other how much we love each other."

"Wow. I don't know what to say..."

We stared at each other for a while I knew he was thinking about this situation just as much as I was. This was something I never experienced before and I also know that it's something Will hasn't experienced either. Even though Will wasn't experienced didn't meant that I didn't trust him enough to know to how take care of me. I know that he will always take care of me.

I waited patiently for him to get out of his thoughts and into the real world but after a while I felt like he needed a little reminder that I was there. So I stepped forward and took his hands, "Will?"

He face snapped to me and his eye slowly focused on mine, "Yes my love?"

"What were you thinking about? You seemed far away..." I trailed off when I suddenly realized that he could be telling me no. I looked down because I didn't want him to see my disappointment if he did tell me no.

I took a sneak peek at him and saw that he was smiling. He placed my hands around his waist and then placed his hand on either side of my face, "I was remembering when I first met you...and all of our firsts...and how far we've come, Sonny."

My mind started to race, remembering all of what he have gone through together and I was amazed by all of it. My world before Will wasn't complicated at all, I never thought about being with anyone until he showed up, "I never knew..." I trailed off and closed my eyes in wonderment.

"Me either."

"Will, I love you so much sometimes it hurts." And it did hurt, but not anything bad; more like I want to.

"Oh baby! I know!" Will pulled me into a hug and pressed his cheek against mine. I could feel his breath against the back of my neck; causing Goosebumps to form. Will turned his face towards my cheek and brushed his lips against it; giving me a small kiss.

I took that small kiss as a sign that he was ready to move forward also. When I pulled back I looked him in the eyes with much more confidence then I have ever felt before; I was ready to do this. I leaned forward and kissed Will with as much passion as I could muster. Our bodies came together in a heated embrace and I felt like I was holding Will up. I moved my

hands from around his waist to his back and started to rub his back. This move was something I didn't do voluntarily; it seems like I am on some sort of auto-pilot but I wasn't going to stop because it felt good. I decided to be more bold and I inserted my hand up the back of Will's jacket but I didn't go up the shirt. I was working myself up to that.

The kissing was going really well until Will pulled away, trying to slow us down, "Son, our pace, remember?" but I didn't want to stop so I kissed him again. I kissed him hard and eagerly hoping that he would stop the notion of having us go slow; I was tired of going slow.

As I pushed Will back towards the bed I pulled away from the kiss to look up into Will's eyes. When Will sat down on the bed I started to remove his jacket and once his jacket was removed I started working on his tie; the whole time I never lost contact with his eyes. After his tie was off I started to remove my jacket, bow tie, and then I began unbuttoning my white shirt.

When all the buttons were undone I pulled the shirt off my shoulders and the first thing Will does is moan softly. A thrill went inside of me when he revealed that he really is attracted to me. His fingers went to my chest and I closed my eyes at the pleasure of having his fingers on my skin.

I spent a little time basking in the feeling of his fingers on me before I started to remove his shirt because I needed to see him with his shirt off also. After his shirt was removed we held each other close, enjoying the moment. Leaning in to his neck and started to slowly kiss my way down until I reached his nipple. I gave some attention to his nipple; encouraged by the soft noises Will was making. Finally I moved over to the other nipple and started working on that one. I was so into it that I didn't realize that Will's hands went into my hair and was kneading that back of my neck, making me moan too.

After awhile I didn't know what to do anymore, all that courage I felt a little bit ago was gone and I was back to that awkward boy. I paused to try and figure out what to do next but Will must have known something was wrong, "Sonny, are you okay?"

"Um, yes. I'm just not sure what to do next."

"We do this together, remember? You trust me right?"

"Of course I do, Will."

"Then let me lead for a bit..."

When I nodded he flipped us over and then he started to kiss my chest, right where my little patch of chest hair was. He must really like that because he kept giving all his attention there. First he was kissing me there, then he breathed in like he was smelling me, and then he rubbed his cheek against it.

After a while , we were rolling all over the bed pushing against each other; Will pulled away, "Can I take your pants off, Sonny?"

"Yes, please Will."

Will removed our pants and took the time to fold them up but I couldn't wait too long and I reached forward and pressed my hand against the hardness in Will's boxers, "Yes, Sonny, your hands feel so good..."

There was something I wanted to do but I had to ask Will first, "Will?" I stopped rubbing him and looked up at him, "Can I taste you?"

Will's eyes completely glazed over when my question fully sank in and all he could say was, "Hmm,mmm..." So I slowly started to remove his boxers and his cock came out and was standing straight up, touching his stomach.

I looked up at him briefly before I leaned forward and softly licked his erection; he screamed, "Ahhhh!" At first I thought I might have hurt him but then I could see that he was actually enjoying it so I went in for another taste. This time wasn't as awkward and I was really enjoying myself. I moved up Will's body and kissed him on the lips, I don't think he realizes just how gorgeous he is.

"Sonny, I'm not, uh, going to be able to hold on much longer."

"I'm sorry Will..."

"No! Don't be sorry! You're just so damn sexy."

I buried myself into Will's chest from the sudden case of nervousness. I didn't know what to do and this was all new to me. Plus the idea that Will might be the one on top makes the nervousness even worse.

"I just...um, I didn't know how far you wanted to take this and I didn't want to, uh, let go too quickly."

"I don't know how far I want to go, Will. I'm a little nervous."

"Remember? You trust me...we don't do anything you don't want to do."

"I know, Will. On the website, it showed a man on top...will you be the one on top?"

"I guess I just assumed, Sonny, why?"

"I don't know how I'll feel having that inside me down there..."

Will looked into my eyes and I tried to make sure that he could see all that I was trying to send to him. But when tears started to form in Will's eyes I thought maybe he didn't get what I was trying to tell him, "Sonny, I, oh shit, I am so sorry..." Will covered his eyes.

"Will, no, no...don't apologize..."

"But I'm doing exactly what I promised I wouldn't do! I told your Dad I would respect you and not take advantage...and now you trust me blindly and I'm pushing you into..."

This was starting to make me mad, did he really think that he was pushing me into this. I am completely ready and Will needed to know this, "You are not pushing me!"

That outburst made Will instantly stop crying, "But...yes I am..."

"Will, don't you think I can make this decision for myself? You've asked me time and time again if I trust you, and I do, with my whole being. But I have to ask you, do YOU trust ME?" Once I was done I dropped my eyes from Will's eyes because I wasn't sure if I could stop the tears from come out of mine. I didn't want to find out that Will doesn't even trust me at making my own decisions.

I don't know how long I gave Will time to think but it felt like forever and I was getting more scared that he would tell me he didn't trust me. So to keep my thoughts from running wild I thought about maybe if I was the one on top then maybe that would help me with my nervousness.

Finally I feel Will's hand lifting up my face so that we can see each others eyes but before he could say anything I blurted out what was on my mind, "Will, what if I was inside of you? Do you think that would work...would be okay?"

Will suddenly let out a strangled sob, "God I love you so much!"

"I love you too, Will, but you never answered my question. Do YOU trust ME?"

He instantly nodded his head and whispered, "Yes, Sonny, I trust you. I trust you so much. Thank you for helping me realize that."

"And me being inside you would be okay?"

"Yes, Sonny, I'd like that very much. First, you need to grab the lube...it's in the front pocket of my pants..."

I pulled it out before he had to finish his sentence and I poured a generous amount onto my fingers; I circled his entrance to spread the lube around and he started to beg for me to begin. So I answered his question and pushed my finger in, stretching him so that it would be easier when I enter into him. I continued to prepare him but it was becoming difficult to concentrate because I was so turned on. Finally Will spoke up, "I'm ready, Sonny."

Will spreads his legs further and wraps his legs around my waist. I pull back so that I can apply the condom; I tear the package and pull it out before I rolled it on. After I added some more lube I get into position. Slowly I start to push in and it's the most beautiful sight before me as I enter into Will. I can see that he is in a little pain at first but finally when we are fully merged I see that the look of pain is replaced with one of complete pleasure.

I start to slowly thrust into Will and I can't describe how wonderful this feels but it doesn't really last long because we both were so completely turned on. We are both getting very close and all I could think about is what would have happened if Will never got himself in trouble that day. He never would have gone to the office and had to be punished with having to watch me.

I know that this relationship has changed a lot since the first meeting but it's amazing to think that I never would have experienced this if it wasn't for Will messing up. I am so grateful for that one mistake that he made because I got to finally open up to my family, and I return, I get to have the best man that has ever walked the face of this earth.

Just the thought of how much I love Will and all that we have been through together made me release inside of the condom at the same time. I barely remember scream out in pleasure with Will but I could feel it in my throat as I removed the condom.

I laid down beside him and snuggled into his side, contemplating the moment we just shared. So me and Will finally did it and it was better than I ever imagined. Will has helped me so much ever since we met and I am glad that we finally did this together.

(Alex's POV)

"What are we doing here?" I asked Chad nervously as the limo came to a complete stop in front on the DiMera mansion.

Chad turned over to me and smiled. "Relax, Alex. You'll find out soon enough. It's a surprise. Come on." Chad gestured me to follow his lead. So I did.

I followed Chad out of the limo and headed inside the DiMera mansion.

Barely walking through the door and all ready where we were both greeted by one of mansions many housekeepers. "Good Evening Mr. DiMera." The nice, older woman brightly smiled as we entered through the doorway.

Chad chuckled. "Hey, Mrs. Johnson. You're looking very beautiful this evening." Chad took a step forward and placed a kiss on her cheek.

"Oh, Stop that now and introduce me to this handsome young man you have here." She said, playfully slapping Chad on the shoulder.

"Well, Mrs. Johnson, this is Alex Kiriakis. My very incredible and sexy boyfriend." Chad's eyes beamed as he spoke politely to the older woman.

The older woman took a step towards me and offered her hand. "It's nice to finally meet you, Mr. Kiriakis. Mr. DiMera here hasn't been able to stop talking about you."

I giggled. "All good things I can hope." I responded while shaking her hand in return.

"Of course, sir. However Mr. DiMera forgot to mention how incredibly well-mannered and handsome you were." Mrs. Johnson leaned a little towards Chad and whispered. "He's definitely a keeper." She winked and turned her attention over to Chad. "So, how was your prom? Did you two enjoy yourselves?" She asked.

"It was pretty damn perfect if you ask me." Chad looked at me and smiled. "We even have pictures!"

"That's wonderful. I'm very glad you enjoyed yourself, darling."

Suddenly, Chad cleared his throat and grinned nervously. "So, about what we discussed earlier-..." He started asking Mrs. Johnson, but she cut him off before he could finish his request.

"Everything's in place, Mr. DiMera. Just as you requested."

"Thank you, beautiful. You never let me down." Chad gave Mrs. Johnson a hug. "Remind me to tell my dad to give you a raise the next time I see him."

"That's not necessary. Being able to take care of you my precious boy, is more than enough for this old woman." She smiled and wrapped her arms equally around Chad in a warm embrace.

"Thank you Mrs, J. I don't know what I'd do without you."

Witnessing the exchanged between Chad and Mrs. Johnson warmed my heart. It made me happy knowing that Chad had such a wonderful woman, a real mother figure that was not only loving but also supportive of him. It made me think about my father and how supportive he's been of me throughout my coming out, and how he's been so accepting of my relationship with Chad. I guess in a way it just made this night even more special than I could have ever imagined.

"Well, you two should be on your way." Mrs. Johnson insisted as she slowly pulled out of Chad's embrace. "This old woman needs to retire for the evening." Mrs. Johnson smiled and headed up stairs.

"Yeah, I guess we probably should get going. It's almost time." Chad looked over at me and held out his hand to me. "You ready?"

"Ready? For?" I questioned, still unsure of what Chad had planned out for our evening.

"You'll see," Chad leaned in and whispered into my ear. "follow me..."

There was a small pathway that was hidden behind some bushes and shrubs that lead up to what seemed to be secluded area of the estate. Chad pulled a few branches aside and held them down for me and motioned me to walk over them.

"Through here?" I asked Chad in a 'Are you fucking serious' tone of voice. Chad laughed and nodded. "I can't believe that this is your idea of a romantic evening together." I hissed and tried walking over the branches, hoping to god that one of them would snap up and poke my eyes out of something.

The outdoor life definitely wasn't made for a Kiriakis.

"Stop whining you spoiled brat! We're almost there." Chad playfully teased, which I for one really didn't appreciate.

"I am not a spoiled brat!" I huffed and continued following Chad through the path.

After a few more minutes of walking through what felt like barbwire, Chad came to a complete stop and turned over to me. "Alex?" Chad's furrowed his brows and stared at me with his gorgeous eyes that sparkled under the moonlight.

"Y-yeah, Chad." I answered, completely mesmerized by his gaze.

"We're here." Chad smiled, turned around and flattened down the last heap of branches and waited for me to walk through them.

I paused for a moment, before stepping forward. I could see a dim glowing light in the distance which picked my curiosity. I smiled, lowered myself down slightly and obliged.

There was a huge pavilion tent graced with beautiful white sheer curtains set up on a ten feet flat of sand directly in the middle of the meadow, surrounded by hundreds of soft glowing candles lighting up the structure.

Chad smiled as we stood only a few feet away from pavilion and out reached his hand to me. "Can I have one more dance, my love?" He asked and I swear to god, that I almost healed over to the side and passed out right then and there.

I was totally lost for words and completely taken aback by Chad's surprise. Not only was the setting perfect for our private after prom celebration, it was also the perfect place for Chad and I to share our first time together.

"Chad, I...I don't know what to say here?" I stuttered as I reached out and accepted his hand. "Of course I'll have on more dance with you." I said and couldn't stop smiling like an idiot.

We walked inside the pavilion and immediately, Chad wrapped his arms around my waist. I did the same and rested my head against his shoulder as we shared a romantic slow dance together, swaying slowly, under the moonlight sky.

"Cause, all of me. Loves, all of you. All your curves and all your edges. All your perfect imperfections..." Chad whispered into my ear, quoting the lyrics to one of my favorite songs.

I pulled away far enough to looked into Chad's eyes and grinned before leaning in and kissing him softly on the lips. "This is perfect, babe. Thank you." I whispered in between our kisses.

Chad smiled against my lips. "I'm glad. This is all for you, Alex. I wanted you to know how much you mean to me." Chad pulled away and walked over the corner of the pavilion and opened a quietly huge box that was already there when we arrived, pulled out a blanket and a few pillows and placed them onto the floor.

Without saying word, I walked up to Chad and pulled him into a searing embrace. This kiss was suffocating and intense. I lowered myself down onto the blankets and guided Chad down so that he was on top of me as we continued to kiss each other deeply, rolling around back on forth over the blanket.

I broke the kiss, panting deeply as I stared into his gorgeous dark-brown eyes. I smiled. Chad's eyes sparkled and I saw my own love and desire reflecting in his gaze. He was so beautiful. "I love you, Chad." I whispered again before placing my mouth over his swollen, bruised lips.

"I love you too, Alex. So fucking much!" He replied and rolled us over so that he was now on top of me.

We continued kissing until I accidentally snipped the corner of Chad's bottom lips with my teeth, causing him to pulled away abruptly.

"Ow, Alex! Jeez!" Chad dabbed at the corner of his mouth with the pad of his finger.

I covered my mouth to hide a smirk.

Chad just looked at me and shook his head. "Alex Kiriakis, I never figured you for a biter."

I thought about apologizing, but truthfully, I wasn't at all sorry for nibbling on Chad. And it's not that I knew that I'd be one of those guys who enjoyed using
his teeth. It just happened...and Chad tasted so good that I had to try a little more. So, what started as love bites on his neck moved to his earlobe and
eventually to his sweet, swollen bottom lip.

"Oh c'mon, babe, you're not bleeding," I couldn't help tease. "But maybe this would make it better?" Holding his gaze intensely, I leaned back towards him and flicked out my tongue to run it lightly over the wound I just inflicted.

"Mmmmm," Chad seemed to like my remedy and quickly reached his tongue out to meet mine. We battled with our mouths while wrestling on the hard ground. Our play soon became desperate, longing, and I couldn't keep my hands from cupping Chad's ass in search of the right leverage for grinding my hips against his.

"Alex? Baby?" Chad pulled back from me and searched my features for any hint of doubt or fear. But he wouldn't find either. I was ready for more with Chad. And as far as I was concerned, as a senior in high school who had finally just experienced his first kiss, it was about damn time.

"Chad, I want to."

"Me too," he smiled at me sheepishly. I thought it was one of the hottest things I had ever seen. "I, ah, made sure we had supplies here, you know, if we should need them."

"You're very sweet...and horny." I tried to sound playful but a little jolt of anxiety coursed through my body. I wasn't nervous about being intimate with Chad; not at all. What I was nervous about was what this would mean for our relationship. And how it would affect my longtime plan of going to Harvard in the fall.

"I can't help it, Alex. It's what you do to me. I go crazy around you and everything starts to get kind of stiff."

Boldly I slid my hand down Chad's chest to his belt buckle and further until my I could grasp his length straining against his trousers. "Hmmm, kind of stiff? I'd say hard as a rock is more like it."

"Shit, yeah, please touch me."

"Pull down your pants and underwear, Chad," I demanded, totally letting my libido take over. For now, Harvard was forgotten. It was just me and Chad, candles and lights, stars in the sky and already the most amazing night of my life with the man I love.

"Okay," Chad didn't even hesitate to drop both to his knees, setting his manhood free to stand at attention. "You dropping your panties, too?" Chad asked, his voice husky and raw.

"I told you, babe, I don't wear panties," and I proceeded to slowly unbuckle my pants while Chad watched hungrily. I popped the button open on my tux pants and watched Chad's eyes darken as I unzipped them and dropped them from my waist.

"Oh god, that's so hot! Get over here," he growled and pulled me onto him.

"Told you I don't wear panties..." I whispered enticingly in his ear.

"Shit! I just didn't see you as the commando type, Kiriakis! Since when don't you wear underwear? Have you always done th-"

I smashed my lips against his to shut him up. I wasn't in the mood to talk. Especially not about my current undergarment habits.

We kissed passionately, greedily while pressing our chests and hips together. I couldn't help but gasp the first time our dicks made direct contact. It was like
nothing I'd ever felt before. His skin was smooth, satiny, taut against mine, and I was afraid I was going to explode right then and there.

I stopped our movement and pressed my forehead to his. Closing my eyes, I just listened to our breathing and focused on calming myself down.

"You know I love you, right Alex?"

I opened my eyes to see him smiling at me, lovingly, so sweetly I thought I might cry. "I love you too, Chad."

As we resumed kissing and rubbing and grinding, I reached my hand down to feel Chad's chest. It was smooth and slim, not overly muscular but beautifully perfect. I pinched his nipple, causing him to whimper. Guess he likes that, I thought to myself before breaking our kiss so I could take that stiff bud between my teeth. I sucked and dug my teeth in just enough to cause Chad to cry out.

"Damn you, Alex, there you go biting again!" But I could tell from the way he was writing underneath me that he didn't mind.

I wiggled my eyebrows at him and then moved my hand from his chest to his waist, to follow the trail of hair that started right below his belly button. Once I
reached his cock, I took him firmly in my hand and pumped.

"Ahhh," we both groaned at the same time. He felt so incredible in my hand.

"Let me touch you," Chad begged as I continued to stroke him.

"No. Flip us over so you're on top."

Chad's eyes got wide but he immediately obeyed my command. As soon as he was propped up above me, I lined my length up against his and started to slide over us together. We slicked up pretty quickly on our own and soon I decided to add my other hand to the action.

So there we were, Chad hovered over me, his arms trembling slightly from holding himself up and my arms stretched down in front of me as I pumped our erections together into my fists. Never had I felt anything this fucking incredible before.

It only took a few minutes before we were both clenching and convulsing as we released all over each other's bellies. Not able to support his weight any longer in his weakened state, Chad collapsed on top of me. We laid like that for a while, bodies pressed together, our shared stickiness starting to dry.

"My butt's cold." Chad was the first to speak.

"Oh baby, you are such a romantic," I pinched him in the side.

"That's me," Chad slapped my hand away, reached towards his stash of supplies and brought back a towel to clean us both. "There," he tossed the towel and grabbed the extra blanket. "Let's cover up."

"That's right, we can't let that cute ass of your freeze."

"Well, if it does, I can think of a way you can warm it up."

"I bet you can. Let's just enjoy the moment for a while okay? I really like laying here with my boyfriend under the midnight sky."

"Mmmm, me too," Chad said groggily, "especially after an orgasm like that..."

I listened to his heartbeat for a moment."Thank you."

"For the orgasm?"

I snorted. "Sure, for that and for the best night of my life."

"Better get used to it Kiriakis. This is only the first of many for us." I smiled to myself and snuggled him in closer, pulling the blanket up over our chests. I
pushed away all other thoughts - of final exams, graduation, summer jobs, college in the fall - and just enjoyed being in the moment with the person I least
expected to fall in love with but now couldn't imagine my life without.

To Be Continued...OXO