Hello. I believe an apology is in order for my late update. I had quite hectic Christmas and New Year holiday as there were so many things that demanded my attention. It's a bit late but Happy New Year, Everyone! :) I hope you had a great holiday. May this year will be yet another fabulous page of your book of life!

Don't Let Her Know
Frozen Fanfiction
By W.A. Astor
Warning: F/F, Incest

Chapter 3: I Know You Want Us

Elsa felt strange sensations running through her body like never before. Unexpected yet pleasant heat swarmed over body in the way she did not even dream of in her darkest fantasy of. It came as a surprise how warm she could feel just by having another body pressed against her. Soft and delicate, yet toned with curves, all in the right places… It was like her hands had broke away and had minds of their own and set out to appreciate this lean body in her embrace.

Like a person who starved for nights and days being given a loaf of bread, she desperately took everything she could take from the kiss. Living in the moment, Elsa relished in the taste of sweet soft lips, nothing else mattered.

Yet, everything came back at full force with a push from her previously consenting partner. Elsa stumbled back a step as a result of this not so gentle push as sense of shame and moral lessons launched their attack all at once.

Dear Lord…I just kissed Anna…her SISTER!

Disgusting.

Abomination.

How I have sinned, and dragged Anna down with me!

Suddenly, rush of power waved through her veins ready to spiral out of control. The magic she was so confident that she could control at will just showed its true nature….

Oh…What a twisted monster I had become in your eyes, Anna? I shouldn't have let my control slipped...

It was never her intention to let this feeling come to light. And now Elsa did not know what to make of this situation. The proud strategist was at lost of what to do…she needed time to process this.

Elsa took a step back.

"I deeply apologize for my unseemly conduct earlier, Anna but I have a prior engagement and really need to get goin-"

Taking another step back, Elsa was on a verge of running away when Anna snatched her right arm, pulling her close before gripping her wrist so hard that it actually hurt.

Yet, Elsa rarely felt any pain when she noticed the usual spark in Anna's eyes had disappeared and replaced by a hard glare. She had never seen that look in Anna's eyes before. So fierce and filled with anger and…sadness?

"Don't you dare running away, Elsa" She had never seen Anna look so fierce nor use this serious tone. Not even during "The Big Freeze". Never. Ever.

The grip on her wrist became even tighter that probably already left marks but Elsa could not care any less. Her gaze remained fixed and her brain now started processing every words parting from Anna's lips.

"Don't you dare slamming the door on my face EVER again! AND, don't you dare apologizing for the kiss. Not when you kissed me like that, You have no right!"

Yes, I have no right… you belong with Kriss-

Her line of thought was cut out with words that made it seem like Anna could read her mind…

"And do not ever decide with whom I belong with or justify your actions with your assumption of how I thought!"

Anna did not raise her voice at all but all these words hit Elsa fair and square. However, what that really left her dumbfound and once again stopped her train of thought and all brain functions were what came after.

"Let's be honest for once, Sister, Elsa. What is your intention with me? No, you do not need to answer it now. Hear me out first."

It's now or never…

Anna unconsciously let out the breath she had held.

"I know you have a… certain feeling for me, Elsa. I have known for a long time. The certain kind of affection that goes far pass sisterly relationship or any kind of platonic feeling. I would not put a name to it as it's not my place to say it for you. "

She gave Elsa a painful smile before she continued on.

"I also have that certain feeling for you, Elsa. And, please no don't ask me why did I bring up a question that put us in this situation in the first place. I'm so tired of this… this game. This game of will you or won't you. All those secret glances and longing touch that you might not know I was more than aware of, always. Yes, I'm not above using someone to get a reaction from you, Elsa"

Seeing Elsa's stunned face, she broke into bitter laugh…

"Surprised? I'm not your little, innocent sister. Do you still want me, Elsa? Or did I just destroy your fantasy, dear Sister? I'm sorry but I need to be honest with you, with myself for once! This feeling is eating me up inside. I LOVE YOU!"

It's out now…

She would have laughed so hard with that unbelievable look upon Elsa's face had she already finished her intended speech but no, she needed to keep continuing or else she would lose her nerve and never dare saying something like this ever again.

"Forget about both of us being females, to hell with it! I don't fucking care that we are fucking sister. Pardon my language. I know what I saw in your eyes are real. I know you want us. I want us. WE want "us". If I could be with you, I don't fucking care if I will rot in hell till the end of time! Let them say what they want to say, all I care about is what you say, Elsa. You can either give me all or nothing. Say we are in this together. Say you would not run away or pretend nothing ever happened the moment some servant walk in and become scandalized by what we were doing. Say you would stand by me…Say you would never let go… Say you love me, Elsa…"

The moment she saw the object of her affection about to part lips as if to answer, Anna suddenly put a finger to stop any word that might come out regardless of what her heart yearned to hear.

"Think this over, Elsa. Don't give me an answer without thinking it through. I want more than anything to hear you say it but I am not that naïve to think the future will be kind to us, if there will ever be us at all. Complications will surface and we will be tested, sometimes probably to the point that we almost cannot bear. I will always stand by you if you decide to walk along this path with me. Yet, it will be all or nothing, Elsa, Should you decide we are not worth it, please do stop with all those glances and touches, they pain me as much as they pain you. I will go away, may be realising my promise to Rapunzel of visiting Corona, making it easier for both of us. But please, please know that I will always love you. Process this over and give me an answer."

With that Anna loosened her grip, freeing Elsa's now marked wrist from her hold. Look at her sister… her Elsa one last time before leaving the dinning hall.

Little did Elsa who stood still with stunned expression know that the moment the red-haired princess walked out, all the tears she had held back flooded out and ran down her cheeks. Anna took off at full speed, knowing better to be seen by anyone at this state.

Her one and only destination was always the same. Down the hall. Turn Left, and then right.

The ball is in your court now…

Please... Elsa, make a decision you won't regret

To be continued.

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