A/N: I want to thank everyone for waiting so patiently on this chapter. I had to make sure it was just right. I hope everyone enjoys.
Alex carefully brought Olivia down from her earth shattering orgasm. She slowly pulled her fingers from her tight sheath and smiled up at Olivia when she realized that her glass eyes were somewhat focused on her. She couldn't begin to tell you where her courage came from other than the fact she was with Olivia but she smiled as she slowly, teasingly, brought her fingers to her mouth and sucked them clean. She closed her eyes and moaned as she wrapped her tongue around them licking and sucking ever piece of Olivia's essence off her fingers that she could. She finally opened her eyes and was met with Olivia's smoldering gaze.
"Come here" Olivia choked out as she lightly pulled on Alex's arm smiling when she quickly moved to accommodate her.
"Yes" Alex whispered.
"You are so beautiful." Olivia said as she pushed a piece of hair behind her ear and pulled her to her their mouths meeting in a kiss that was as sensual as it was sexual. Olivia moaning at the taste of herself on Alex's lips and Alex at the care and gentleness Olivia was taking with her.
Alex blushed and looked away gasping "No I'm not."
"Hey look at me." Olivia said in a gentle tone as she guided Alex's face back to look at her "Yes you are. You are so beautiful."
"Thank you." Alex mumbled her eyes down casted.
Olivia inhaled deeply as she used her weight to push Alex over and on her back and roll over on top of her.
"You ok?" Olivia asked when she heard Alex gasp and tense up.
Alex nodded with her eyes clenched shut.
"Alex open your eyes and look at me." Olivia urged as she caressed her face.
Alex forced her eyes open and felt the air catch in her throat. In the past when she opened her eyes she would always see Jess above her smirking and laughing at her. Her voice ringing loud in her ears telling her what a terrible lover she was. This time when she opened her eyes instead of seeing Jess she was looking at Olivia her detective. Her Detective, the thought hit her like a ton of bricks. Olivia was hers and hers alone. She would never treat her or hurt her the way Jess had. She would never have to fear for her safety with her. She would always be cherished, worshipped, and honored the way a woman should be with her. She pulled Olivia to her kissing her hoping to convey everything she felt at that moment without talking.
Olivia accepted Alex's tongue into her mouth sucking on it slightly as she held her face with her right hand running her thumb across her cheek. From the moment Alex opened her eyes to the second she pulled her to her she could tell something was different. There was a sudden spark in her eyes, a spark that Olivia hadn't seen in her eyes in a long time. Reluctantly Olivia pulled back when her lungs began burning with a need for oxygen.
"Let me love you." Olivia whispered half as a statement and half as a question.
Alex nodded in agreement.
Olivia choked back the tears she felt forming as she placed feather like kisses all over her faces in no particular order and on occasion she could place a kiss each time a with a little more pressure on her lips.
"You're an angel" Olivia whispered into Alex's right ear as she began to kiss her along her jaw line to her left ear "My angel."
Olivia pulled back and took one last look into Alex's eyes. Not seeing any fear or hesitation she continued down her neck to her collar bone. She licked the area she had marked earlier smirking when Alex arched into the touch. From right to left she kissed every inch of her collar bone until she reached her shoulders.
"Such strong arms." Olivia mumbled between kisses as she made her way down her left arm. Not leaving one inch of skin untouched "Such beautiful creamy skin. Almost porcelain like."
She took each finger, starting with the pinkie, in her mouth and sucked on it gently. Taking her time to look up at Alex and smile as she twirled her tongue around each digit.
Alex felt like every inch of her body was on fire. She wanted to urge and push Olivia to where she needed her. The ache between her legs becoming more and more prominent with each kiss, but she couldn't. No one had ever taken the time with her the way that Olivia was.
Olivia winked at Alex as she raised her body and shifted her weight so she could work on her right arm the same as the left arm. She had to bite her inner cheek to keep from groaning when Alex lifted her body and pressed her soaked folds against her. There was nothing more she wanted than to make Alex scream her name over and over again but she refused to give in. Alex more than deserved to be worshipped in the bed as well as out of the bed.
"Olivia" Alex cried out.
"Yeah baby its me." Olivia answered in a calm voice.
"Please please." Alex pleaded as she raised her hips trying to get the connection she craved more than anything.
"In time my love in time." Olivia whispered laying a kiss on her hip before taking Alex's fingers on her right hand in her mouth one at a time. She licked, sucked, and nipped each finger till Alex was writhing with need. Taking pity on the blonde she made her way back up her arm till she was looking her in the eyes.
"I love you Alex." Olivia whispered over come with emotion "I've loved you since the moment you strutted into the precinct and will till the day they lay me in the ground."
Alex cried out as she ran her nails up Olivia's back then held her tight against her. The words she heard were music to her ears.
Olivia inhaled Alex's scent and felt the calm she always felt near her. The calm she needed to make this last the way she wanted to. She pulled back taking one last look at her angel before wagging her eyebrows and scooting down the bed some.
Alex couldn't help but laugh when Olivia wagged her eyebrows at her. Of course her biting her lower lip and masking her face with that of an innocent smile helped to.
"These are like perfect sized apples." Olivia whispered as she cupped both of Alex's breast's with her hands "Fitting perfectly in my hands. They were made just for me"
Alex arched into Olivia's touch as she began to carefully knead each breast. She thought she was going to die of need if Olivia took any longer and that fact was confirmed when she took her nipple in her mouth.
Olivia took the rosy bud that was standing at attention into her mouth and flicked her tongue across it. She smiled and bit it gently when Alex cried out and arched into her touch even more. Finally taking pity on the attorney she took the bud in her mouth and sucked on it gently till she released it with a pop. She smiled down at her work and blew air across it watching it become tighter. So tight that she knew it had to be painful bliss for Alex.
She glanced up at Alex and then to her other breast and back up. Her need taking over she quickly grabbed it in her mouth and sucked it hard flicking her tongue across the tight bud in her mouth as she tried to pull more and more into her mouth.
"GOD YES." Alex cried out as she buried her hand in Olivia's hair and encouraged her on. The way she was ravishing her breast was going to send her over the edge. Not to mention she could feel herself becoming so wet that it was dripping down her legs. IF she didn't get release soon she was going to take matters in her own hands. "Please baby please."
"Please what?" Olivia asked as she nipped the span of skin between Alex's breast and soothe the ache with her tongue. "Please what?"
"I need you" Alex cried as she tried to push her down to where she wanted her.
"You have me my love you have me." Olivia whispered as she began to make her way down Alex's flat stomach. "You have me"
Alex sighed with some relief as Olivia started to make her way down. Maybe she could finally get the relief she so desperately craved and needed.
Olivia nipped, sucked, and licked her way down Alex's body smirking when Alex spread her legs even more to accommodate her. The full smell of her arousal hit her like a ton of bricks when she slowly kissed her way down her right leg and then made her way back up her left not leaving a patch of skin untouched by her lips or her fingertips. She took a deep breath as she settled herself between Alex's legs.
"Wow someone is so wet." Olivia said as she blew air across Alex's soaked folds.
Alex bucked and tried to push Olivia's head to her aching bundle of nerves.
Olivia smiled up at Alex and carefully ran her tongue through her drenched folds placing her hands on her hips to keep them in place. She pulled back and swallowed the generous portion of liquid that had just coated her tongue before going in for another swipe and then another.
"Yes please yes" Alex chanted as she held Olivia in place this woman was a goddess with her tongue.
Olivia moaned as her face was coated with Alex's wetness. She latched onto her swollen clit and sucked on it for a minute but stopped when she realized how close to the edge Alex was. She had no desire to torture Alex and keep her on the edge. What she did desire was to look into her eyes as she came this time.
"No please." Alex cried out as Olivia pulled away.
"Shh baby" Olivia whispered as she pulled herself back up the length of Alex "Relax I want to see you."
Olivia ran two fingers up and down Alex's folds getting them soaked. "Look at me" Olivia said waiting till Alex was looking at her before inserting two fingers slowly stopping ever so often to allow Alex to adjust to the intrusion. She continued in a slow tantalizing pace till she was fully embedded in Alex.
"Alex are you ok?" Olivia asked forcing herself to remain still.
"More than ok" Alex moaned as she began to move her hips removing Olivia's fingers then slowly taking them back in "More than ok."
Olivia smiled as she took over the pace. She continued in a slow easy manner not wanting to scare or hurt Alex. Slowly moving her fingers out till just the tips remained and then just as slowly pushing them back in curving them as she buried herself deep in Alex massaging the tight bulb straightening her palm so that with every thrust in she would rub against her clit.
"Please Olivia more a little harder please." Alex cried as she tried to increase the temp of Olivia's thrust.
Olivia groaned as she thrust back in harder this time rubbing hard against her clit while she massaged her deep inside feeling her silken walls clench around her fingers.
"OH GOD' Alex screamed as she pushed against Olivia's shoulder then pulled her tight to her as she wrapped her legs around Olivia's waist holding her in place pumping against her hand milking every ounce of her orgasm. "God stop no don't stop oh god DON'T STOP."
Olivia continued to massage her bulb and rub her clit the best she could with as tight as Alex was holding her. Watching her come undone like that was amazing. To know that she trusted her enough to fully let go brought tears to her eyes. When she felt Alex's walls start to release some of the pressure she began to ease up on her, slowly and carefully bringing her back down. Once she felt her inner muscles relax she began to slowly pull out.
"No don't" Alex cried as she pushed Olivia's hand back in screaming as a second orgasm hit her. Her hips pumping against Olivia's hand as she held it in place riding out her orgasm. When the last wave hit her she fell back and gasped for air removing her hand from where she held Olivia in place.
Olivia waited a few minutes allowing all her muscle contractions to subside before she slowly pulled her fingers out. She had just cleared Alex's beautiful entrance when Alex took a hold of her wrist and guided her hand to her mouth. With the last bit of strength Alex had she sucked Olivia's fingers clean moaning at the taste of herself.
"I love you too Olivia." Alex said with a sigh as she released Olivia's fingers smiling at the woman who not only somehow wormed her way into her heart but made her feel so safe no matter what. The woman who she knew just put every need she had to the back burner to make sure she was more than satisfied.
Olivia fought to keep the tears at bay as she rolled off of Alex and onto her side pulling her tight against her. She kissed her shoulder, her neck, and her head as she kicked the blanket up to cover them both.
"Just rest Alex" Olivia whispered into her ear "When you wake up I promise I will be right here holding you."
Alex sighed as she snuggled into Olivia's embrace closing her eyes realizing for the first time in a long time she may finally have a peaceful night sleep without visions of Jess.