This is Ice

by Disneyspine

Every day I would watch that one girl, hoping she'd notice me. Or...rather that she'd notice me in the way I "noticed" her. She certainly knew who I was, there was no denying that. After all: I was the only ginger, lesbian, goody-two-shoes that had had a crush on her since middle school. Highschool AU, punk!Elsa, femslash (Elsanna), drabble-esque chapters.

68. Chapter 68

When I got home from school, I grabbed a pill bottle, not even reading the label, taking it to the bathroom. I closed the door and locked it. Then I set down on the side of the bathtub, gripping the bottle tight in my hands.

I felt like I should be more upset than I was. I felt like I should be sadder or angrier. I felt like I should want for everything to end. But I didn't. I felt...

Liberated.

So slowly, I unwound my fingers from around the bottle, looking at the label.

Vitamins.

I laughed then, because for some reason, it was absurd. And funny. Ridiculously funny.

I left the bathroom, putting the vitamins back in the medicine cabinet, before sitting in the living room, and reveling in the newly found freedom I possessed.