This is Ice

by Disneyspine

Every day I would watch that one girl, hoping she'd notice me. Or...rather that she'd notice me in the way I "noticed" her. She certainly knew who I was, there was no denying that. After all: I was the only ginger, lesbian, goody-two-shoes that had had a crush on her since middle school. Highschool AU, punk!Elsa, femslash (Elsanna), drabble-esque chapters.

69. Chapter 69

Even though I felt fine in the confines of my house, school was different. I had to deal with the stares of everyone, and the constant harassing of teachers and counselors wanting to "help" me.

I wasn't sure that I needed help. Maybe I did. Maybe I needed something. Not a therapist, or whatever, but a friend. Someone I could talk to, that wasn't going to feed me bullshit about stuff I already knew.

But I was alone. Maybe that was good too, because then I wouldn't have to spill my heart out to anyone. I didn't want to.

But I didn't want to keep everything bottled up either.

But I hadn't then, had I? I screamed my feelings in the middle of the hallway.

I'm rambling now. Long story short, I was just as fucking confused about my feelings as Elsa had been.

Speaking of her...

She had apparently left the school right after I had, and vowed to not return. Ever.

I was glad, I'm ashamed to admit. I was glad I wouldn't have to see her, and feel the build up of emotions raging in my soul. I was glad that she was gone from my life.

But I couldn't help but wonder what was next for her.