A/N: I knew from previous PM's and reviews that in some way my stories were helping you guys but I don't think I ever realized the full extent till last chapter. After my note at the end of the chapter I have received so many PM's and reviews reassuring me that I'm not as warped as I think I am but on how much this story has helped them in someway. I was truly shocked on how many I have touched with this story. As awful as it is, it is a reality to so many out there. I hope that I can continue to encourage and inspire each and everyone of you.

Alex raised her head and glanced at her sleeping lover, smiling at the sight. After Alex had revealed more of what Jess had done to her, she didn't feel as if she could return to the bedroom, at least not at that moment. Instead, Olivia told her to find a movie and they would stay right where they were. Alex did, and in no time at all, Olivia was asleep and her steady rise and fall of her chest had calmed Alex and lulled her to sleep.

"You ok?" Olivia mumbled as she hugged Alex to her.

"Yeah," Alex said, jumping, "I'm just not use to someone that is as light of a sleeper as you are."

"Didn't mean to scare you," Olivia answered with a smile as she finally opened her eyes and looked down at Alex, "You're so beautiful."

Alex blushed and looked away at the compliment.

"What would you like to do for the rest of the evening?" Olivia asked, deciding that it would be best to change the topic.

"Would 'you' be an appropriate answer?" Alex asked, looking back at Olivia the desire and need shinning through her eyes.

Olivia groaned, seeing the look in Alex's eyes, she was certain at that moment that she would be the death of her.

"I take that as a yes," Alex whispered as she nipped Olivia's chin, "That is the best answer you could give."

Olivia let her head roll back when Alex began to assault her neck. It was taking all she had not to beg Alex to hurry it up when she started to slowly pull her t shirt off. The woman seemed to love teasing her and trying her restraint. Something that she was finding harder and harder to control each time they made love.

"How do you keep your body in such excellent shape?" Alex asked as she nipped her way down Olivia's body.

"I work out," Olivia moaned as Alex latched onto a nipple.

Alex hummed against Olivia's nipple as she sucked on it flicking it with her tongue before releasing it with a pop, "I happen to love your body," Alex purred out as she made her way to the other nipple, "And I enjoy worshipping it."

"Alex," Olivia cried out as she tangled her hand in her hair, "Please."

Alex glanced up at Olivia, hearing the pleading in her voice. The tightness of her jaw, her eyes clenched shut, and the trembling of her body that she tried to keep hidden from her. All signs that she was fighting to maintain control, something that as much as it scared her, it excited her too, the thought of Olivia losing control with her.

"What will it take for you to let go with me?" Alex whispered into Olivia's ear as she slowly moved her hand down her body, groaning when she realized how soaked and ready for her she was, "Wow, baby."

"I will never lose control with you," Olivia choked out as she gripped the couch tighter.

"You can only be so gentle with me for so long."

Olivia took a deep breath and raised her head grabbing Alex's wrist stopping her from continuing.

"Don't you want it?" Alex asked as she licked her lips and smiled a very seductive smile at Olivia.

As easy and carefully as she could, she flipped their position on the couch so that she was hovering over Alex.

Alex moaned at the feel of Olivia's body on hers.

"I can and will be gentle with you till the day you die," Olivia said, her voice so full of desire and need that it caused Alex's throat to close up with emotion.

"Baby."

"Shh," Olivia said as she pulled Alex's hand back to where it was before she had stopped her, "Together."

Alex nodded in understanding as she circled Olivia's entrance.

Olivia searched Alex's eyes for any hesitation as she slowly, and almost painfully, slid her hand into Alex's underwear. She circled her entrance, moaning at the amount of wetness she found there. Swallowing hard, she inserted two fingers deep into Alex.

Alex arched into the intrusion. She ran her free hand over Olivia's straining muscles on her back as she focused all her energy in focusing on Olivia.

Olivia growled at the feel of Alex pushing into her. God, no woman had ever had the effect on her that Alex had. There was nothing she wanted more than to take Alex, mark her, and make her hers.

Alex felt the trembling muscles in Olivia's arms as she began a slow and steady pace in and out of her. She felt her heart skip a beat when she looked into Olivia's eyes and saw nothing but love pouring from them.

"I love you, Alex," Olivia said as she locked eyes with Alex, smiling at the woman below her.

"Please, Liv."

"Please, what baby? What is it you need?"

Alex pulled Olivia down for what could only be described as a soul searching kiss.

Olivia pulled away, gasping for air. She felt like her lungs were going to explode. Her need for Alex becoming too much for her, almost consuming her, as she increased her thrusts, and the force that she was using bringing Alex closer and closer to the edge.

Alex knew that she wouldn't last much longer under Olivia's experienced fingers. With a conscious effort, she was able to maneuver her thumb to graze across Olivia's tight, swollen, bundle of nerves. She knew she had hit the jack pot when Olivia cried out throwing her head back.

"Come with me," Olivia pleaded as she gained control over herself and stared down into Alex's blue eyes, "Please, baby, please."

"Yes," Alex choked out as she matched Olivia thrust for thrust, trying her best to keep her concentration on Olivia at the same time.

Olivia curved her fingers, finding Alex's spot instantly. She carefully massaged the bulb that was hidden deep in Alex as she buried herself as deep as she could. The feel of Alex's muscles clenching around her fingers, holding her in place, causing her to cry out in pleasure was enthralling.

Alex arched into Olivia's fingers crying out when she began to massage her spot. No woman before had ever found her spot, but Olivia always went right to it. It was almost like it was a beacon that called her, and only her.

"Look at me," Olivia cried out as she stared down at the woman smiling when she did so, "I love you." She whispered as she maneuvered her thumb over her clit and circled it twice, before

Alex arched off the couch, screaming her release.

Olivia felt her body tighten up as she fell over the edge with Alex, finally collapsing onto her when her muscles no longer cooperated with her, panting for air.

"That was amazing," Alex finally said as she ran her hand up and down Olivia's back, smiling each time the muscles on her back and Olivia, herself, would jump under her finger tips.

Olivia grunted in response as she carefully removed her fingers, taking a sharp breath as Alex did the same. Taking a deep breath, she flexed her wrist and pushed herself up so she wasn't smothering Alex, "You okay?"

"I'm perfect," Alex answered, wrapping her arm around Olivia's neck pulling her against her, smiling when she gave in and buried her head into the crook of her neck. She waited until she felt Olivia's body relax and her heartbeat had slowed to a normal beat before she said the words that scared her to death.

"Olivia."

"Hmm," Olivia hummed, content to stay where she was, even though she knew she had to move and move soon before she sent Alex into a flashback.

"Move in with me."

On a lighter note though to my reader who is assisting me with the medical portion of this story A) I need to say thank you again because who knows how far off from the truth it would be and B) I have a few more questions for you if you don't mind.