A/N: my sweetheart readers, thanks for your patience… so here it is! Special thanks to all who left messages and reviews to encourage me. Thank you so much! Of course, I will update, whenever I have time.

Bunny90: Another chapter just to let you know, each of your words means the world for me. Love you!

My flaky reader: I never thought that I would reply any of your comments or trolls (a better word). But, the problem is you are always after my relationship with my girlfriend. She is till very much there and will be there for the rest of my life. I was just teasing you! Stay positive and see a psychiatrist if needed.

"The higher you build walls around your heart,

the harder you fall when someone tears them down"

Chapter 15

Slowly Arizona wakes up from the most beautiful night of her life. Last night was just like a dream- every moment was living like a life with Callie. While regaining the lost senses, Arizona feels how Callie's hands are wrapped around her naked body; how Callie's naked body is pressed on her back. How come something could feel so right, so perfect and so unified. She turns towards Callie facing her. Callie's curls are covering half of her faces. Arizona removes those locks from her face. Callie is sleeping like a baby. Arizona looks at Callie and again thinks how perfect last night was. For Arizona, every touch of Callie was like putting all the puzzles of her life together. Until, she met Callie, she had a picture-perfect life. She never realized how it would feel loving someone insanely, how great it would be to submit herself totally. Arizona raises herself weighing on her elbow. And she starts peppering Callie's face with pecks, starting from her cheeks, noses, eyes, chin but she stops right in front of the lips for a few seconds.

"Why did you stop?" Callie asks still closing her eyes.

"You were not sleeping?" Arizona really smiles big cupping Callie's face with all her warmth. How come she is feeling so full from inside. No one has ever made her this happy. It's not about physical satisfaction- it's about finding that one person. Arizona knows by now that she has fallen deeper for this crazy woman. Somebody once told her that it takes only a minute to fall in love if you find your true love. Arizona thinks about that while she nuzzles herself in Callie's crook.

"Of course, I was sleeping. After last night's challenging work, I had to sleep." Callie embraces Arizona tight into her. "But, your pecks wake me up. You really kiss like babies."

"And you kiss really good." Arizona says softly still hiding her face in Callie.

"I'm a good kisser. Everyone says." Callie replies in her typical annoying tone.

"Stop it. I don't want to listen about others."

"Ohh! My wifey gets jealous." Callie pokes in Arizona's bare back.

Arizona raises her head, "of course not. I'm not jealous."

"You are."

"Nah, I'm not."

"Okay… then let me tell you, how last time, while kissing somebody…"

Before Callie could finish the sentence, Arizona presses her lips forcefully catching Callie off guard. But Callie responds the kiss instantly and rolls Arizona down to top on her. Cupping Arizona's face, she starts nibbling her lower lip. Once Arizona slides her tongue into Callie's, things become heated instantly. Callie senses Arizona's raising body temperature and one of her hands slowly starts trailing down Arizona's body. Arizona almost spreads her legs out of reflex. Her body reacts the way Callie wants it. Once Callie's fingers touch that spot Arizona closes her eyes with load moan grabbing Callie's back with her nails. Probably there wouldn't be a moment in her life when she wouldn't want this woman deeper into her. Arizona is ruined for the rest for the rest of her life, finally and forever.

"Callie, get ready for the breakfast." Arizona hurries Callie.

"I'm ready…" Callie replies looking up from the gamepad.

"I know, you take time in the shower. So, please quick." Arizona replies looking at the mirror.

While observing Arizona, Callie starts realizing that her intimate moments with Arizona were not only sex. They were full of devotion and deep feelings. Callie has never been a cuddly type- she used to do great sex and leave them almost immediately. But, with Arizona, last night and in the morning too, she never wanted her to leave. She wanted to enjoy the closeness, the nakedness of her wife, the vulnerability of Arizona. The way, Arizona hides her face in her crook, it warms up her heart. Callie feels how much she liked waking up with Arizona, how much she liked the jealousy of Arizona, how much she liked the thought of being exclusive to this one woman for the rest of her life. She can give up anything and everything just to be with this woman, who has made her so complete.

In the breakfast buffet, Adi waves seeing Arizona and Callie walking in. She smiles big noticing their joined hands. Anyone in this hall would come to know only seeing them that how much they are in love with each other. Adi has always noticed that if people are truly in love, they become so apparent and exposed. Probably, the vulnerability and the insecurity are the reasons, which makes love so beautiful, Adi thinks while walking towards the couple.

"Callie, let me grab some muffins from the other table and please get me some scrambled egg."

Once Arizona is little away from them, Adi grabs Callie's elbow, "did you tell that you love her?"

"Wh…what?" Callie falters and she is almost about to drop the plate from her hand.

"You didn't?" Adi asks in a stern voice.

"I…I don't love her." And Callie starts moving away from Adi, trying to escape.

"You are a dick." Adi almost yells.

"Adi, stop it."

"Look at this woman. If you let her go away, you would always regret. She loves you too."

"She doesn't."

"Didn't you sleep together last night? And what is that? that hand holding? I have never seen you holding anyone's hand before." Adi is determined not to let this topic go away.

"Yes, we did … that doesn't mean that I have to fall in love with her. I have slept with many others too." Now Callie has started defending herself. This is so much of Callie being Callie. She would never let anyone know that she could be softy. She would never let anyone know that she also can cry. Although, she knows that the feelings she has for Arizona is different and probably love would be a small word to envelope the range of feelings she has started having. But, she is determined not to let her walls fall.

"So, you don't love her?"

"No, I don't love her…. I DON'T LOVE HER….now happy?" Callie almost yells at Adi and turns to walk away, only to find that Arizona is standing just there with two plates full of food.

Arizona has heard how forcefully, Callie has uttered those words that she doesn't love her. She has never known that listening these words from Callie would be this sore. Somewhere in her chest, she feels like something breaks into millions of pieces inaudibly. Arizona has never felt this much of aching for anything or anybody in her life so far. In front of her own eyes, her world collapses down like a sand wall. Just now, she realizes that how much, she wants to hear those three magical words from Callie's mouth.

"Yoouu…" Callie stutters in fear of Arizona has listened to her, but she is almost sure that Arizona has heard of.

"Let's eat." Arizona walks tall. She cannot let Callie know how much she affects her, how much she is craving to love her, how much she wants Callie only belong to her and nobody else.

Adi looks at both of them and frustrated says, "Let's finish eating. We need to attend the meeting."

Once they are settled down at the table with their food, Callie starts, "Arizona…I…"

"Yes…Callie…you…" Arizona looks straight at Callie giving an opportunity to say it.

But, looking at Arizona, Callie feels a lump in her throat. What if Arizona doesn't love her back! If she would have loved her, she would have reacted about what she has heard of minutes back. But, she is playing so cool. Callie is okay hiding her feelings and not letting it out, instead of opening her heart in front of somebody, she knows is able to hurt her the most. Callie knows that Arizona can hurt her. Arizona has the power to crack her! And she doesn't want the other woman to know it.

But, sometimes we just need to let the other person know that they mean the world to us. What if we just lose them, for not telling them that how much they meant to us!

A/N: Aren't they buffoons? But, if you are in love, then no one can stop you from acting like the silliest person living on earth!