I wasn't sure where exactly I was running to, or away from. I was just running, and it felt good.

I came to a halt though, when I came to the bridge.

There was only one main bridge in our town. It went over the shallow river, and it was typically where every parade we hosted began.

It was also where Elsa's parents died, in that car crash.

It was where Elsa was standing, up on the edge, looking down at the swirling water below.

"Elsa!" I yelled, the word breaking free from my throat with such force, it surprised me.

Her eyes widened, as she pulled back from the edge. When she looked a me, there were dark emotions spiraling in her beautiful eyes.

Tears began running down her face, as I approached her.

"What the hell are you doing?!" I said fiercely. She bowed her head. "Well?" I demanded.

"I just...thought..."

"You were about to kill yourself!" I said bluntly. The amount of anger in my almost rivaled that time I screamed at her in the hallway. "You were about to end your own life!"

She turned her head away from me slightly. "I know."

"You..." I took a deep breath, remembering that time I sat with that bottle of vitamins in my hands "That was really stupid of you. Stupid, foolish, cowardly-"

"I get it," she muttered, sounding half-annoyed.

I breathed in deeply through my nose. "It was also really selfish."

"I probably wasn't going to do it," she growled.

I turned away from her, rubbing at my eyes. "So...stupid..."

I felt her sigh, and approach me. I sensed her raise a hand to set it on my shoulder, and then decide better of it.

"I'm sorry."

I refused to look at her.

"I...I'm really sorry Anna."

I didn't turn back to her. I heard her sigh, and begin to walk away. Then she stopped. "Do you still love me?"

I squeezed my eyes shut. Her question was asking so much. So much. She realized that. But...I think she already knew the answer.

"Yes," I said quietly. "But...you know we can't be together. You know that."

"Yeah." She coughed. "You know...I don't want us to be together. You deserve...someone not me. You deserve..." She laughed suddenly. "Nevermind."

We stood there, for a few minutes, back to back with a few feet which might as well have been a mile between us.

And then I said it. "Goodbye Elsa." I began to walk away.