Hiatus
Okay…before any of you say anything I know it's been a long time. I mean it's only really been about 2 months but it feels like it's been years since I've written on this little blog. However, I had to take a bit of an hiatus for a couple different reasons. The first being Chloe finding my blog. That whole last post was all kinds of not cool an wrong! So I vamped the security on my computer and tweaked he privacy setting on the blog itself. The next logical step would be to chew out my snoopy cousin but the oddst thing happened when I went to confront her about it…she acted as though she had no clue what I was talking about. It was as if within the last 24 hours certain memories were erased. So, naturally, I didn't press her on it.
The second, and most prominit reason, as to why I was on hiatus was the fact that some large toad faced monster crashed Chloe's wedding…literally. I truly have never seen anything like it…tht thing tore through the Kent barn as if it were some massive wrecking ball. So many were hurt…chief among them was Jimmy who had to be flown to Star City via hellacopter (he was in bad shape). I went with Jimmy…I had too…Chloe would never forgive me if…I guess I should explain one other thing about that night. That crazy horned toad on steroids…it (that thing does not even deserve a personal pronoun) abducted Chloe. She's home now and safe…Clark found her. Again…how? I have no clue! But if I'm truly honest with myself…I don't care. I'm just so happy she's home. She doesn't remember much about the ordeal but I can tell she's still a little shaken. She's trying to be strong and work through ti on her own but I know my cousin and I know it's weighing on her. It doesn't helpthat she's got that creepy (in a blood-sucking hot vampire kinda way) medic making eeyes on her. I know it bothers Jimmy (who is thankfully fully recovered and ok) he's just a little too proud to say anything. I don't know…I'd be lying if I said I wasn't worried about her. Again…she's trying to hide it (for hrer or my benefit I'm not sure) but I know that not speaking to Jimmy is hurting her 1,000 different ways. She's still in recovery so she's not reporting at the Planet (which she hates). The whole situation is absolutely ridiculous. I know she loves Jimmy and misses him like crazy. I don't understand her at all right now. If the situation were reverse and Cl…if he had…you know what I don't want to think about how devastated I would be if…if Smallville was attacked like that.
The third (and most ludicrid reason) might have been that I was pouting a little. You see at the wedding (before the crazy) Smallville and I…we might have…had a moment. And before you get all excited I sugesst you all get your heads out of the gutter. Nothing happened…I mean we danced. It was a slow dance…and it just felt right. Being in his arms like that it…it was as if…for the first time (in a long time) I finally felt like I waz…home. In that moment I wanted to tell hime what I knew. About Jonny and Sara…our future. I wanted to tell hime that I wasn't afraid of the why anymore. That it didn't matter to me that he's…different. And Clark is different which is odd because he is also the most normal person I hav ever known in my life. I know…sounds stupid. I just…you he drives me crazy! One minute I can't stand to be in the same room as him and the next…all I want to do is grab him by the face and kiss him. It's so frustrating! Anyway…we wre close. Like really close together and for a moment I thought…I thought it might actually happen. But then I got sucker punched right in the feeligns when Miss. Perfect (aka Lana Lang) came walking in like some high fashion petite model from Milan. And of course…Clark falls for it every time. I mean you should have seen the look on his face when she walked through those doors. Any chance I thought I might have had with my best friend was shattered. I mean I consider myself a pretty confident person…but Lana is Clarks first love how do I compete with that? The simple answer…I can't. I never will. And me thinking that Smallivlle and I could be anything else other than friends is just…wait a sec why is my phone going off?
What the…? Okay guys this may sound crazy but I just got this on my phone and I'm kinda freaking out. This is what it says…
Lois…you're the one. Always have been. Always will be. So stop doubting your feelings for Clark…our children's lives depend on you being the pitbull and not letting go! So just snap out of it!
First of all…who sent me this? Seriously if this is some crazy joke…I've got news for you buddy I'm not laughing. I mean…I don't even know where to begin with this! I've gotta go Smallville wants to investigate a new story…but I am not done with this! Not even a little bit!
LL