He was my first.

First kiss.

First boyfriend.

First time.

He was my everything.

And I was his.

In high school we were inseparable.

Through college we were happy.

We lived together.

But when he proposed.

We were twenty-two.

And I didn't know if we'd experienced enough of the world to know we were forever.

So I said no.

I didn't mean never,

I meant not now.

But Edward couldn't see that,

He didn't understand.

He was so sure of us,

It broke his heart that I wasn't.

I never wanted to hurt him.

But back then,

I didn't know.