He was my first.
First kiss.
First boyfriend.
First time.
He was my everything.
And I was his.
In high school we were inseparable.
Through college we were happy.
We lived together.
But when he proposed.
We were twenty-two.
And I didn't know if we'd experienced enough of the world to know we were forever.
So I said no.
I didn't mean never,
I meant not now.
But Edward couldn't see that,
He didn't understand.
He was so sure of us,
It broke his heart that I wasn't.
I never wanted to hurt him.
But back then,
I didn't know.
