So now it's Monday night,
And I'm sitting here having dinner with Jake.
He's still talking,
And I'm still not listening.
We've met several times when I've been out with Tanya.
He's her older brother.
I know a lot about him.
I know that he is decent and funny and would make a great boyfriend.
And I know he wants us to be more than friends.
But I know I don't want that.
Because I want Edward,
I love Edward.
And I need to tell him that.
Because I know if I wait too long he'll give up on me.
