So I just say it,

"I came to tell you I know I love you Edward."

He's shocked,

And I know he's about to argue so I hurry on.

"I'm sorry, so sorry,"

"I was wrong,"

"But I needed to know for myself."

I'm begging him to understand why I did what I did.

"And I want us,"

"I want to go back to being us again."

"Because it's you I love."

"It's only ever been you."

"I love you Edward, I always have."

And I want to cry.

Because I know I should have said all this before now.