Chapter playlist; "Soulmate, Twenty Years" by Placebro, Suede Down ,
Remus was confused about what he should do next, was it true was Sirius had said? Could he really not bear to lose him? Maybe he was making the wrong choice. No Sirius didn't understand what kind of monster he really was. In the end what matter most was Sirius and his well being. And nothing could be well as long as Remus was in his life.
He devised a plan, around midnight he would get out of his bed and collect his bag then he would slip his letter into Sirius's hand while he slept. Remus knew almost all the passageways out the castle. After he got out he would take the secret entrance to Honeydukes in Hogwarts and stock up supplies. From there he would sleep in the Shrieking Shack for the night.
He decided that he would stay near Hogwarts so he could use the shrieking for his transformations and sleep there, once he was sure they'd given up trying to find him.
Sirius Black had had the weirdest dream in it Monny had placed a piece of paper in his hand, he was crying, but why? When he woke up the next morning his worst fears were realized.
A small paper was in his hand as he read it his heart sank, this was all his fault. If he would have just told him how he felt last night, what Remus meant to him Remus would still be here.
Remus would know that he was loved. He would be here smiling, but no he was too much of a coward 'How could they have sorted me into Gryffindor' he wasn't even brave enough to tell his best friend how he felt, even if it would have saved his life. He would have to find him, he would save him, it can't be too late. He stuffed the paper in his pocket .
He started by transforming into an ambiguous form of a large dog.