Every time he'd visited my office to puzzle our plans together I saw the broken bonds to our dead children.
I mourned for them through my silence and through his intense stares.
Thank god, he kept Tanya in the waiting room awaiting his beck and call.
If I had to face them together, I was going to scream.
Several times after he came and went I got onto the rooftop of the building. I ranted to myself until Riley eventually found me.
Finally I spilt the secret of the twins to another human being.
Riley held me and understood me, as much as he can with the limited information I gave out of my body.
And he said he finally know why I was me.