Doppelgänger 3
Rick leaned back into the sofa and faced Kate. "You know what I thought when I first met you? That you were a mystery I was never going to solve. Even now after spending all this time with you, I'm still amazed at the depth of your strength, your heart… and your hotness." He could see Kate thinking about every word and instead of making a snappy comeback at his last statement she just smiled.
"You're not so bad yourself, Castle." She meant it, too.
Now here they both sat, staring into each others eyes. Rick so wanted to lean in and kiss her, but knew if he made the first move Kate would run. It's what she always did when he came close to storming her walls.
"God, Kate, just kiss the man. For the love of all that's holy. Come out from behind your walls and live. You want someone to dive into with both feet and never look back. You know deep down that Castle will jump with you."
Instead her fears got the better of her. "Goodnight." She got up off of the sofa to go to her room.
"Kate."
She knew that he was asking her to stay. To stay and kiss him. To fuck his brains out, and she did want that. She really did. "Good night, Castle." And closed the door on him.
"What does it take to reach you, Kate? If you would just let me in. Please come back out. We both know I'm not going to knock on that door. Please, Kate, come back."
She leaned her back up against the door and ran her hands through her hair, finally resting them against her lips. Her internal struggle was eating her alive. Her heart wanted out from behind the prison walls that she'd built around it. As fast as it ripped down the bricks, the other half of her built the wall right back up.
"I want to, I so very much want to." She could feel the beginnings of tears in her eyes. She was hiding. Castle was the first man to ever come this close to her heart since her mother had died.
"If I open the door there will be no turning back." She could feel the struggle as her hand, that she was sure was shaking, actually reached for the door handle. Her heart willed her on, yet the wall builder stopped her.
"Please!" It was enough to get her hand moving again and move the handle to open the door.
Now she was beyond scared. Castle was right where she had left him – sitting on the sofa staring at her door. She had no idea how she managed it but she walked back over to the sofa and sat down. Only this time she sat right next to him. "Castle, I…" She was completely at a loss as to what she should do. She had gotten this far but her courage was leaving her fast. She could feel the struggle to jump up and run for her room.
"Nothing has to happen, Kate, we can sit here and just talk. Or make out like a pair of horny teenagers," Castle grinned.
Kate snorted. It was typical Castle. The sweetest man she knew one second and an immature child the next. She knew that was why he was so much fun to be around. He could be a jackass and exasperating yet he made her life feel like she was actually living instead of just existing.
"Castle… I want someone that I can dive into with. Someone that I know will dive into it with me. Catch each other at the bottom. But I've never… I run because…" She needed help. She needed him to say and do the right thing. She was never going to spill her heart for anyone. Not unless…
Rick lifted his hand to cup her face. "You're the most amazing, frustrating, maddening, and extraordinary woman I've ever met. Beautiful, strong, tender and vulnerable. Let me catch you. I'll always be there, Kate… always."
His face got closer and she did nothing to stop him. It was what she wanted and yet feared simultaneously. It was going to be glorious and painful all at the same time.
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This section is rated M. Reader discretion is advised.
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Kate slowly opened her eyes and worked at getting her mind in gear. It took a moment then she realized that she wasn't alone. She was snuggled up next to a body. A NAKED BODY! Even worse, she was equally naked!
What had she done? Then she felt it. She was sore in a part of her body that she hadn't been sore in for a while. She twisted her head around. Part of her was wishing, "Please let it be Castle!" A smaller voice was begging something else. Anything else. Even another woman.
Her eyes landed on Castle and she felt her heart soar. It was a feeling that was both strange and exhilarating. It made her feel giddy and a soft giggle escaped her lips. She watched the sleeping man she was curled up next to. He stayed asleep which was good. It allowed her to try and remember what she had done.
They had kissed and let their hands wander until suddenly she'd shrieked like a little girl when Castle had lifted her up and carried her to his room. He had laid her down on the bed so softly and carefully, like she was a fragile porcelain doll that was going to break.
She found him above her and they were still kissing. Somewhere along the way they had both lost their clothes. She didn't really remember that but she relished the feeling of his bare skin against hers.
Kate felt him trail kisses down her jaw and down her chest till he was kissing, licking, and nibbling on her breasts. They weren't large and yet he was paying attention to them like they were perfect.
She heard herself moan and could feel the kisses and nibbles to her nipples travel like electricity straight to her core. She was becoming soaked and willed him to leave her breasts and travel further south, but he didn't.
In moments she held his head right where it was and willed him to continue what he was doing. It was impossible, it had never happened before. She was close, so very close. "Don't stop, Rick… please don't stop," she'd begged.
A heartbeat later she had her first orgasm. A breast orgasm. It felt incredible and was amazing. Now she wanted him to travel north so she could kiss him. Yet instead he started going south and was soon poking his tongue into her belly button.
She chuckled at the feeling since it kind of tickled. Finally he started going farther south and she used her hands to push his head faster. Wanting him to kiss her lips was still in her mind, but now she wanted him to kiss a different set of lips.
"GOD, RICK!" He was close but not close enough. "Stop teasing, Castle." She wanted action, not teasing. Kate guided his head to where she wanted his lips and tongue now. "Please…" She wasn't above begging now.
Rick was enjoying himself. Yes, he had a massive erection and wanted nothing more than to bury himself inside her, but that would be fucking Kate Beckett. Instead what he wanted most in life at this moment was to make love to her. Treat her like he knew she needed to be treated. Like she deserved to be treated.
He reveled in the feeling of her guiding his head where she wanted it. To hear her beg him. She had relinquished control to him. Kate Beckett was his.
He had been a little amazed that she had climaxed while he paid particular attention to her breasts. He had read about it but had never experienced it with any other woman. She truly was extraordinary.
Listening to her giggle while he worked his tongue over her belly button had made him grin. Teasing her was so much fun. He decided to continue his teasing when he finally reached her core.
She was soaking wet now and he was spreading it everywhere that his tongue and lips could take it. Listening to her beg him once more made him grin again. It didn't hurt that he was enjoying how she tasted. Kate had a musky yet metallic taste to her with a hint of a fruit that he couldn't identify.
Rick knew he was going to become addicted to her taste and was going to want to spend hours with his head planted firmly between her legs. She was still begging him so he finally gave in and started paying attention to her clit.
He was rewarded with hearing her scream as she clamped her legs tight to his head, trapping his head where it was. Since he was trapped there he just kept licking and nipping her clit till she begged him to stop.
Instead she began thrashing around, taking his head with her. He was starting to struggle to keep up with her. Then her body stiffened and her back arched. "RICK!" Suddenly a much larger amount of liquid spurted into his face. It had a different taste and he realized he was enjoying it. He opened wide and tried to take all of it.
Kate felt her second orgasm and they'd only just started. She feared that if he kept it up her clit was going to become too sensitive and she was going to be forced to make him stop. Instead the pleasure only increased. That orgasm had come running up on her so fast. This next one felt more like a freight train. It was rumbling through her body and she found herself thrashing all over the bed. She couldn't help herself. What he was doing had never happened with any other man. Finally she clamped her legs tight and screamed. She only knew that she screamed, not that she screamed his name.
She felt a sudden discharge of liquid from her core. She was soaking Castle's face with… pee? MY GOD, WAS SHE PEEING ON HIM?
Whatever it was he didn't move away and seemed to be enjoying himself mightily.
It took a moment for Kate to calm down. "Come up here, Rick." She reached down to pull him up her body so he was on top, since now she wanted to kiss him.
She felt him kiss his way back up her body and linger at her belly button again which made her giggle. He delayed a moment to kiss her breasts and nibble on her nipples.
Finally she got to kiss him. She could taste herself on his lips. The kiss was soft and so sensual and she wanted nothing more than to keep kissing him and tasting… them.
"Did I pee on you, Castle? I'm so sorry." Her cheeks bloomed cherry red; she was ready to die from embarrassment.
Rick shook his head. "Not pee, Kate… You came all over my face. It was delicious." He meant not just tasty delicious, but having her climax because of him was delicious.
"That's never happened before," she said, her eyes lowered. She didn't second guess why she would admit such a thing.
"Then I'll have to make sure I make it happen again." He smiled broadly and heard her giggle. Hearing her sound happy and knowing that she had climaxed three times already because of him made his heart soar. Kate Beckett was making love to him and letting him make love to her.
"Your turn, Castle." Kate flipped them using her legs and some leverage. She smiled down at him, pleased at the look of shock on his face. Rick was a big man and she knew he wasn't used to being flipped by a woman.
"Don't move." She began working her way down his body. Like he'd done for her, she paid attention to his nipples and then his belly button till finally she reached his cock. Her eyes widened. He was going to be a challenge because of his size. Still she was going to pay his erection the attention it deserved.
Kate licked up and down his shaft. She placed the head of his cock in her mouth and played with the slit at the top with her tongue. Listening to him moan told her she had found a spot. She decided to tease him like he had done to her and left his cock to pay attention to his balls while stroking his erection with her hand.
"KATE!" Rick begged for the first time. It made her smile. She resolved to hear him beg her even more.
"KATE… PLEASE!" He was ready to explode but she had left his cock and was looking up at him, grinning mischievously before going back to licking the length of his erection.
"K-A-T-E !" he pleaded and lifted his ass up off the bed. She felt his balls tighten and knew his climax was close. She removed his cock from her mouth and squeezed the base of his shaft, putting an end to his climax.
"GOD KATE, PLEASE!" She loved the sound of him begging. Then she got an idea.
"Don't move, Castle." Kate got out of the bed and ignored his pleas for her to come back. She sauntered out to the main room, her hips swaying as she walked, where she found what she was looking for. She fished out a few pieces and dropped them into a glass. She giggled all the way back to the bedroom. She was running around the hotel room buck naked, making love to Richard Castle, and about to treat him to a trick she'd learned.
She found him still lying on his back. Kate slipped back into bed, bent over his cock, and took hold of it, lifting it up before starting to lick her way up and down it. Taking the head in her mouth she tested to see if her muscles were relaxed enough to deep throat him. She tried plunging his cock into her mouth and tried to take him down her throat. He was a bit large for that and it caused her to choke a little and spit her saliva onto his cock.
She was ready; she took two of the ice cubes out of the glass and into her mouth. Then she took his cock back into her mouth. "KATE!" Castle felt the warmth of her mouth and the cold of the ice. Moving her tongue and the ice around the head of his cock, listening to him moan, and feeling him buck his hips was just what she wanted.
It only took moments. Rick lifted his ass up off the bed and screamed out her name. Kate felt his come explode into her mouth and she swallowed what was left of the ice and all of his come.
She crawled her way up his body kissing it as she went. "How was that Rick?" She had a very satisfied look on her face. She was completely happy that she had given him such pleasure.
"You are an amazing woman, Katherine Beckett. One of these days I'm going to make you mine."
She gasped at the implications. Had he just told her that he was going to ask her to marry him? "Rick?" It was way too early to be taking about a possible marriage. She was scared and excited all at the same time. But before she could stop him from asking her, he flipped her which made her squeal like a little girl again.
She watched him raise up and reach down to lift her legs and spread them wide. Then she felt the head of his cock at her entrance. He was going to fuck her. It was just what she wanted at that point in time. She wanted him inside her more than she'd ever wanted anything. "Fuck me." Kate was more than willing to ask for what she wanted and drew in a sharp breath when suddenly he plunged his cock deep inside her. It felt exquisite. She felt him pull out slowly before ramming it back into her. He kept doing that over and over again. While it was nice it wasn't enough. "GOD, RICK, STOP TEASING AND FUCK ME!"
He kept her legs in his hands and actually pushed both of them toward her head as he started ramming his cock in and out of her faster and harder.
"GOD, YES!" Kate loved the feel of it. He was spreading her wider than she could ever remember any man ever doing before. The fact that she did a lot of yoga was showing its worth. Just how far Castle was bending her legs was amazing.
"FUCK, RICK… DON"T STOP!" She wanted to be fucked more than anything.
Rick was grunting with effort. He was going to come soon and he knew it. He was only vaguely aware of how far apart he was pushing Kate's legs and yet all that he heard was her begging him again.
"Come for me, Kate!" He thrust once more then reached his own climax. He felt her gush again and soak the sheets.
She screamed, "RICK!" And he saw the look on her face when she climaxed. It was like that of an angel smiling up at him. It was a look he knew he was never going to get used to seeing. He resolved to get that look on her face as often as he could.
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Kate had a letter in her hand with one hand up to her mouth; she felt the start of tears in her eyes. It was personal and it was addressed to her. It went straight to a heart that was more open now than it had been in a long time.
Now for the hard part, kid. It's clear that you and Castle have something real. And you're fighting it. But trust me, putting the job ahead of your heart is a mistake. Risking our hearts is why we're alive. The last thing you want is to look back on your life and wonder if only.
She looked over at Castle sleeping in the seat next to her.
"I did risk my heart, Royce. I just hope it was the right thing to do." She still had reservations but she had jumped in with both feet and so far at least, Castle had jumped in with her.
If their past was anything to go by, he would always be there. He'd risked his life for her and saved it she didn't want to think how many times. She had saved his because… If she was truthful with herself, it was because she was scared to death of losing him.
She looked at Castle again while he slept; she reached out and ran a finger down his cheek. "Not losing you now, Rick. Not now." Her heart was at risk and losing him now would do more than break it like losing her mother had done to it. It would end her.