I again want to thank Carter Izabell Jayd Marie for again being the only reviewer.

I'm glad you like it so far, I don't want to go straight to her falling in love. I want her to slowly make Paul earn her trust then eventually fall in love with him. But that's just what I think. So glad you like it. Thanks for being the only reviewer!

Hope you guys are liking it so far! Please review and tell me what you think!

P.S. Really depressing chapter. Just wanted to let you know.

-True Goddess


Chapter 2

Raven's POV

I put on a long-sleeved shirt to hide the bruises along my arms. I take makeup and cover my bruises, I sigh at the black eye staring back at me.

I go downstairs to see my dad enjoying his breakfast.

"Finally. I've been meaning to talk to you. I'm going on a business trip for the next couple of months. You have to stay here alone."

I hide the smile threatening to break through my lips.

He looks at me angrily.

"Well don't you think that you can bring your boyfriend here to fuck slut! Now pack my damn bags. You better not bring anyone here in the five months I'm gone, I'll make your grandmother call you."

I nod trying so hard not to smile.

"I can't pack your bags now, I have to go to school."

He looks at me angrily.

"When I come home it better be done."

I nod and leave the house jumping into my car.

I drive quickly to school unfortunately on time. I get out of car and people gasp at my black eye.

"What happened got in a fight with your front door."

The blonde from yesterday says smirking.

I smirk at her.

"No bitch, I just got into a bar fight. Your next."

I say lunging at her.

I snicker as she shrinks back scared.

I continue walking into school wishing I brought my aviators with me.

Nessie runs to me screaming my name.

I sigh and turn around.

"Hi Renesmee."

She rolls her eyes.

"Sounds to formal, call me Nessie."

I roll my eyes.

"Fine, what do you want."

She looks down at my black eye and frowns.

"Come on."

She says pulling me to the bathroom.

"Good thing my aunt Alice is always prepared."

She states taking out a foundation way too dark for her skin tone. But it matched mine perfectly.

I look at her confused.

"Let's just say I'm always prepared."

I shrug the feeling of something eerie happening.

She carefully taps the makeup onto my eye. I wince when her fingers my contact with the skin around my eye.

I look into the mirror seeing my black eye completely gone. I smile and hug her.

"Thanks."

I say standing up ready to leave the bathroom.

She smiles then pulls me back down.

"Now how did it happen?"

I shake my head grabbing my book bag and leaving the room.

I go to my first class sighing knowing I can't hide from her for long.

The day drags by and I skip lunch, I can't see her. I think about skipping the next four classes of the day then think against it.

I keep my head down and avoid Nessie's stares.

At the end of our last class I pull my hood over my head and run out of the room. I run into the rain and straight into my car.

I pull down the sun visor and looked at the mirror on it. I stared into my forest green eyes.

I take off the makeup and stared at my black eye.

"Don't fool yourself. You're not worth anything."

I say to myself in the mirror.

I repeat the same things my "dad" has said my whole life.

"Your ugly, Your worthless, you are nothing and always will be nothing, you are a waste of life, your existence was a mistake, you are a bastard child, remember you are never important to anyone. You mine as well die, cause no one loves you."

I sigh and wipe the stray tear from my face.

You would think after all the years of hearing this, I wouldn't cry anymore but it hurts. It's like a blow to the chest every time that I hear him say it. I try to ready myself, but hearing it from him makes it worse far worse. I could take it all day hearing myself say it, but when it comes down to others. It kills me.

I take a deep shaky breath and start my car.

I see Renesmee in my review mirror and ignore her. I get home and run upstairs quickly. I open his door and pack everything into his suitcase. I close the suitcase just to hear the doorbell ring.

I run downstairs and open the door just to see Nessie.

"What are you doing here?"

I ask nervously. I look around making sure my dad isn't close.

"Listen Nessie you have to go. M-my dad will get angry Nessie, do you want me to get hurt?"

She shakes her head about to say something but I cut her off.

"Listen I'll text you later."

I quickly give her my number and push her away from my front door.

"Now please leave."

I shut the door in her face and sigh in relief. The garage opens and he comes inside.

"Where is my..."

I cut him off handing him my suitcase.

"My dinn..."

I again cut him off motioning towards the dinner I left for him. He sighs when he sees there's no reason to yell at me.

"Dishes?"

He asks weekly.

"Done sir."

I say carefully.

I can see he's angry from work and needs a reason to hurt me. But today there's none.

"Fine, just get out of my sight! I don't want to see you! You know what leave! LEAVE! NOW!"

I run upstairs and pack some clothes and makeup into a book bag. I put on my favorite leather jacket over my tank top and pajama pants. I take my school book bag and put my house keys into it. I then put on my combat boots and walk out the door cell phone in hand.

"GO!"

He says slamming the door in my face.

I sigh and start walking. I forgot to ask Nessie for her number so there's no way to call her.

The night is freezing, it then starts raining. I shiver and continue walking. I eventually get to the highway. I walk on the sides of the road near the tress, my hands and feet feel numb but I continue to walk.

I can barely take another step till I fall to the ground and lose consciousness.

Renesmee's POV

"Dad I'm worried."

He sighs and puts a hand over mine.

"It's okay Nessie, she's probably fine."

I shake my head and put my hand on my dad's cheek.

"See, he might be hurting her."

I squeak afraid.

Paul perks up when I say hurt.

"Who Raven? Is she okay? Who's hurting her?"

I shake my head weekly.

"NESSIE!"

Alice says fearfully, pulling herself out of her daze.

"It's your friend, I was searching to see if she's alright and she's on the highway unconscious."

I jump up and grab my car keys.

"Paul, Jacob come on."

They both run out of the house with me.

I find Raven on the highway her hair splayed everywhere on the snow, her face pale and icy.

I touch it and it's not far from my dad's temperature. I feel for her pulse and sigh in relief when I feel it. It's there but barely.

I feel something hot and sticky I look at my fingers to see her blood. Her blood was always appealing to me, but right now I couldn't fight the urge. I licked my fingers and closed my eyes at the taste, I then lunged at her body. Paul growled at me fiercely and stood over her body protectively. He picked her up and put her into the car.

"It's okay Paul go, I got Nessie."

Jake said grabbing me by the waist and pulling me away. I whimpered in protest but he kept whispering reassuring things in my ear.

"It's all right Ness, your okay Nessie."

We went into a clearing into the woods and I hunted to get that burning feeling to stop. That's when I came back to my senses.

"Oh god Jake, I almost killed my friend!"

He sighs and wraps his arms around my waist.

"It's okay, come on you should check on her."

I lean my head on his shoulder afraid to face my family. At least we get to do it together.


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-True Goddess