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- True Goddess
Chapter 7
Raven's POV
They've been making me do yoga for a week, and it's so freaking frustrating. I don't mind yoga. It's just none of my clothes fit me anymore and I'm shooting in height every day.
But it's finally slowed down, thankfully I'm not freakishly tall I'm 5,6. I should be happy because I always wanted to be taller, but I'm freaking out.
What if I phase?
It's definitely a possibility. Part of me wants to go to my grandmother's house and rip her head off. Because she knew all along that Joshua is my dad.
"Hey you going to come to Sam, he has the results."
Paul says nervously.
I take my eyes away from the window and look at him.
"I already know that he's my dad, so stop being careful what you say around me. I know I'm going to phase Paul."
I say getting up and meeting eyes with him.
"There's nothing I could do to stop it."
I sit back down and pull my knees to my chest.
"Your grandma's coming in two days."
I looked at him angrily.
"WHAT! HOW COULD YOU KEEP THAT FROM ME!"
Paul grabs my hands and looks into my eyes.
"I'm sorry Raven, just please calm down."
I take in deep breaths and pull my hands from his.
"I don't want to see her."
Paul rolls his eyes.
"Come on."
He grabs my sweat shirt and throws it at me.
"Put this on were going out."
I look at him confused.
"I'll wait for you outside."
I feel my face flush and quickly put on the sweat shirt over my tank top and jeans.
I quickly put on mascara and a little lips gloss then ran down stairs.
I jumped into Paul's car.
"Were we going."
He smiles.
"You'll see."
We drove on for a few hours till I started complaining that I was starving. I ordered half of the menu and ate all of it. Paul didn't question it and just lead me back to the car.
"I hope you don't get sick on the roller-coaster's."
I look at him my eyes wide.
"You're taking me to a fair!"
He nods smiling.
I lean over and kiss his cheek.
"I love you!"
I lean back into my seat blushing fiercely.
I look at him to see his face is stunned.
I put my face in my hands and curtain my face with my hair.
I feel his hand on my lower back and look up.
"Were here."
I nod smiling and get out of the car bouncing up and down excitedly.
"Ready?"
He asks.
I nod and run straight to the biggest ride.
"You sure Raven?"
I nod.
"Yep, let's ride it!"
He laughs and leads me to the line.
After the whole night at the park I started feeling different. Like I had a fever, I was sweating a lot, and I could barely open my eyes.
"Paul."
I moan feeling horrible. He puts his hand to my forehead and shrugs.
"You feel normal. Oh no... My normal."
He picks me up and puts me in the car heading back to the Cullen's.
"You sure your okay."
I nod and open the window trying to cool my face.
I eventually fell asleep and woke up in my room the sun shining down on my face.
"What day is it?"
Paul smiled at me and gave me a huge plate of breakfast. I ate it one minute flat.
"You didn't answer my question."
I said after drinking down my third glass of orange juice.
"Well Raven... Your grandma came a day early."
I looked at him my eyes bulging in shock and anger.
"Bring her in here."
I say gritting my teeth in anger.
Paul shakes his head.
"Just take a shower get dressed then come down stairs. Just stay calm."
I growl at him and go into my bathroom to take a shower.
I come down stairs my long hair still wet to see my grandmother sitting uncomfortably next to Emmet.
Jasper flashes me a smile and soon my grandmother and I are both relaxed.
"May I talk to my grandmother... Alone."
They all leave the room in a human pace.
Paul stands next to me protectively.
"I'll be right out the door, just in case."
He whispers in my ear.
I nod smiling and trying not to shiver from the contact of his breathe on my skin.
I look at my grandmother glaring at her.
"Well look at you, Raven. You grew so much since the months I've seen you."
"Cut the bullshit!"
I snarl at her.
She looks at me shocked by my foul language.
"Raven Marie Estrella! I am disappointed in your behavior."
I could feel my hands starting to shake. I clenched my fist together and grinded my teeth.
"Don't act like you don't know! I know Jonathan is my father, I just don't understand why you wouldn't tell me. For years I've been searching for answers! This is what you do! THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME! I THOUGHT FAMILY LOOKED OUT FOR EACH OTHER! MY FRIENDS ARE MORE OF A FAMILY THAN YOU! JUST LEAVE! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!"
She comes up to me and puts her hands on either side of my face.
"I did it to protect you Raven. Apparently you don't need my protection."
I removed her hands from my face.
"Leave."
I say viciously, the shaking getting uncontrollable.
"You're going to need me one day Raven, and I'll be there. When that boyfriend of yours breaks your heart I'll be here for you."
She crossed the line. Nobody, I mean nobody talks about my Paul that way.
I shoved her hard.
"DON'T YOU EVER TALK ABOUT PAUL THAT WAY! YOUR JUST LIKE JOHNATHAN ARE YOU SURE YOUR NOT HIS MOTHER! LEAVE!"
I say throwing a lamp at the door. She runs out of the house and down the driveway and into her rental car.
"RAVEN!"
Paul yells grabbing me by the waist and pulling me out of the house.
The shaking was uncontrollable and this hot pain traveled throughout my body.
"Paul..."
I whimpered scared of what was happening.
He smoothed the hair out of my face.
"It's okay, just let it out."
I shook my head the shaking only getting worse.
"NO! I WON'T DO IT!"
"Holding it back only makes the pain worse."
Jake said his voice coming from far away.
"NO!"
I screamed falling to my knees.
My spine felt like it was being stretched. I screamed in pain and it soon turned into a howl.
I looked down at my body to see I was covered in raven black fur.
"She's beautiful."
I heard Paul say in awe.
I looked towards him and...
I don't know what happened. But when I met eyes with Paul it was like my world just shifted.
I never have been devoted to someone till now. It didn't matter what happened as long as he was happy it would make me happy.
I now know why it hurt to be away from him every day. He is my soul mate.
This seemed familiar though.
DID I IMPRINT ON PAUL!
I screamed in my mind. Edward looked up at me and nodded.
I started pacing back and forth.
"I'm going to phase."
Paul says running into the woods.
I start to panic, what if he finds out I imprinted on him.
But doesn't that mean...
I did imprint on you. When I first saw you.
Paul says in my mind standing by my side.
I knew I couldn't blush in this form but if I could I would.
Come on Raven. Don't just stand there don't you want to go for your first run.
I nod my big head and take off into the woods.
I smile as I jump over logs and the forest blurs into a beautiful green.
I stop once I find a river and drink some water.
Paul?
I asked afraid.
What is it?
How do we become human?
He laughs and licks the side of my muzzle.
I won't leave you alone as a wolf okay?
I nod.
After a few minutes I was calm enough to change back. Alice came and gave me some clothes.
Paul comes out from the trees just in his shorts.
"Hi."
I say trying to ease the awkwardness.
He takes my hand and leads me into the woods.
"I love you."
He says.
I blush looking down, not knowing if I'm capable of saying it back.
But I did realize how much I liked him before I imprinted, and how much it hurt to be away from him.
"I love you too."
I finally say.
A huge smile lights up his face.
I wrap my arms around his neck and get on my tip-toes planting a soft kiss on his lips.
I pull away and look at his face.
He smiles at me with a goofy grin on his face.
"Want to kiss me again?"
I laugh and peck his lips a few times.
"I love you."
He whispers into my ear.
I smile and whisper it back.
That moment is when everything felt perfect my "dad" nowhere to be found and it's a good thing. My grandma turned out to be a total bitch and I don't think I can ever forgive her.
But this time when Jonathan comes back, I'll be ready. Because now, he can't touch me.
They finally KISSED! YA! So hope this chapter was okay, it took me three hours to write but it is done! So review and tell me what you think.
-True Goddess ( has a cold)
