Chapter 4

After cram school I headed with Ryuji back to his dorm room. After we arrived in his room I was shocked to see it was so tidy. 'Wow you keep your room so clean, way cleaner then Rin's.' I laughed as Ryuji placed his bag down on the table. 'Alright let's get started,' he stated as I dove onto his bed. 'What are you doing?' Ryuji barked as I started snuggling with his pillow. 'Your bed is comfy, but you are right we need to study now.' I stated as I jumped off the bed and sat down next to Ryuji as he pulled out the text. 'All right so here are some of the areas in which you should be focusing on. The main thing in this chapter that I can for sure state will be on the test is this section here.' Ryuji stated as he reached over closer to me to grab my pencil, I felt his arm pressed up against mine. His scent was stronger when he was close to me, he smelled nice. I felt my heart start to race faster the more I thought about it. 'Are you listening Sakurai?' Ryuji asked, 'yeah sorry and call me Mira.' I replied as Ryuji sighed, 'okay now let's continue.'

An hour and a bit had passed and I felt like I understood a lot more. I flung myself back as I stretched out. 'I'll go get us something to drink, review the last part again and I will be right back.' Ryuji stated as he left the room, I jumped back on Ryuji's bed as I rested my head on his pillow. I closed my eyes and the image of Ryuji popped into my head. I quickly opened them and sat up as my heart started to race faster. I had no idea what was going on with me, was it because he was a boy? … No it was more then that, something about him was different and I couldn't figure it out. Just then the door opened and Ryuji walked in. 'Here,' he stated as he handed me a drink and looked down at me. I felt my face get hotter as Ryuji sat down on his bed next to me. 'Your face is red are you sick?' He asked as he reached out his hand to feel my forehead and then felt his to compare. 'You don't seem to have a fever,' Ryuji responded as I took a huge gulp of my drink hoping it will cool me down. 'Anyway we should get back to studying, here.' Ryuji stated as he held out his hand to help me off the bed. My heart started to race out of control and when my hand touched his I didn't let go. He froze as he stared at me; my eyes were fixed on his and his on mine. I felt myself lean in when I closed my eyes and then ran out the door. 'Sakurai where are you going?' I heard Ryuji yell as I continued to run, I couldn't stay I couldn't get close to him. He didn't know and I couldn't tell him about me, I needed Rin I needed his help.

As I arrived back at my dorm I ran strait to Rin's room with tears in my eyes. As soon as I ran in Rin stood up and ran over to me. 'Mira what's wrong?' he asked as I ran into his arms and held on tight to his shirt. 'I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.' I continued to cry as Rin walked me over to his bed to sit down. 'Mira what happened?' Rin asked again as I continued to bury myself in his shirt, 'I'm sorry Rin please forgive me!' I cried out as I looked up to face a confused Rin. 'What do you?' I cut Rin off by forcefully kissing him. I pushed him down as my hand slid through his hair; I was surprised to feel Rin kissing me back. His arms wrapped around me as I slid my tongue in his mouth. We continued to kiss for a few more minutes till we broke for air and my blood had calmed down. We both turned bright red and faced opposite directions. 'Sorry…' I stated again as I felt Rin's hand overlap mine as I turned to face him. The blush remained on his face as he smiled gently. 'It's okay you needed help, I mean it's not like I want you to go on a rampage and if it causes you pain why wouldn't I help? That and I don't really mind…' Rin continued to blush as I smiled. I rested my head on his shoulder as he rested his head on top of mine. 'Thank you…' I replied as I closed my eyes. 'Oh good Mira you are here as well,' Yukio stated as he walked into the room. 'Sorry am I interrupting you again?' Yukio smiled with a look that seemed to be the opposite of what it appeared. 'No I was just resting my eyes.' I replied as Yukio took a seat at his desk, 'it's about this weekend, I sent a email to all the other students but since you are here I will just inform you now.' Yukio stated as Rin and I looked at each other with confusion.

'I am putting everyone into groups of three and you are all going off on missions. They entail different things so you will find out later on what your job will be. It is a weekend trip so you will be gone overnight with one of your professors.' Yukio explained as Rin and I got excited. 'This sounds like a lot of fun actually!' I smiled as Rin smiled back. 'Yeah, and can you tell us who we are grouped with?' Rin asked as Yukio pulled out his planner. 'Rin you will be with Shima and Kamiki and Mira you will be with Suguro and Miwa.' Yukio replied as I felt my face get hot again, 'why are you blushing? Now that I think about it when you ran in here you were coming from Suguro's… what happened?' Rin asked with a ticked look on his face. 'Look nothing happened, and Rin I am sorry again about before… I think I am going to head to bed now.' I replied as I headed for the door. 'Get some sleep then, but remember to meet us outside tomorrow at the front gate.' Yukio replied as I waved and headed to my bed. I got changed into my nightshirt and threw myself on my bed. 'Gah what is wrong with me?' I cried out as I wrapped myself around my pillow. As I closed my eyes I heard my phone beep, I had gotten a text from an unknown number.

Hey Sakurai it's Ryuji, I am just checking to see if everything was okay? I hope I didn't do anything to make you freak out … Oh and Shima gave me your number, anyway I will see you tomorrow.

I felt myself smile; I was relieved that he wasn't angry with me. I added him into my phone as I started to type a reply.

Hey Ryuji I am sorry about earlier, I guess I wasn't feeling well. It looks like we are grouped together for the mission tomorrow! I hope it's not too scary, I will see you then. Sorry again…

And call me MIRA for the last time!

I felt my eyes get heavy and ended up falling asleep before I knew it. As the morning sun woke me I realized I forgot to set my alarm. I quickly threw a few things together and packed them in a bag as I ran out of the dorm and headed for the front gate of the school. 'Sakurai you are late!' Yukio stated as I bowed my head, 'sorry, but why didn't you wake me then?' I replied, 'I though you already left, anyway Mira join Suguro and Miwa with Sir Pheles over there.' Yukio stated as I walked up to Mephy. 'Good morning princess, how are you this fine day?' Mephisto smiled as I sighed. 'Tired, anyway why are you here?' I questioned, 'I am your teacher guardian for this trip, now lets get going!' Mephisto stated as we all headed after him.