I know it's been a while. but here's something.
Alex 11:30am
Dude whats wrong with you?
Arizona 11:33am
What do you mean ?
Alex 11:37am
Why are you so perky and have that big grin on your face...
Arizona 11:37am
Umm because it's me, I'm always perky and happy. Can a girl not be happy ?
Alex 11:40am
Who you banging Robbins?
Arizona 11:45am
OMG Alex, what's wrong with you!
I am your boss! You can't ask me questions like that!
Alex 11:45am
Umm yes I can.
You maybe my boss but you're also my friend, so spill it!
It's fucking annoying that you're back to your perky self.
Arizona 11:47am
Arrggggh
You're annoying.
Stop prying into my personal life and go save some tiny humans!
Alex 12pm
I'm on break, thank you very much!
Arizona 12:10pm
Breaks over mister!
Alex 12:15pm
You know I'm really happy for you. I've seen you go through hell and back and seeing that smile on your face reminds me of the ol perky annoyingly happy Arizona. Good to have you back Boss!
Arizona 12:20pm
OMG is the hardcore, badass Alex Karev being all soft and mushy. Man I love this side of you, and thanks :).
Alex 12:21pm
Oh shutup Robbins!
Arizona 12:21pm
Oh back to our old selves I see…
Alex 12:22pm
Haha funny.
Arizona 12:25pm
You're awesome Karev, I don't know if anybody's ever told you but you're a nice guy that cares, maybe cares a little too much and that's why I love you. But please stop asking me about my sex life…
Alex 12:25pm
Umm why not!
Arizona 12:25pm
Because!
Alex 12:26pm
Because what!
Arizona 12:28pm
Because I'm your boss!
Alex 12:30pm
Yeah you've said that, doesn't work!
Arizona 12:29pm
Plus it's awkward
Alex 12:30pm
Puhlizzz! Awkward my ass, more like hot!
Arizona 12:30pm
OMG can you stop! (eyeroll emoji)
Alex 12:31pm
No, actually I can't, lol ok ok.
I just love messing with you. You're like the older sister I never had, I need someone to annoy.
Arizona 12:32pm
Awww! Now go do your rounds!
Arizona 12:45pm
So Alex knows.
Eliza 12:50pm
Knows what?
Arizona 12:55pm
About us.
Eliza 12:55pm
And that's a bad thing because….?
Arizona 12:57pm
It's not a bad thing, it's just the news is gonna spread now, plus he is asking me all these personal questions which is weird and awkward. Imagine telling your lil brother your sex life.
Eliza 12:58pm
Well he cares for you.
Arizona 1pm
I know he does but it's just awkward, like he wants to know details.
Eliza 1pm
Well I don't blame him, we're pretty hot. I can imagine others thinking about us having sex…
Arizona 1:01pm
Eliza!
Eliza 1:03pm
What, I'm serious. I mean look at me, I'm freaken hot, like dirty hot according to Alex. I mean babe can you really blame him…
Arizona 1:05pm
You are so full of it (eye roll emoji)
But I love you. (heart and kiss emoji)
Eliza 1:07pm
And I mean I know I'm dirty hot, but you, you're like dirty, sexy, beautiful, gorgeous, wild HOT!
Like I get all of you in every way imaginable. I get the sophisticated you, the gentle kind you, the drop dead gorgeou you, the sexy you that can make a girl or guy drop dead from their knees going weak. I get it all…
Arizona 1:10pm
You have such a way with words...
If you weren't a Dr, you'd be great relationship expert, you know coaching people how to have game, up their charm, get dates or maybe a master salesperson, you can charm the pants off anyone! As an eskimo I'd buy ice from you!
You're something else and I swear it's frustratingly dirty hot….
Eliza 1:15pm
Frustratingly dirty hot… I like that.
You know what else I like. You :)
Arizona 1:15pm
I know, I'm awesome.
Eliza 1:17pm
So candlelight dinner, some smooth jazz on the speakers, us slow dancing, me caressing your body up and down in front of your fireplace on that sheepskin rug, cuddling for hours and then some dirty hot sex tonight, you down ?
Arizona 1:17pm
Umm hell ya!
How could I say no to that my love.
Eliza 1:18pm
Great, see ya at 8.
Arizona sat in her office thinking and daydreaming about her life.
JESUS, what have I gotten myself into. This woman has me so enamored with her, life, love and everything is just so awesome. You know I never really thought I'd find love again after Callie and I thought I deserved to be unhappy for the rest of my life, because karma. But I guess we all get 2nd chances and we make mistakes but that doesn't mean we should be paying it for the rest of our lives. I guess as long as we learn and move on, time really does heal everything. I mean Callie and I weren't in a good place for a long time but that doesn't excuse what I did, I mean I can't even believe I did that, that's not who I am, it was such a spur of the moment thing with Lauren and she was charmingly persistent and saw me for me. But I swear to god and on my life that I will never ever say or do anything stupid to mess things with Eliza. She has give me my life back, she loves me for me. She is everything I wanted in someone, hot, confident, funny, charming, smart, independent, non judgmental, spontaneous, ambitious, respected, understanding, caring, and someone who has so much love to give. She truly truly makes my world go round and I guess I had to go through the shitstorm of life to find my diamond. I know cheesy, I guess I've been picking up my cheesiness from Eliza, I mean who wouldn't get all mushy and cheesy when Eliza loves you like that, pays attention to you like you are the only thing in the world that exists. When I'm with her I forget all my worries and problems and I feel like a brand new woman who also has so much love to give, so much life to live. I want the world with Eliza, I know she loves me, takes care of me, tells me all the things I want to hear, gives me all the reassurances and listens to me ramble on about my insecurities and reach into my vulnerable side without any judgement whatsoever. I mean who is she and where was she all my life. I swear I could have used her when I was dealing with my leg, the divorce, the court case and letting go of Sofia to be in NY with her other mother. But sometimes we have to lose everything to gain everything back. You know I used to hate those stupid ol cliche's and quotes, I'd roll my eyes at them but when you actually live through them, then you realize why people say those things. We only know it and feel it when we have walked in their shoes. People may see me as a strong person but I know I am only human, I get lonely, I miss my daughter, I wish I wasn't such a failure at my marriage but when they say that life is written for us already and we are destined to meet our fate, it is the uncertainty that makes life hard. The anxiousness , the choices, the decisions, the consequences, the cries, the laughter, the memories, the hurt, the pain, the happiness and joy, I guess is the circle of life. Some experience it to a greater degree than others but than is it karma or is it just what's meant to be?
Anyways enough of this thinking, I'm ready to get out of this hospital and go meet my girlfriend at my place for dinner and some dirty hot sex.
Life I tell you…
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