Chapter 3 Only 18 years old... What I was thinking?

Dylan POV

When we get out of the car, I sit down with my Brother in a giant rock. While we were in a quiet place, My brother keep his calm and wait for me to speak.

"The countryside here is amazing, don't you think?" I asked to my brother trying to change the subject. But it did not work out.

" Yeah is beautiful but I want to talk about your life not of the view" Cody say in calm tone waiting for me to speak.

" okay I will tell my story" I stood up from the giant rock and look to other way and not into my brother eyes.

I can't look into my brothers eyes, Because I know I will mess up everything. He knows that when I'm going to say the true.I can't look into nobody's eyes. Is weird I know but is the truth.

So I stared to tell all my story, well almost all my story.

Telling the Story

I, to be honest, I never thought that I could get so far. I mean to get involved into drugs and alcohol.

But I felt Lonely I mean I date every girl in the boat, I was a womanizer. but because of that I never felt loved, I never feel the Love, you were Loved Cody, I mean you have a girlfriend Bailey and you were so in love with her and she Love you so much that you decide, marry her. and, I just felt Lonely I thought nobody's care about me the people see me like if I was the enemy and, I want to do something different... To just taste it, I taste that drug.. and I never thought it could change my life into a that is when I started to be an addiction to drugs and everything...

I was only 18 years old when I stared to be into drugs, what I was thinking at that moment?

"When I... I walked away from you...I didn't feel so bad!" (Zack said with a tone of craziness and sickness, to his brother.)

(Zack turn around to see his brother eyes)

"You want to know Why?! Cody?" He asked him holding his tears.

"yeah"His brother just said.

"BECAUSE I WAS DRUGGED"Zack said yelling.

Zack said it like that because he knew he was guilty, he was wrong at that moment.

"I felt happy!" Zack said letting a tear out.( but he turn around again, to not see him).

(But he keep telling him the story)

The next day I found my self in the grass. Was like 5 of the morning. The sound of a horn wake me up.I remember that before falling at asleep in the middle of no where, I was running like a freak.

(he laugh but stop fast)

Anyway, Like I tell you I didn't know where I was in that moment. So I stood up from the grass and stared to look for my cellphone. I touch my clothes and my clothes were wet.What he hell I was doing? I don't remember a thing, but The thing is that I found my cellphone. I remember of you, of course because you are my brother, I wanted to call you, To you give me a ride, back to home. But you didn't pick up the phone.

So I keep walking.

(Story)

"what the hell my brother don't pick up the damn Phone?" I asked to my self. I keep walking, and walking and walking.

Then I Throw up. I felt sick, so I call my Friend Ricky, he pick up the phone fast. "Man were are you?" Ricky ask me. He sounded drugged.

"I don't know men I think I still in boston, But I don't know where..."I said while I was trying to see a sign of something like that. Then I see a gas station.

"You are toasted man" Ricky said.

"Oh I found a gas station and is of your dad? Is your Dad's gas station! come here and give me a ride man" I said to him.

"Okay I will go Bye you own me" Ricky said to me.

"yeah right" I said and hung up.

I stared to cough and getting dizzy " I need to buy some cigarettes"So I stared to walk into the gas station to buy cigarettes.

I buy it and stared to smoke. Then I sit on the floor, waiting Ricky.

Then someone call me...

So I pick up the phone. "hello?"

"Where are you Zack everyone is looking for you! Well except for your brother..."She said.

"who is this? and Why they are looking for me?" I asked confused.

Well that's all for today hope you liked the first chapter Please review thanks :)

It would be better I promise and I will try to be better in my english :)