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Amy's Pov...

I rested my head on the couch and watched Anna sleep.

"She looks so peaceful, so innocent, and so much like mom." I breathed out slowly and closed my eyes. I could picture mom's face perfectly. I drifted off to sleep and wished I hadn't...

dream...

Mom danced around barefoot in the meadow her smile shown brighter than the sun. The sun shining brightly in the bright blue sky. Anna, 2 years old ran up to her and mom spun her around. and just as I started feeling alright the sky turned dark thunder sounded lightning struck the ground, and then he was there, Father grabbed mom making her drop Anna. Mom screamed for us to run. I felt so numb as I grabbed Anna and ran, I ran as fast as I could, the lightning kept striking around me when everything went black...

My breath was heavy and I tried to listen. No warning, before he appeared in front of me. He took Anna away from me. My eyes widened as I watched him do what I feared.

I bolted up shaking I didn't know if I had screamed but at this second I didn't care. I looked at Anna still sleeping peacefully.

"Amy?" Prime's voice asked. I didn't look at him and kissed Anna's forehead before standing. I walked over to the elevator and got in and pushed the button. not looking at Prime for a second.

Once up top did I realize it was raining. I walked over to the edge and looked out. "Why is this world so cruel? Why can't I let it out?" I clenched my fists tightly. I laid down and glared at the sky. It wasn't too much longer when I heard footsteps. Prime looked down at me.

"Amy?" He asked. I kept the same face.

"What?"

"will you speak of it?" He asked.

"No."

"Why?"

"Cause its none of your business." I stood.

"It wasn't before but it is now." He stated.

"Really?" I growled.

"I have adopted you." He stated kneeling down. I glared and backed away.

"You do not need to be afraid."

"Stay away from me." He was frowning deeply by now.

"I wish to get to know you better Amy, I care about you." His voice was soft.

"Sure you do," I growled. He stayed silent for a moment.

"Are you ready to go to your home to pick up your belongings?" He asked. I sighed but gave a single nod before walking to the elevator. When I got down Anna had a towel for me. I let her wrap it around me. I got dried off and gently took her hand.

"You don't have to come," I said gently. She bit her lip. "If you want to you can and if it gets too hard you can meet up with Raf and Bee," I said she nodded. I looked over to the bots that were coming with us; (Prime, Ironhide, Jazz, Ratchet, and Prowl) and they transformed and activated their holo-forms. I helped Anna into Prime and climbed in and we headed off. Prime had his trailer so we could load it.

We pulled outside of the house I grew up in, I slid down from the cab and helped Anna down. She grabbed my hand and we went inside. The place was still a mess as we walked in Anna's hold on my hand tightened as we walked into the living room.

"Anna?" I asked she nodded to me and let go of my hand and walked over to the tipped over couch and reached down to grab something and she started shaking.

"Anna?" My eyes widened when she held a bloodied knife in her hands. I reached out and took it and threw it aside and hugged her.

"I c-can't." She sniffed.

"Its alright Jazz will walk you over to Raf's," I said she nodded and left with Jazz, leaving me with the others.

"Amy, I-" I walked away and went upstairs. I went into Anna's room first and started packing her clothes in a suitcase. I heard someone come up behind me and stood in the doorway.

"You alright?" Ironhide asked. I glanced at him before going back to work. He sighed but stayed silent. I packed all of Anna's belongings in a suitcase and a couple of boxes. I stacked them by her door before heading to my room. I heard Ironhide take the boxes downstairs.

I closed my door and started packing my stuff. All my stuff fit into a duffle bag and a couple boxes. I picked up a picture of mom I kept hidden and held it and stared at her. How beautiful she was.

A knock on my door broke my thoughts.

"Yeah?" The door opened and Prime came in.

"How are you doing Amy?" He asked.

"Fine, I'm almost done," I replied and set the picture in my duffle bag before heading to fathers room. I didn't look around it I just went to the closet and pulled one of the boards up and pulled out a box and left the room. I slammed the door shut and leaned against it.

"Amy?" Ratchet called. I sighed and headed downstairs and raised an eyebrow at him.

"What else needs to be packed?" He asked.

"Go pack the kitchen, I'll do the living room," I told him. He nodded and He, Prime and Ironhide took some boxes and went in there.

"May I help you?" Prowl asked.

"If you must." Since there wasn't much to pack it only took an hour to finish up. The guys took all the boxes out to Primes trailer, while I looked around the house for the last time.

I felt so many emotions flowing through me. Anger, fear, relief, sadness, frustration, and stuff I wasn't sure about. I walked out and onto the porch and slammed the door and walked away without looking back. I climbed into Prime and he drove off. I clenched my fist as we drove off to base unsure of how to react to this situation.

Prime drove through the base and stopped at a big door and opened his door. Frowning I climbed out and he transformed and opened the big door.

"I thought you would prefer to see your room first." He said softly. I gave a nod and followed him in he transformed and activated his holo-form and went to a human-sized door. He opened it and stepped back and looked at me. I walked into the room and looked around.

It was a big room with two beds; one with pink sheets the other with dark blue, both had several pillows. Two big 6 drawer dressers, two desks with notebooks, pencils, and pens. a bathroom off of the room along with a small kitchen. I breathed out and turned to Prime.

"Thanks," I said and walked out and went to the back of his trailer and grabbed a box and went back to my new room and started unpacking. The rest of the boxes were set in the room for me to unpack. It took me a couple hours but I got it done. The last thing was the small box I took from fathers room.

I gently picked it up and held it. I shook my head I wasn't going to open it I slid it under my bed and sat down and looked around the room.

A little while later I heard someone come in. I looked up to see Prime.

"All settled in?" I nodded. "Would you like me to get Anna?" He asked.

"Yes," I replied. He nodded and left and was back in a few with Anna.

"Amy! This is our room? It's big." Her smile made my heart shatter but I smiled softly and nodded. she hugged me before going to her bed and flopped down on it.

"This is the best! Thanks, Optimus!" She smiled and ran over and hugged him. What was left of my heart froze? He was stealing my little girl's heart from me! His eyes met mine and I became blank I shoved my emotions down and looked at Anna she smiled.

"I'll give you both a moment to settle in." He said. Anna nodded.

"Okay! Thanks!" She smiled. I watched him leave and sat down.

"Anna?" I said softly. She looked at me. I patted the spot next to me and she sat next to me.

"Yes, Amy?" She replied.

"This makes you happy." I wasn't asking and she knew. She frowned slightly but nodded.

"Yeah, why?" I kissed her forehead.

"Never mind, I'm just making sure," I said carefully. She smiled.

"Oh did you know that Bee's our brother now?" She asked.

"No, I didn't that's neat," I replied. She smiled.

"I'm gonna tell them about our new room. Love ya, sis!" She said and ran off. I clenched my fists.

"How is this possible? How could I have let this happen? I can give her everything she needs and wants... except for a family. I can't be a mom, I can't be a father or dad, I can only be a sister. and that's what hurts, I can't give her what she needs the most. Why can't I?" I closed my eyes tightly and rested my head in my hands.

Later that day...

Anna had shown the others the room while I made dinner for Jack, Miko, Raf, Anna, and I. They talked while we ate I just thought about everything.

"She seems happy, Why can't I be? Can I let go and break down? No. I can't I would be too vulnerable."

After we did the dishes the others left Anna and me in our room.

"Sissy?" Anna asked She was looking down. I frowned and opened my arms. She collapsed in my arms and held me tightly.

"You won't leave, right? You won't let go of me right?" She asked clinging to me.

"What? Where did this come from a sweetheart?" I asked sitting down pulling her onto my lap.

"I-I j-just. You don't seem sure t-to stay. I-I'm happy. b-but you don't s-seem to be..." She trailed off and my heart once again shattered.

"Honey, I won't leave you. I will never leave you." I said. She opened her mouth so started singing.

[Verse 1]
I remember tears streamin' down your face
When I said I'd never let you go,
When all those shadows almost killed your light.
I remember you said "Don't leave me here alone",
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight.

She let a couple tears fall and hugged me tightly.

[Chorus]
Just close your eyes,
The sun is going down.
You'll be alright,
No one can hurt you now.
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound.

Her eyes closed as she listened to me.

[Verse 2]
Don't you dare look out your window,
Darlin' everything's on fire.
The war outside our door keeps raging on.
Hold onto this lullaby,
Even when the music's gone,
Gone.

I carefully stood and laid her in her bed and tucked her in.

[Chorus]
Just close your eyes,
The sun is going down.
You'll be alright,
No one can hurt you now.
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound.

[Bridge]
Ooh, (Ooh)
Ooh, (Ooh)
La la (La la)
La la (La la)
Ooh (Ooh)
Ooh (Ooh)
La la (La la)
La la..

[Chorus]
Just close your eyes,
You'll be alright.
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound.

[Outro]
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh,
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh,
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Oohhh.

I kissed her forehead and turned off the light. "Goodnight my light," I whispered.

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