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the next morning Amy's pov...

I bolted up sweating like crazy shaking. I looked around the room and remembered everything from yesterday. I breathed out slowly and got up and took a shower.

When I got done and dressed in dark jeans, a dark purple shirt, and my combat boots. I gently shook Anna.

"Honey time to get up," I said. She yawned and sat up and nodded. Smiling slightly I went off to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

After breakfast, we both got our stuff for school and headed to the main room. Anna hugged me and went over to Prime. I glared at him and got onto my motorcycle and drove off.

After school, I met up with the others outside.

"Anna I have work," I said she nodded.

"I'm going to hang with Raf and Bee." She replied. I nodded. As I passed Bee I ran a hand over his hood. I could feel it shiver slightly. I headed off to work.

I pulled up to the cafe and went in and got straight to work.

...time skip...

My shift was about done when I heard a certain muscle car pull in. I looked up to see Bee"s holo-form get out of the car. I frowned slightly when Anna and Raf weren't with him as he came in.

"Amy, can we talk?" He asked.

"Let me go grab my stuff from the back," I replied. He nodded and I went back grabbed my stuff and followed him outside. He got in his car while I got on my bike and I followed him for a while as he led me out of town. After a while, he pulled up by the edge of a canyon and transformed. I parked my bike a ways back and slowly walked up beside him.

"Bee?" I asked. He looked down at me and slowly kneeled down so his face was close to mine. My breath caught and I stood stock still. Gently he brought a servo close and used a digit to touch my cheek. I swallowed hard and remained still.

"I am...sorry." He said through the radio. I frowned.

"What for?" I asked. He retracted his servo.

"I should...have...known." He replied. I shook my head.

"No. Bee I hid it for a reason I didn't want anyone to know," I told him.

"Why not?... We.. can... help you." I looked down before walking over to the edge of the cliff. After hesitating a moment I began to sing.

Do you know what it's like when
You're scared to see yourself
Do you know what it's like when
You wish you were someone else
Who didn't need your help to get by
Do you know what it's like
To wanna surrender

Bee sat down behind me and gently used a servo to turn me around to face him.

"I know. I can... help you...let me." He said. I continued to sing.

I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow
I don't wanna live like this today
Make me feel better
I wanna feel better
Stay with me here now
And never surrender
(never surrender)

"I will...help you... How...can i...help?" He asked. I stepped away from him as I continued.

Do you know what it's like when
You're not who you wanna be
Do you know what it's like to
Be your own worst enemy
Who sees the things in me I can't hide
Do you know what it's like to wanna surrender

He tried to touch me but I pulled away and headed to my bike as I continued singing softly.

I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow
I don't wanna live like this today
Make me feel better
I wanna feel better
Stay with me here now
And never surrender

"Let me..." He stood as I got on my bike... I looked at him so torn and unsure what to do. I looked down and put my helmet on and left the rest of the song to drift in the silence as I drove off to base knowing Bee was following...

Make me feel better
You make me feel better
You make me feel better
Put me back together

I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow
I don't wanna live like this today
Make me feel better
I wanna feel better
Stay with me here now
And never surrender

Put me back together
Never surrender
Make me feel better
I need to feel better
Stay with me here now
And never surrender

I pulled into base parked my bike and headed off to my room without so much as a word to anyone. Anna was in the room doing her homework when I walked in I saw Optimus's holo-form standing beside her. They both looked up when I stepped in. I looked at him for a second before looking at Anna. She smiled and gave a nod. I nodded back and walked into the kitchen and sat down. I pulled my backpack beside me and pulled my homework out and started working on it.

A little while later Anna came in. I moved my chair back on instinct and she sat on my lap. I wrapped an arm around her.

"How was your day Anna?" I asked.

"It was okay. My home works all done." She replied. I nodded.

"Good job," I told her. She curled up and I wrapped my other arm around her and held her tightly. I held her till she fell asleep in my arms. I carefully stood and took her to bed and tucked her in.

I went back to the kitchen to work on my homework when Prime came in and sat down. I glared at him and continued working.

"Amy, how was your day?" He asked. I looked at him for a second before going back to my homework.

"Are you going to ignore me?" He asked. I didn't reply. He sighed and I growled stood up grabbed my stuff and walked to my room where I set it on my desk. I heard him follow but I pointed to the door. He left after a minute and closed the door softly.

I sat down stiffly and continued on my homework. When I finished did I look at the clock? 1:18 am. I sighed and took my shoes off and climbed into bed and slowly drifted off and hoped the nightmares would stay away. Once again my dreams were haunted by my fears...

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