I'm sorry if this chapter is different for any of you who are going through the story again. I deleted the first one by mistake and had to re-write it completely. Let me know what you all think!

Amy's pov...

I woke from another nightmare breathing deeply I got dressed and went into the kitchen, when my phone buzzed. I opened it and wished I hadn't I closed it and put it back into my pocket. I then remembered Bee and yesturday, he said to let him help. I bit my lip and walked out and headed to the main room, it was still early so not everyone was up yet, I just hoped Bee was. When I got to the main room Bee was talking with Optimus.

When Bee noticed me he waved me over, I raised an eye brow as I walked over.

"You are up early, Amy, are you well?" Bee asked.

"Fine." I replied shortly. I looked at Bee and he gave a look that said you are not fine. I took notice of Optimus's gaze on me and I growled. "Need somethin?" He blinked down at me.

"I am wanting to know the well being of my daughter." As soon as the last word left his mouth I snarled and stormed off to my room. Fathers don't do anything but hurt you. I can't believe him! What more could someone take from me? I went into my room fuming but kept quite not wanting to wake Anna. I went into the kitchen and gripped the counters tightly. I heard the door open and shut quitely I glanced over and saw Bee.

"What's wrong, Amy?" He asked. His voice was soft and gentle.

"Nothing." I looked away.

"No, you came to talk to me, I want to help." He told me. When I felt a hand on my shoulder I jerked away on instinc and threw a punch out but stopped it inches away from a started Bee's face. His eyes were wide and he raised his hands in an, 'I won't hurt you.' I pulled back and stepped away from him.

"I think you should go." I told him.

"Amy, let me help. Please, don't shut me out." He pleaded stepping closer.

"Amy?" Anna's voice came from the doorway. I looked over. "Hi Bee." She greeted him. After a moment Bee left leaving me with Anna. I got her breakfast and had her get ready for school. I hated feeling afraid that as soon as I trust they'll stab me in the back. I don't like admitting I'm scared. I want to be different I want to be okay but why can't I?

Anna and I headed to the main room to head off to school. Optimus transformed and his holoform helped Anna in and turned to me I growled lowly and he stepped back so I could get it myself. I don't like physical contact unless its from Anna or Raf everyone else can back off. We pulled into the school parking lot. I slid out and helped Anna out.

"Have a good day girl's." Optimus said as we walked away. I breathed out and we went threw another day of school. It was a rather univentful day but my mind was all over the place so in my head I played a song.

She's so gone.

Insecure
In her skin
Like a puppet, a girl on a string

Broke away
Learned to fly
If you want her back gotta let her shine

So it looks like the joke's on you
'Cause the girl that you thought you knew

Maybe I was insecure, I growled at myself, I was so not. I cant take care of myself. I don't want to shine I am just fine staying in the shadows. I was going to get threw this, I was going to keep my walls up so they wouldn't see who I was at the hands of 'them' I hate them so much. But Bee, he wanted to help, he told me to let him in, to not shut him out and I did. I built my walls higher. Maybe I should at least talk to Bee, that might help.

She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone

Here I am
This is me
And I'm stronger than you ever thought I'd be

Are you shocked?
Are you mad?
That you're missing out on who I really am

Now it looks like the joke's on you
'Cause the girl that you thought you knew

Am I strong? I walked out of school with Anna and climbed into Prime, Is this who I want to be? I wanted to be strong and to make them mad knowing they couldn't break me but they did didn't they? I asked myself. I couldn't answer. I wanted them to miss me but they only missed hitting me. Was it wrong that all I wanted was their love? I want them to be shocked that they no longer get to have me. I want them to hurt so much that they can't touch me anymore. I want them to hurt as much as they hurt me. Don't they deserve it? They didn't hurt Anna remember? I reminded myself. Right, so it doesn't matter anymore. She is safe and unharmed, so all is okay. I don't care anymore.

"Amy?" I was broken out of my thoughts at Anna's voice. "We're at base." She said quietly looking at me with that concerned look. I blinked and opened the door before sliding down and helping her out. I nodded to Bee before walking to my room to do my homework.

She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone away
Like history
She's so gone
Baby, this is me, yeah

I did all my homework as my thoughts continued to drive me crazy. I wanted to talk to Bee but I didn't want to be open, I didn't want to let my walls to far down. I really didn't want to get hurt again or have any chance of Anna getting hurt. I don't think I could live with myself if anything happened to her because I didn't do all I could to protect her.

She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone
She's so gone

You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone

So long
She's so gone
Gone, gone, gone

I finished my homework and walked out to the main room. I finally made my decision, I walked over to Bee.

"Bee?" He leaned down to be at eye level with me.

"Yes Amy?" I bit my lip and breathed out.

"Can we go for a drive and talk?"